Chu Shu always felt that life seemed to be getting more and more boring, as if something was missing.
"It's been almost half a year since the news came, but you still can't let it go?"
Gu Ruowan sat by the bed and helped Chu Shu up. In fact, she felt that life was getting harder and harder. Her eldest brother and sister-in-law were completely separated from each other, and the house was gloomy.
"When the news came half a year ago, Concubine Jing was already seriously ill. She left that night after suffering the blow. I just always regretted why I didn't persuade her more. I didn't expect the price to be paid to be so heavy. "
Chu Shu supported Gu Ruowan's hand and stood up, half leaning against the bed. She always had nightmares these days, dreaming about Chu Xin's body covered in blood.
"The letter written by Chu Yi just said this. I'm afraid it's not certain what the situation is, but Xiao Zhi didn't do anything, which is enough to see his attitude clearly. Sister Chu Xin really lost this time It was so thorough.”
Gu Ruowan's eyes had already turned red, even when she thought of the worst outcome.
But he didn't expect that the price he had to pay would be his own life. I originally thought that I would have a chance to meet him in the future, but now I have completely lost the chance.
"Ruowan, every time I think of Sister Xin'er, I feel very uncomfortable. I guess she must have had a bad life there. How could she have a good life with Chu Yi here?
Her death must not be that simple, but no one can help her. With just a few words, the conclusion is sealed. Where has Xiao Zhi's former affection gone? Will he just watch with cold eyes? "
The more Chu Shu talked, the angrier she felt. When Chu Xin persuaded her, she spoke in an orderly manner, but why did she become so confused when it came to herself? How dare you trust Xiao Zhi with your whole life?
Especially when she could only marry as a concubine, she should have turned back in time. It was not worth it. It was not worth it.
But now there is nothing that can be done, the deal is already done, and the worst outcome has already arrived.
"Shu'er, no one thought that things would turn out like this. If we could do it all over again, you and I would try to stop them no matter what. The one who is really suffering is Concubine Jing, who was already ill. When I heard this bad news, my body couldn’t bear it for a long time.”
Gu Ruowan choked up as she spoke, why did things become like this?
"Sometimes, I always think that it would be better if Sister Chu Xin didn't join me. You guys also know the things in my family. After getting married, I always don't want to go back, so I can come to talk to you. But now you are the only one. You can stay with me."
Gu Ruowan helped Chu Shu up and let her lean on him. When he mentioned the matters at home, it felt like a dark abyss with no solution.
"Lian'er has been gone for so long, will your brother still let go?"
Chu Shu just wanted to move to other topics. Every time she talked about Chu Xin's affairs, she always felt sad for a long time and felt too depressed and blocked.
"Brother already likes Lian'er, not to mention that Lian'er has my brother's child. Chu Yan drank a bowl of medicine and killed two people. When my brother passed by, he only saw Lian'er's body. How could he forgive me?" Woolen cloth?
No one knows how that day went by. All they know is that from then on, the two of them stayed away from each other, never saw each other or talked to each other. Even their father and mother were unwilling to meddle in their affairs. It really felt like a Poor fate, poor Lian'er, made her suffer so much. "
Gu Ruowan was frightened when she heard about that incident. Why did Chu Yan's heart suddenly become so cruel?
In my impression, she has always been a weak woman, whether she is pretending to be or in reality, how could she be so vicious?
No matter how she couldn't tolerate Lian'er, she was already four or five months pregnant at that time, and her belly had slowly grown bigger. That bowl of medicine swallowed up one corpse and two lives. Can Chu Yan really accept this result?
"After this incident was reported to the palace, the Queen Mother had someone beat her. The blow was quite heavy. She had to lie in bed for more than a month before she could get up. I went to see her once, and she was still in a state of shock even when she was lying on the bed. He looked unrepentant and still felt that he had done the right thing.
She said that she knew Lian'er would definitely die if she drank the medicine, because the bowl of medicine had a sufficient dose added. She just wanted Lian'er to die, and more importantly, she wanted to take revenge on your brother. People will become their worst. You don't like it, she has become such a terrible person. "
Chu Shu closed her eyes and rubbed her temples as she spoke. She had been infected with wind and cold in recent days and felt dizzy and uncomfortable.
Sometimes I wish I could sleep during the day. As long as I am so dizzy that I can’t think clearly, I will feel that everything is the same as before, and the people in the past are still there, so I won’t be sad at all. .
"Shu'er, sometimes I feel really tired. I don't want to see the house is always gloomy every time I go back to my parents' home. I see my father and mother with cold faces and don't speak, and I see my brother with such a frosty look, especially... I’m even more afraid of seeing Chu Yan’s resentful look, feeling that everyone is having a hard time, I’m so scared, I’m really scared.”
Only at this moment, in front of his only friend, could Gu Ruowan express his grievances. He also knew that it was impossible to say these words at home. Anyway, he had already tried to persuade him, and no one was willing to listen.
What's more, I am getting married myself, and I have my own things to do, and I have to deal with things in my own house, so that I can vent properly every time I come to talk to Chu Shu.
