It's winter again, it's already snowing lightly, and there's only a thin layer of snow on the ground.
"Yuexiang, time flies so fast. Two or three years have passed in the blink of an eye. I still think it's the past time, and I always feel like I'm still the carefree princess."
Chu Yi wore a furry cloak and walked step by step on the snow. The snow on the ground was very thin, and when she stepped on it, it turned into snow.
She seemed to have lost a lot of weight. Even for the furry and thick cloak, her figure looked extremely slender.
In fact, to be honest, she was really unhappy. No matter when Chu Xin was there at the beginning or when she was away, she seemed to feel very unhappy.
I always feel that everything is different from what I imagined. The difference is really too big. It is precisely because the gap is so big that I can't accept it.
"Princess, let me say something that I shouldn't say. Now that I have made my choice, there is no room to look back."
Yuexiang persuaded in a low voice, how could someone who had been serving him personally for so long not understand what this meant?
Do you regret it?
"I know," Chu Yi smiled lightly.
"I just feel a little emotional. Looking at the snow that fell these past two days, I feel that it is no different from the snow that fell in Chu Gong before. They are all the same white. There is only a thin layer on the ground. If you step on it, you won’t be able to see it.”
As he spoke, he stepped on a new position, and the snow there immediately turned into water, and then disappeared.
Suddenly, I felt that my life was like this. I seemed happy, but I couldn't withstand any storms. Have I got everything I want now?
It seems like you didn’t get it?
"Yuexiang, you have been with me for so long, do you think I did something stupid wrong?"
Chu Yi asked as she walked, feeling very dazed recently.
Xiao Zhi always said that he was getting busier and busier, and he only spent a handful of hours in the house every day. He was left to face the group of women who guarded the house, and he would be half angry every day.
Most of the time, I try my best to endure it, just don't let those women come over to say hello, and I can be regarded as out of sight and out of mind.
But those women are still there after all. Sometimes when I think about them, I feel filled with panic.
"Princess, there is no turning back for you, not to mention that the current situation is not bad. Princess should think about her future instead of thinking about these inexplicable things, which will only increase worries."
Yuexiang held Chu Yi's arm and advised her with concern. Maybe the current princess was too lonely, so she often had random thoughts, and she should find something useful to do.
"How do I think about myself? The person who once felt like this irritant is gone. What else can I do now?"
Chu Yi said helplessly, Chu Xin, who was once the most annoying, will never appear again, but isn't this what her life seems to be like?
She is not as generous as she thought at all. She minds every woman around Xiao Zhi and feels jealous and goes crazy when she thinks about it.
She admits that she is exactly the same as her former mother. Has she become the person she least wants to be?
"Emotions are the least important thing. You are now a princess, and it is time to have a child. Once you have a child, you will feel that life is passing quickly, and you will plan for the child, and you will feel that That's all it is.
Even the former imperial concubine was as confused as the current princess, but after having the princess, everything is considered for the princess. Women are weak but mothers are strong, and everything will slowly change! "
After all, Yuexiang is considered someone who has come before her. She feels that Chu Yi's reaction is very bland. Wasn't the former imperial concubine like this?
She cares so much about other women around her husband that she can't eat or sleep. She feels jealous every day and feels like she's going crazy.
But later on, after having the prince and princess, didn’t you slowly put your mind back?
When you have a child, you naturally have to think about the child, and you have to let go of all those illusory emotions.
"child?"
Chu Yi seemed stunned and didn't speak for a long time.
Will she and Xiao Zhi have children?
Xiao Zhi rarely returned home every day, and could not say a few words when he saw her, as if he was a stranger.
Sometimes I try to chime in with my temper, but the other person only responds with a few words.
"Yes, when the princess has a child, she won't be like this now. To make plans for the child, people will slowly become more motivated and have more energy. This is the most important thing! "
Yuexiang nodded vigorously, and the future princess would eventually understand that what she said now was correct. She was someone who had been there, and she had seen what the former noble concubine looked like.
The princess will eventually live like a noble concubine, but there is nothing wrong with that. As long as she has a high status and lives a life of fine clothes and fine food, isn't it good?
How many people don’t have this fate!
These illusory feelings are like the moon in the mirror. If you can get them, it is naturally the best. If you can't get it, it doesn't matter at all. Don't take it too seriously.
The matter of the child also left traces in Chu Yi's heart, and she has been thinking about it since that day.
What Yuexiang said makes sense. She is just too lonely, so she always has random thoughts. When she has a child, she will focus all her thoughts on the child.
Just wanting a child is not something he can do alone. Xiao Zhi still feels a little resentful towards her, and is afraid that he can't even talk to her properly every day.
