Chapter 194 No more courage than before

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"It is true," Chu Xin thought about it carefully and heard Lu Zhu once say it, "but the relationship is not very close. The princess does not like to interact with Princess Xuan, and she only accepts the gifts politely."

"Mrs. Side, His Royal Highness Prince Xiang has always been with His Royal Highness the Crown Prince. His Royal Highness the Crown Prince and Prince Xuan have always been at odds with each other. Therefore, Princess Xiang and Princess Xuan should not have too much contact. If they are plotted one day, they will be harmed. Myself, this is why I called you here today. After you return home, you must have a good talk with Princess Xiang."

Xu Miaorong warned carefully that she didn't like Chu Yi and couldn't talk to him at all, so she had no choice but to call Chu Xin over.

"Yes, I understand. Don't worry, Crown Princess, I will make it clear to you."

Chu Xin nodded quickly. In fact, as long as Chu Yi was here, there was nothing to worry about. If anything happened, he could just send a letter back and get help. He could only laugh at himself helplessly.

When he went back, he wanted to tell Chu Yi these words. Although the other party might not be willing to listen, he still had to talk about it. As soon as he walked outside the door, he heard the sound inside.

He stopped for a moment, hesitating a little, not sure whether he should go in or not.

"I always feel so lonely these days. When I wake up every day, I am surrounded by nothing. Today, His Highness is finally back. I am really happy!"

Chu Yi cried with joy and huddled in Xiao Zhi's arms and cried softly. She was really too lonely these days.

I just want to talk to my husband. How difficult is it to fulfill this request?

It has been almost three months. It is really too long to wait from spring to summer.

"I will come back to see you when I have time today. I miss you too and am very worried about you."

Xiao Zhi patted Chu Yi's back and comforted her softly. She had been working too hard these past few months and her eyes were all bloodshot.

Now that my father is seriously ill, I can only stay with His Highness the Crown Prince to help him handle affairs. Other princes who want to be with him may not have the opportunity, so they must seize the opportunity now.

Seeing that the person in his arms was still crying, a flash of impatience flashed in his eyes, which would not be the case if it were Chu Xin.

Every time he comes in front of Chu Yi, he always spends a lot of effort to coax her. It is really difficult to coax her mood.

"Thanks to you for handling the affairs of the house these months, is there anything difficult that you can't deal with?"

Xiao Zhi could only talk about other topics. If he continued to cry, today's time would soon be gone. He would have to go to the prince's brother's place tomorrow morning to handle matters with him.

Today, King Xuan is in trouble again. His father usually likes him quite a lot. King Xuan may have other thoughts. But didn’t he bring someone back from Wan County? If his father knew about these things, then King Xuan would Will there still be a chance?

"There's nothing going on, so I feel extremely bored. I just want to stay with and talk to His Highness!"

Chu Yi held Xiao Zhi's hand aggrievedly. Sometimes she felt like she had become a widow. Her husband was gone. How could she live such a lonely life?

"It's good that nothing difficult happened. I was worried that you couldn't handle some things well. Now it seems that you are really my good wife. You can help me every time and let me have no worries."

Xiao Zhi forced out a smile, touched Chu Yi's face, and wiped away the tears on his face.

"I remember that you used to be unruly and willful in front of me, but now you look much gentler. I like you no matter what you are."

After saying that, he left a kiss on the other person's forehead.

Chu Yi felt this shyly. This was right. A young man should naturally be deeply in love with his husband every day. How could there be any reason to stay alone in an empty room at this time and live alone every day?

"When things stabilize in the future, I will accompany you at home every day, accompany you to paint, accompany you to play chess, accompany you to drink tea, accompany you to do everything you want to do. We are a legitimate couple, and it is only natural that I love you." thing!"

Xiao Zhi coaxed softly and felt satisfied when he saw Chu Yi acting so well-behaved and obedient. As long as she said more nice words, she would calm down. What's wrong with that?

Chu Yi has too many uses at the moment and cannot make her unhappy.

Yuexiang was waiting outside the door. Whenever this time came, Chu Yi didn't like to be disturbed, so she asked everyone to stand out.

"It seems that it is not the right time for Madam Side to come here at the moment. If you have anything to tell me, I will tell it to the princess."

Yuexiang smiled proudly. The sounds in the room were not too quiet, and they could all be heard clearly at once. If Mrs. Side still stood here ignorantly, she would be humiliating herself.

