When Chu Yi was thrown to the ground, she was so painful that she couldn't even react. When she clearly felt the pain of being scratched on her palm, she raised her head in disbelief and looked at Xiao Zhi with a look of disgust.
When did he actually show such an expression to himself?
"Princess, stop making trouble!"
Yuexiang hurried over to help the person up and persuaded in a low voice. It would really not do any good if the trouble continued now. The trouble had reached this point and would only make things worse.
"His Highness is also your husband after all. You really shouldn't have this attitude. Please admit your mistake and step back quickly. Don't make this matter more serious."
Yuexiang wiped the blood from Chu Yi's palm with a handkerchief, and persuaded her sincerely, but she didn't expect that Chu Yi didn't appreciate it at all and pushed her away.
"We have been married for three years, and you don't care about me in front of me. Do you really think I can't feel it? When Chu Xin was around in the past, you always favored him. Now that he is dead, you continue to favor other women!
One after another, but your eyes will never be on me. You will only ask me to be generous and tolerant, but why should I endure this!
Do you know how much hatred and jealousy I feel in my heart? Why should I tolerate other women around my husband! Why! "
These are the words that have been pressing in Chu Yi's heart for a long time, but at this moment, she really feels that she was really stupid in the past. She always said that Chu Xin was stupid, but wasn't she also so stupid?
When you have not experienced it, you feel that these things are not a big deal. They are just a few more women in the backyard. Just out of sight and out of mind will be fine. Just don’t pay attention to these things.
In fact, how can you not pay attention to it? You will feel disgusted and jealous. You will think about it when you are eating, you will think about it when you sleep, and you will not be at peace day by day.
"Why! Why didn't anyone tell me that I had to go through this! Why didn't anyone tell me that it would be so painful! Why was my life so unhappy after I got married!"
Chu Yi choked with despair. In fact, she had a vague feeling in her heart at that time.
Seeing that his mother had gone crazy with such despair, she vowed at that time that she would never be such a person or feel the same pain.
But now it seems that she is finally living like her mother again, and she is also feeling the pain of going crazy. This feeling is really uncomfortable.
She obviously cares about the existence of those women, she is obviously stingy and can't tolerate them, but she still has to be generous. Why should she endure this?
"You are the princess and the mistress of the palace. They will all be respectful when they see you. Chu Xin, whom you hate the most, is already dead. No one will stand in your way. What else are you dissatisfied with? of?
You said that you have not had a happy life in the past three years. Am I even half happy? Every time I think of you when I step into the palace, I always feel depressed. You have caused so many things time and time again. What else do you have to be dissatisfied with! "
At this moment, the two of them were saying the most unpleasant things to each other as if they were completely separated from each other. They were obviously a couple who had been together for three years, but they didn't expect that everyone had such deep resentment hidden in their hearts.
"Okay! You have finally exposed your true colors. They say I need to pretend to be generous and tolerate the existence of those bitches, but why don't you do the same?
You have no place for me in your heart at all. You hate me, you hate me, but you still pretend to like me. It seems that God is fair and will not let me feel the pain alone. It turns out that you are like this too. It’s so hard! "
Chu Yi suddenly smiled. She originally thought that what she was most afraid of was seeing Xiao Zhi like this, but now that it was time to break up, she felt relieved.
Why should she suffer alone? It felt fair to have Xiao Zhi accompanying her in pain, and she felt that her pain suddenly eased a little.
Fair, it's really fair. If it's hard for both of them, it will be hard for both of them!
"Simply a lunatic!"
Xiao Zhi said coldly, I really don't know how on earth he has been getting along with this woman for so many years, and never seems to feel comfortable every day.
If it were Chu Xin, she would definitely not be like this.
"I didn't like you when I was in the Chu Palace, and I hated your condescending look. But now? Do you think you are still the proud princess you were before? I don't hate you now, I just feel disgusted. "
Xiao Zhi said the most vicious words unscrupulously, and he didn't treat his nominal wife with any tenderness. All the things, big and small, added up, and he didn't know how much resentment he was holding in his heart.
Today was just a small quarrel, and he could easily get rid of it, but his whole body was already full of resentment, and any trivial matter could ignite it and burst out, just like at this moment.
The two of them were like madmen, saying the most unpleasant and heartbreaking things to each other, and there was hatred and resentment in everyone's eyes.
