Chu Xin always felt absent-minded these days and made several small mistakes when doing things.
Chun Guiren didn't mind that much. Instead, he stayed and asked her carefully if there was anything lingering in her mind.
"It's nothing. I just remembered some past events and felt very uncomfortable."
Chu Xin smiled guiltily. When she was standing by the desk, she didn't hear Chun Guigui talking to her. She was immersed in the depressed mood in her heart.
"You have never told me about your past, but I guess there must be nothing good, otherwise you wouldn't keep silent like this."
Chun Guiren was reading the account book at the moment, and Chu Xin was standing by the side. She quite liked this and felt that the whole person had calmed down.
Now that there are beautiful people serving His Highness, I don't need to worry too much. It's really much easier than before.
"I wonder what happened to Princess Xiang?"
Chu Xin didn't want to talk about these anymore and left Gu Gu to talk about other things.
"It's always been like this. The injury on the head is quite serious. I guess I'll have to stay there for a while before leaving again."
The pure nobleman didn't take it too seriously. Anyway, he had sent the best doctor to take care of him, and the medicines he sent were all the best. As long as the injury was healed, he could leave.
"There are some things that I have always wanted to do, but when I am really faced with it, I feel that it is fate. It is really ridiculous, but I feel that there are some things that I cannot do."
Chu Xin lowered her head and polished the ink attentively, knowing that what she said was inexplicable, and a pure noble person might not be able to understand it. She herself felt confused and felt that her heart was in chaos.
"Xin'er, I have always thought you are a very smart girl. You have helped me many times. You should not be confused about your own affairs. Do what you want to do. It is better than regretting not doing it. "
Chun Guiren could tell that Chu Xin had been absent-minded these past few days. She might have something on her mind. It would be best if she was willing to tell her. If she didn't want to tell her, it didn't matter.
"I see."
Chu Xin nodded and said no more. She just focused on sharpening her ink and went to the medicine garden at night.
"elder sister?"
Ayun was ready to rest after washing, but when she saw Chu Xin coming, she immediately smiled and pulled her to sit by the bed.
"Sister, why are you here so late? But what's the matter?"
Ayun tilted her head and asked curiously.
"I just have nothing to do these days, so I wanted to come over and talk to you. I also want to ask some things," Chu Xin smiled and patted her head.
"What's going on? Could it be the injured Princess of Northern Qi?"
In fact, Ayun probably understood what was going on. It was not that she didn't know the news, and she also understood Chu Xin's identity in the past.
"Well," when Chu Xin heard the name, there was still some trace in her heart.
"Have you ever seen her?"
"I've seen it," Ayun nodded. "She was injured a few days ago, and His Majesty ordered me to deliver medicine. I've seen it. There was a thick bandage on her forehead, and she looked like she was out of shape. unhappy."
Ayun thought for a while and said what she saw. Princess Xiang was a very beautiful woman, but there seemed to be a sense of resentment between her eyebrows. She was far from the kind-hearted person Chu Xin looked at.
"Is she unhappy?" Chu Xin asked.
"Of course I'm not happy to hear it. I heard that Prince Xiang of the Northern Qi Dynasty has several concubines. When His Majesty the Northern Qi Dynasty is seriously ill, Prince Xiang handles things in the palace. He doesn't go back to the palace for several months a year. Naturally, his relationship with the princess is just average. !”
Ayun smiled and said that she was naturally on Chu Xin's side. She felt that Chu Yi was not doing well, and she felt a bit gloating about his misfortune.
"is that so?"
Chu Xin lowered her eyes, always feeling empty in her heart. Ever since she followed Chun Guiren, she never wanted to inquire about the past.
Now that I know it, I feel it is really good and wonderful. I always feel that it is everyone else's business and has nothing to do with me.
"So sister, it's better not to think about the past anymore. It's good that things are different here. I have pure noble people here. Isn't it much better than before?"
Ayun held Chu Xin's hand and asked eagerly, "I don't know anything else, but she rescued Chu Xin and brought her here, so this is a new life and a new beginning."
"Um."
Chu Xin's eyes were already moist. She didn't know how she got out. It was already late at night. She was walking slowly on the palace road and could see her shadow being stretched by the moonlight.
I feel that my heart is in chaos, the feeling of grievance of being bullied, the feeling of disappointment and despair, the fear of being pushed to the cliff, the physical pain, and the mental torture. I don’t know what I was during that time. How did you get here?
Now that I'm just a little better, can I forget the pain in the past and the days when I was sick and didn't want to go out to meet people because I always felt that I looked scary and ugly?
Is it just because the scars on my face have faded that I feel like all this doesn't matter and never happened?
No, it's impossible, she can't forget all this, and she can't be without any resentment.
