The winter in Dachu is extremely cold. When the snow falls on the ground and accumulates a thick layer, the winter here seems to be extremely long.
Chu Shu walked around in the yard of her house for a while. The sun finally came out today, so she didn't want to stay in the house anymore. It had always snowed and the sky was dark in the past few days.
The sun finally came out today, so I wanted to go out and have a look, but her face didn't look good either.
"I always feel like my sister is still there. Sometimes I dream about her. What do you think she went through there? Will she regret it at the last moment?"
Chu Shu looked down at the snow under her feet. The snow was already very deep. When she stepped on it, the uppers of her shoes would get wet.
It's always easy to think of those things in the palace when I was a child. Although my life is getting better now, I can't help but want to reminisce.
Chu Xin is the sister she grew up with. She originally thought she could be good sisters throughout her life, but she didn't expect the fate between them to be so shallow.
"Shu'er, I know you still think about her, but things have already happened. No one knows what they will think in their hearts at that moment. People who are alive must live well after all!"
Liu Xuanfeng looked at her shoulder and persuaded her gently. No one wanted to see the tragedy happen.
But after all, it was thousands of miles away, and I had no idea what was going on over there. All I got was cold news.
Concubine Jing was already ill, so she went there that night after receiving the news that her daughter had died tragically in Beiqi. Tragedies happening one after another really make me feel depressed.
Precisely because he knew how important Chu Xin and Concubine Jing were to his wife, he couldn't help but worry about them.
Unexpectedly, after so long, Chu Shu would still recall it from time to time. It seemed that their childhood friendship was really deep!
"It is said that a woman's life depends entirely on her man. My sister chose the wrong man. She was really wrong!"
Chu Shu's voice was so choked that she was speechless. She complained about herself countless times. Why didn't she be tougher and dissuade people?
Which woman hasn't been confused at some point? As long as she leaves the person here in peace, how could such a tragedy happen?
Chu Yi will naturally take good care of her. She is His Majesty's biological sister. Who dares to treat her badly?
But what about my sister? She must have married her with full of love and hope, thinking that she could endure all these obstacles.
But it was wrong, it was all wrong.
"I hope Princess Xin'er has a spirit in heaven. I will never be a disrespectful person in this life, and I will never let you end up like this!"
Liu Xuanfeng has always been a rough man. He can't say gentle and touching words at all. He can only hold Chu Shu in his arms and comfort her word by word.
I can only feel pity for Princess Xin'er. When people are young and ignorant, she paid the price with her life. The price was indeed too heavy.
"I have been married to you for a long time, so I naturally know your heart and your personality. I know everything about you. I just still can't let go of my sister. I always feel that I am also responsible for these tragedies."
Chu Shu shook her head helplessly and leaned her whole body into Liu Xuanfeng's arms. The other person's body was very strong and warm, even in winter it was still warm.
Chu Yi has a noble status, and his life is the same no matter where he goes. Chu Yan may have become enemies with Gu Xiao, and seems to have stopped interacting with each other. After all, there are indeed two lives between them.
Only her life can be considered satisfactory, and her relationship with Liu Xuanfeng will only become deeper and deeper, and they will take care of and support each other.
Anyway, there is no one in the palace that I want to see, and I will not enter the palace again if nothing happens.
There is already the most important person in this life by their side, and the two of them will live their lives peacefully in the future.
I think if my sister is watching from heaven, she should be able to rest in peace.
But if you have to do it again, don't make such a mistake again.
It was also winter, and Chu Shu was accompanied by her husband, but Chu Yan was still alone.
Although it was very cold in winter, she always felt that her heart had already become cold, as if she no longer felt the changes outside.
How long has it been since she went out?
It seems that I have been living like this for a year or two, and the people around me are not willing to talk much.
Every day when the food is delivered, he quickly leaves, as if he is something very unlucky.
It seems that even Futaba is not like this anymore. Even the people who are serving her are not willing to talk more, as if they are afraid of her.
At first, I felt that these days were difficult. I thought about going crazy all the time and making life difficult for everyone, but gradually I lost the energy to make any more noise.
After all, the whole house was too quiet. That annoying Lian'er was already dead, taking the child in his belly with him, so completely dead!
There was no other woman around Gu Xiao, but he just couldn't come over. The couple hadn't seen or spoken to each other for a long time.
This day she stood by the window and watched the snow outside slowly melting. The sun came out today, and the snow on the trees had slowly melted.
In fact, she couldn't figure out why she suddenly became like this.
Sometimes I really have nightmares at night, dreaming about Lian'er being covered in blood, and dreaming about her eyes full of resentment. All of this is really scary!
Because she had a guilty conscience and felt guilty, because she had prepared the medicine herself, and she had really killed two lives.
At that time, she felt that her mind was blinded by anger, and she always felt that she didn't know what she was doing. She only knew that it would be good if she could relieve her anger by doing this.