"It's okay, it's okay. You don't have to hold back in front of me. If you are unhappy or don't like it, just say it. Now you are my only good sister. I hope you will be well."
Chu Shu opened her eyes, patted Gu Ruowan's hand and comforted her softly. In fact, for her, the husband she married was considered a good one, and her biggest worry was her own family affairs.
"Chu Yan has been ill for a long time. She doesn't even know what she has become. No matter how much you try to persuade her, she won't listen. The Queen Mother and Your Majesty have already punished her so many times. They even gave her a slap on the wrist, and even more oily You don’t care if you don’t have enough salt. You should try to persuade your brother more and let him live a good life.”
Chu Shu thought about it carefully and realized that this was the only way. Since Lian'er died, there were no other women around Gu Xiao. She was probably afraid that she would make the same mistake again, or that Chu Yan would go crazy and kill people again.
"When I went back last time, I talked with my brother. We have reached this point. Why don't we just reconcile? Unexpectedly, Chu Yan pushed the door open and walked in, saying that if we wanted to reconcile, we would kill him. From then on From then on, my brother no longer has such thoughts. My brother’s heart is actually the softest..."
Chu Shu felt dizzy and leaned against Gu Ruowan with her eyes closed. Listening to her nagging complaints, she couldn't help but think about how great it would be if Chu Xin was still there.
There are still countless things to say between them. Is there still a chance to say it?
Gu Ruowan tilted her head slightly and saw that Chu Shu who was leaning on her seemed to have fallen asleep. She couldn't help but smile and gently put her on the bed and covered her with the quilt.
Now that you feel cold and sick, you should take good care of yourself. But when you go out, you really don’t know where to go.
I have a lot of things to deal with when I go back. My relationship with my husband is good or not, but we can be considered respectful to each other. I haven’t had a good conversation with my father, mother, and brother for a long time, but I don’t want to face that uncomfortable atmosphere when I go back. .
I really don’t know why their family owes Chu Yan, so why should she mess up the troubled waters all by herself!
"The sunshine is pretty good today, the spring flowers are blooming, everything seems to be fine!"
Chu Yan sat in the yard and looked up at the sky, which was neither cold nor hot at the moment. It was the best time of the year.
"Yes, the sun is really warm on me."
Futaba was sipping tea beside her, but there was always a bit of sadness between her eyes.
"Young lady, do you feel you are well? Do you really not need to take any more medicine?"
"No need, those medicines are too bitter. I can't drink them at all. I feel like vomiting when I smell them!"
Chu Yan frowned, and her expression suddenly changed.
Futaba immediately didn't dare to speak. The young lady's mood changed too quickly. She was happy one second, but her face turned dark the next, and she became more and more cautious when serving her.
"Isn't it just to kill a pity? Does the Queen Mother need to be so angry? Do you really want to beat me to death when someone hits me fifty times? One hit is not enough, you have to hit me a second time. Do you want me to stay in bed unable to get out of bed for the rest of my life?"
Chu Yan smiled coldly. The pain of the board hitting her body was really painful, especially when she was lying on the bed unable to move. It was so painful. Drinking bowls of medicine made her want to vomit.
Especially when I applied the medicine, it hurt so much that I couldn't help but cry out. However, Gu Xiao had never come to see her once. It seemed that she had completely broken up with her and had no contact with her forever.
It's ridiculous. They are a legitimate couple. How could they not keep in touch? They will be tied together for the rest of their lives and will never be separated!
Peace and separation?
Don’t even think about it!
"Young Madam, don't be angry. No matter what happens, these things have passed. The Queen Mother is just doing it for the world to see. After all, Mrs. Lian'er has to give an explanation for the death of two people. The Young Madam has been punished, and the people outside Only then will those rumors gradually stop."
Futaba could only persuade her in this way. After all, the young lady had really been beaten twice and showed it to the world, so those words would not become more unpleasant as she said them.
They said that the young lady was jealous and vicious and could not tolerate her husband's concubine. Only when she was really punished could these words gradually stop.
The bowl of medicine was handed over by me personally, but it killed Mrs. Lian'er twice. Every time I think about it, I always feel guilty. I didn't expect that my master has become so vicious. I thought I would just abort the child. Yeah, I really didn’t expect that…
"Does she deserve it? A bitch can just die, and she wants me to suffer for her. It's really not worth it!"
Chu Yan leaned on the chair and closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling of the sun shining on her body. She never felt that she was wrong. The reason for increasing the dose was to kill two people, and to make Lian'er die too!
Yes, everything is correct, except for this bitch, I feel that life is much better for everyone!
So what if I get slapped twice, so what if I lie on the bed in pain and can't sleep, as long as that bitch dies, everything will be worth it!
"yes."
Futaba didn't dare to say anything and could only lower his head and agree. He really felt that his master had changed and was completely different from before. It was really scary.
"Chu Yan! Do you know how vicious you have become now! A life has been lost like this, and at this time, you can still say evil words!"
Gu Ruowan stood outside for a long time and couldn't bear hearing these words.