What's more, shouldn't we have been prepared a long time ago? Why are we thinking about retreating at this moment?
Fu'an Palace.
"In the past three years or so in Northern Qi, I have never been as comfortable as I have been in Nanliang. The four seasons here are always spring, and I feel extremely comfortable. The wind and sand in Northern Qi are very strong, so it is really not a good place!"
At this moment, Chu Yi was sitting in the courtyard looking at the moon in the sky, and there was something in her words.
"Does the princess not like Bei Qi? Do you still remember that we had a big fight with the Queen Mother because she wanted to marry His Highness? At that time, the Queen Mother could not persuade her, so she had no choice but to let you go."
Yuexiang is helpless and sad. When she was young, she always felt that she was conceited and would be the most special one, but she had to accept the torture of reality before she understood the tragedy.
Isn't this what the current princess is like? In fact, I regret it.
"Yes, I always think of those times in the past. Those were my happiest times."
Chu Yi kept looking up at the moon in the sky with longing on her face. It would be great if time could be turned back and everything had never happened.
If she could do it again, she would never gamble on this, never choose someone who didn't care about her in his heart, never leave her hometown thousands of miles away, and never see her again for several years.
But now it's always too late to regret all this.
"The princess only needs to recuperate for three days at most, and the wound on her head will be healed. I also went to see General Tao. His injury is not serious at all. In three to five days, he can start again. This can also be regarded as a little thought for the princess."
No matter what, this was finally good news, and Chu Yi finally had a smile on her lips.
"I know what the princess is bothering about at the moment, but these are not big things after all. There is already another woman around Your Highness, so what does it matter if there is one more or one less?"
Yuexiang thought about it again and again and comforted her softly. It could be seen that Chu Yi still cared about the existence of her original intention, but what could be done?
Chu Xin is nothing like other women. She looks very much like the person she used to be. Even her names are so similar. This is indeed too much of a coincidence.
Chu Yi felt like her head was hurting again. Every time she started to feel better, she would always think of these annoying things, and then think of Xiao Zhi's attitude towards her, and think of the day when the two of them had a falling out. You can say everything.
When I think of my husband being so cold and callous to me in the future, I feel my heart aching.
Why didn't you expect that things would happen to this point? Why didn't you see that Xiao Zhi would be such a heartless person?
"Sometimes, I really blame him. Why can't he treat me as well as Chu Xin? Even though he deliberately tolerated me not to speak for Chu Xin in the past, I can still feel that he always thinks about Chu Xin. I'm sorry, but you will never blame me like this."
Chu Yi felt exhausted at this moment, and really felt that there was no hope in her entire life.
I was originally happy to be able to go back to Dachu, but now I know the existence of my original intention. How should I face all this after I go back? Do I have to have a big quarrel again?
But despite the quarrels, she knew that she had to tolerate the existence of her original intention in the end, and she could only accept this.
"Greetings to the princess."
Chu Yi was startled when she heard a familiar voice. She was very familiar with this voice and would never mistake it. She stood up and looked at the person walking over, her breathing quickening.
The same was true for Yuexiang. She wondered if she had seen it wrong. As she watched the person get closer and closer, she knew that it was indeed the same person from before.
"Who are you?"
Chu Yi opened her mouth tremblingly, feeling that her heartbeat was about to stop.
When I saw that familiar face, it was 70% similar to the original one I saw that day, but it was also somewhat different. It was still the same look in the eyes, it was still her.
"I was ordered to deliver medicine to Princess Xiang. How is the injury on Princess Xiang's forehead? I'm here to change the medicine for you."
Chu Xin put the tray in her hand on the stone table next to her, but her arm was suddenly grabbed.
"It's really you!"
Chu Yi still didn't want to believe it, so she grabbed the other person's arm and looked at her face.
There are some scars on the face, but it is still the same face as before, even the eyes are exactly the same.
"it's me."
Chu Xin was not afraid, and let Chu Yi watch openly.
"Yuexiang, please step aside first. I have something to tell her."
Chu Yi let go of her hand, which was trembling. After Yuexiang stepped back, she didn't know what to say.
All this happened so out of nowhere that she was not prepared for anything.
"If we really want to talk about it, you are my sister. We all bleed the same blood. Sometimes I hate you, but sometimes I regret it. Even I can't control this feeling. !”
Chu Yi's eyes were on Chu Xin from the beginning to the end, and she could see how deep the scars on her face were. It was clear when she was walking that there seemed to be something wrong with her legs.
For a moment, I didn't know whether I felt more hatred or guilt in my heart.
"It's too late to talk about this now. We all know what you did to me. If we really want to talk about it, what is it about me that makes you hate me like this? I won't talk about what happened in Chu Palace before, or Does saying that we married the same man make you hate me more and more?"