The moment I saw Lian'er die, I felt relieved, but what happened next?
Later, when she saw Gu Xiao barging in, her heart suddenly broke.
What he saw was Gu Xiao's eyes that were equally full of resentment towards him, with more disgust and disgust.
At that moment, I knew that they would never be reconciled again, because there were two lives between them that could never be undone.
"Young Madam."
Someone pushed the door open and it was Futaba.
He came here to deliver food. After he came in, he opened the lunch box and placed the food in piles on the table.
Chu Yan would not be treated badly if she had fish and meat, and the treatment was considered the best. After setting out the food, she put the food box away and was about to turn around and leave.
"You don't even want to talk to me?"
Without looking back, she knew that Futaba must want to leave quickly, because it had been like this for a while.
No one wanted to stay with her in the house, and everyone avoided her. It seemed that she hadn't talked to anyone for a long time, and she just felt very lonely.
"Young Madam, I really don't know what to say. Whatever I say is wrong. Young Madam won't listen at all, so she just won't say anything."
Futaba lowered his head and spoke perfunctorily. If it had been in the past, he might have been anxious to persuade her, but now there was no need for it.
Because when he killed Lian'er and his son, he felt that his former master had changed. He was really vicious and cold.
Just because of jealousy, he actually killed someone. That's one corpse and two lives!
It is obvious that the young lady was so weak when she was in the palace and would only cry when she was wronged.
Why did he suddenly become such a vicious person? Why did his heart become so cruel?
"I always have nightmares at night, and I feel a little scared when I wake up from the dream. At that time, I thought it would be great if my husband could be by my side. As long as I can feel that there is someone by my side, I won't be afraid. "
Chu Yan turned around and walked to the table and sat down. She picked up the chopsticks and picked some fish. She really didn't have much appetite.
In fact, she didn't want to eat anything every day, couldn't eat anything, and she had lost a lot of weight.
Because there are always a lot of things in my heart, my whole body is about to collapse.
"The young master will be very busy every day. The master and his wife are old. The young master will go to greet them after finishing his work. The young master can rest assured that there will be no other women around the young master!"
Futaba didn't want to say anything anymore. She just felt that she was an accomplice in Lian'er's death, and she always felt uneasy. After all, it was a human life.
In fact, not only were the servants in the house unwilling to come over, but she was also unwilling to talk to her former master. It was like standing here right now with goosebumps all over her body and feeling that everything was so terrible.
"You have been with me for so many years, and now you completely hate me?"
Chu Yan put down her chopsticks. She didn't have much appetite at first, but now she looked at the table full of food, and she even lost her appetite.
In fact, I really feel that I have been lonely for a long time and want to find someone to talk to. Futaba is the person who has been with me for so many years. Why does she have this attitude?
Has he become a dirty thing that everyone wants to avoid? Has he really done something bad that is not allowed by nature?
Yes, it was true that he had done something wrong, and Lian'er's death was indeed his fault, but in the end it was all over.
What's more, as a princess, what can she do if she kills just one person? These people are just making a fuss!
She had lived in a palace since she was a child, where people died every day. The death of a Lian'er was indeed not worth mentioning, but it was particularly important in this palace.
Everyone felt that he was a murderer, everyone avoided her, and no one wanted to come to this yard.
Even Futaba only wanted to come here every day to deliver meals. After delivering the food, she wanted to leave as soon as possible and was unwilling to stay in the house for a while longer.
Futaba lowered his head, unwilling to talk about this issue anymore. I believe the young lady knew what she was thinking.
In fact, she didn't want to come to this yard at all. It really felt scary.
Although the young lady in front of me looks soft and frail, her heart is really cruel!
Even the people she has served for many years will feel scared, let alone others, let alone the young master who has not been in contact with her for a long time.
Maybe this was a bad relationship from the beginning, and the two of them should never have met.
"Get out! Get out!"
Chu Yan, who had been calm just now, suddenly lost her temper and pointed at Futaba fiercely, as if she wanted to eat her alive in the next second.
"I don't need you to stand here pretending to be with me! If you want to leave, then leave quickly! Don't stand here and hinder my eyes anymore! Get out!"
Chu Yan said viciously, staring hard at Futaba with red eyes, feeling as if the resentment buried deep in her heart was about to burst out again.
Why? Why is everything based on this?
There was no one in the palace who could protect her. The Queen Mother and Her Majesty would only punish her again and again, just because they disliked what she had done to be embarrassing.
No one will really care about her, not even the husband she once loved deeply, not even the person who has been by her side for so long, they will all just avoid her.
She has nothing left.
Futaba left in a hurry and closed the door heavily, as if she never wanted to come in again.
This room was already an unlucky place. Lian'er died here, so she would feel a little uneasy every time she came in.
Because she was once an accomplice, she prepared the bowl of medicine herself.
It is precisely because of this that I feel that Chu Yan was involved in all of this. Otherwise, how could I have killed a person if my hands were clean?