"When you said you wanted to marry Princess Chu, you didn't mention Chu Xin by name. Tell me, was I the person you really wanted to marry at that time?"
Chu Yi suddenly calmed down. She just wanted to figure out this question and get the most certain answer from Chu Yi's mouth.
"Yes!" Chu Yi replied, "You guessed it right, it was indeed you who I wanted to marry as you thought! But do you know how disgusting you are? You are always so aloof, and What I hate most is your appearance!"
Xiao Zhi will never forget what it was like to live in the palace when he was young. He hates these condescending people the most, and he hates Chu Yi's look of looking down on others the most. It's really annoying!
"It was true that I wanted to marry you at the beginning, and it is true that I hate you now. If you want to live a good life, put your temper away. If anything trivial happens in the backyard again, it will happen to me. Then don’t blame me for being rude to you!”
Chu Yi didn't know how she got out in such a daze, and she didn't know why it ended up like this this time.
I always felt that if I lost my temper like before, wouldn't it be better if Xiao Zhi could calm him down? Why would he say such ugly words with such shame?
"Why? Are these all his true words?"
After returning to his room, Chu Yi sat blankly, still not responding. He didn't know whether he was asking Yuexiang or himself.
“No matter how much trouble I had in the past, no matter how much I hated and resented, I could still deceive myself that I hadn’t reached the last step, that I hadn’t said all the ugly things, maybe it was still possible?
But now he has finally spoken out what is in his heart. It turns out that he really hates me. No matter whether Chu Xin is alive or dead, he still hates me so much! "
"Princess, you have gone too far today after all."
Yuexiang closed the door and sighed helplessly. She had guessed that such a day would come.
The princess's temper has never changed. When she was a princess, she was indulgent and willful. Now that she is a princess, no matter what, she can't look like this in front of her husband.
Today it finally came to this.
"After some time, when Your Highness's anger subsides, maybe everything will be fine again. No matter what, you are still a princess and a princess of Chu. Can he still dethrone your position?"
Yuexiang still tried to persuade her with heartache. After all, she was the master she had served for so many years. How could she be willing to see her so sad?
"I just feel very unhappy. I don't want to see so many women around my husband! In the past, when Chu Xin was here, I thought it was all her fault, but I didn't expect that now that Chu Xin is gone, there are other people. Every one of these women seems to be so dazzling!"
In fact, this is where Chu Yi really feels hopeless and helpless. No matter she is a princess or a princess, her life is full of fine clothes and fine food, and she can just tell her what she wants.
But this point was never perfect, because everyone asked her to tolerate it generously.
My mother is like this, and even Yuexiang is like this. She always feels that her temper is too much, that she is too petty and jealous easily, and she always wants to be more generous.
"The princess will understand one day, just like the former noble concubine, she will also figure it out!"
After thinking about it, Yuexiang could only say one thing, because she couldn't change this fact, so she could only let herself not care, and she could only let herself slowly accept it.
The reason the princess is in so much pain now is because deep down she still doesn't want to accept it. When she feels more pain, she will slowly forget about it and accept it. It seems that every woman who gets married is like this.
"I don't, why should I figure it out? Why should I accept all this?"
Chu Yi still stubbornly wiped the tears from her eyes. She would not accept it, and she would never accept it. Today's humiliation will be remembered forever, and she will never forgive it again!
"Princess, just listen to me. I really do this for your own good! Today has become such a mess. If you continue to make trouble, it will only make things worse! This is Beiqi. , it’s Prince Xiang’s Mansion, not Chu Palace, and you are no longer a pampering princess!”
Yuexiang was so anxious that she almost cried. In fact, as long as the princess was willing to restrain her temper, she could still live a good life.
Anyway, there are just a few more women in the backyard, and their status will never be higher than the princess. If you want to scheme against them, you have many means, why do you have to be so eager to show it on your face?
If the princess had controlled her temper today, the situation would not be like this.
"That's enough, I don't want to hear this anymore. Go out and leave me alone for a while!"
Chu Yi knows that Yuexiang is doing this for her own good, but everything else is easy to talk about, but she is absolutely unwilling to accept this matter. She must not become that numb, and she must not be as despairing as her mother!
She would never live like this and admit defeat.
Now that Xiao Zhi finally told her truth, if she still had the same illusions as before, she really deserved to suffer, so she had to think about her own plans.