On this day, Xiao Zhi finally had nothing to do and could stay in the house. Chu Yi dressed up brightly and went to the study room. In fact, it would be quite good if she wanted to have a child.
"It's snowing outside. If you come here wearing such thin clothes, you will catch a cold."
Xiao Zhi put down his pen, glanced at her, and said lightly.
"It's hard for you to be free in the house today. If I don't come over, I will miss this opportunity again. I don't know when I can come over and talk to you again!"
Chu Yi felt a little aggrieved both inside and outside of her words. In fact, she felt that her life was really aggrieved because she only spent so little time with her husband.
But now, after all, Xiao Zhi is also the person that His Majesty trusts the most, and her position as princess has also risen with the tide. This feeling is quite good, as every loss must be rewarded.
"I won't go out today unless I have something to do. What do you want to say?"
Today, Xiao Zhi seems to be a bit gentler, not as frosty as before.
Sometimes it can't always be an attitude, it will only make a person's heart gradually become colder, and it's time to heat it up.
"Don't you blame me for beating Mrs. Hui last time?"
Chu Yi put down the pastries she had prepared, walked to Xiao Zhi, held his hand, and asked aggrievedly.
Now that I dare to ask, I know in my heart that Shen Minghui is not important at all. I was a little worried when I beat Chu Xin in the past, but now it doesn't matter if I beat Shen Minghui.
"Since she made the mistake first, it is understandable for you as the princess to teach her a lesson. Why should I blame you?"
Sure enough, Xiao Zhi's reaction was very dull. He didn't like to interfere with the affairs between the women in the backyard, and he didn't like it even more after Chu Xin was gone.
"If there is nothing serious in the backyard, there is no need to come and tell me. As the princess, you do have the right to discipline them. You can make your own decisions in everything."
As Xiao Zhi said this, he put Chu Yi's hand on his own and rubbed it carefully. It seemed that his hands were a little frozen when he came over just now.
"After so long, are you finally willing to forgive me?" Chu Yi's eyes were already red.
"Ever since what happened last time, you have always been lukewarm towards me. I know you are resentful towards me. Do you know how heartbroken I am when I see the women in the backyard changing one by one?
And that Shen Minghui, I know clearly that you are just being nice to her because you are angry with me, but I still feel so jealous, and I still feel so painful all over my body! "
Feeling that her hands were slowly getting warmer, Chu Yi finally felt a little more at ease. She had learned her lesson from what happened last time.
No matter what, Chu Xin will never come back and become a threat to herself.
Even if Xiao Zhi is angry with him, it has nothing to do with him. There will always be a day when they can reconcile.
"Those women are not what I want, but it is always good for me to take them in. What's more, you are the only princess in the house and the only real mistress."
Xiao Zhi's expression suddenly became very gentle, and he comforted her softly. As he spoke, he sat down with Chu Yi in his arms, put his arms around her and let her lean against him.
"You finally forgive me!"
Chu Yi couldn't bear it anymore, so she threw herself into Xiao Zhi's arms and cried aggrievedly. So many days of indifference and anger were finally over. Have they finally reconciled?
So, can Xiao Zhi finally let go of Chu Xin?
"You and I are a couple who worshiped heaven and earth. Since we are husband and wife, how can we have an overnight feud? Many things must be over."
Xiao Zhi hugged Chu Yi and although he was saying words of comfort, his eyes were still cold.
He was really tired of being like this. He was always trying to coax this woman with words that were against her will. It was really disgusting!
"Yes, you and I are a legitimate couple. Since we are husband and wife, how can we have an overnight feud? You will forgive me no matter what!"
As she cried, Chu Yi smiled. After all, she was still a woman, and she still needed her husband's love, just like a flower that needs sunshine and nectar.
Xiao Zhi's love is the best sunshine and nectar to her.
She no longer wanted to stay alone in her yard. She was obviously married and needed her husband's love.
"Okay, okay, don't cry. What happened in the past is in the past. We will still have a lot of time in the future. From now on, it is the time that the two of us should really get along. Let all the bad things go. .”
Xiao Zhi comforted her somewhat perfunctorily, but to Chu Yi's ears, they were really the most beautiful words.
So the shadow that Chu Xin brought to him could finally pass. Anyway, it was only for more than half a year, and Xiao Zhi could finally let it all go.
So, Chu Xin really lost, completely. So what if Xiao Zhi blamed her for these things, but they would eventually reconcile!
Because they are a husband and wife who have worshiped heaven and earth, and there is no way they can have an overnight feud. They are one and the same.
Chu Xin is just Mrs. Side, and there are many Mrs. Side in the backyard now. Without Chu Xin, there will be others after all, so whether she exists or not is just that matter.
Chu Xin, you lost.