"It's nothing serious. I'll come over in person and say the same thing some time later. Since His Highness is here now, I still won't disturb him and the princess."

Chu Xin sighed, turned and left.

He heard this sentence clearly, as if Xiao Zhi had never said it to him before, but now he said it easily to Chu Yi, his tone was still so gentle and caring.

When she was beaten and hid her whole body under the quilt, why didn't Xiao Zhi be tougher that day and come over to ask, why did he turn around and leave so easily?

No, what I was thinking about was that even if Xiao Zhi knew about it, would he make the decision for himself again? Would he treat Chu Yi with the same punishment? Would he be willing to let Chu Yi get so many slaps?

Will he? No, he knows clearly that he won’t at all!

"Mrs. Side?"

Lu Lu had been following her worriedly. She had been able to endure it a little while on the road, but as soon as she returned to Qixia Courtyard and returned to her room, she suddenly couldn't help it anymore and flicked the tea set on the table to the ground.

"His Highness went to find her when he came back and said such gentle words to her. It turns out that this is how they get along with each other. Now that I have become the outsider, it turns out that my status is no different from Qingyun!"

Chu Xin felt that her whole body was weak and she had no strength. She collapsed on the ground and cried helplessly. She had endured it for long enough, and today she finally couldn't bear it anymore, and her tears were flowing down drop by drop.

At this moment, the regret reached its peak. Why were you so stupid in the first place? Why did you insist on going your own way?

My mother made it clear in her letter that she would not be happy and would definitely regret it.

Mother was right. She regretted it. She just regretted it. After hearing what Xiao Zhi said just now, she felt how unworthy it all was.

At this moment, Chu Xin was crying so aggrieved and helpless. She couldn't maintain her image in front of Luzhu. She sat on the ground and cried aggrievedly like a child.

But this time her mother is no longer by her side and will no longer comfort her.

I always think of the time when I was in the cold palace in a daze. It was a memory from a long, long time ago. I remember that I was so brave when I was a child.

I still remember that she personally killed the eunuch who deliberately delayed not calling the imperial doctor and killed his biological mother. At that time, she was not afraid of anything. She just wanted to avenge her biological mother. Since it was the eunuch who took the money and did nothing, then she wanted to kill the person. Only then will you feel relieved!

But now this courage has suddenly disappeared, and she will never be so brave again!

"Mrs. Side?"

Luzhu knelt down distressedly and tried to help the person up, but was pushed away.

He had never seen Mrs. Side crying so aggrieved and helpless. He really didn't know what to do for a moment. The blow she received this time seemed to be really big.

In fact, Mrs. Side has not seen His Highness very often in the past year or so. His Highness is busy with many things every day. Even when he comes back, the place he visits most is Fanghuayuan.

"Luzhu, you don't understand me, you don't understand why I'm so sad. I just thought of what happened when I was young. I was so brave at that time, even though I was in the cold palace without enough food or clothing. Warm, but I wasn’t afraid of anything at that time!

But since I left the cold palace, that courage has slowly disappeared. Although I have good clothes and good food, I have become more and more cowardly. After being wronged again and again, I will only shrink back and get used to escaping. .

Just like just now, I really wanted to rush in and ask for details, but I didn't dare. I didn't have the courage, so I could only come back dejected, but my heart ached, and I could never find myself again! "

Lulu was a little stunned. She didn't know what to do at this moment. Suddenly, a deep sadness surged in her heart. Seeing Mrs. Side so sad, after hearing these words, she couldn't help but think about what she would have done in the past. What kind of person is he?

The side wife and the princess are both princesses of Dachu, but their fate as princesses is so different, which really makes people feel pitiful.

"Luzhu, you go out first, I'll stay here to talk to Mrs. Side."

Mingyu was very calm when he came in. He had already guessed that one day, Mrs. Side's mood would collapse, but she didn't expect that this day would come so soon.

Lulu could only nod. Mingyu had been with Mrs. Side all the time, so it would be much better for her to enlighten her.

"Princess, when I call you this, have you ever thought of anything?"

Mingyu simply sat on the ground and looked at Chu Xin, "Remember when you were a princess, you would never be so weak, and you would never cry so wronged. How dare you resist Chu Yi back then, why don't you now? Dare you?"

Chu Xin didn't speak, she just looked at the ground quietly, her mood feeling a little more stable.

"Since this relationship is a mistake, then it is wrong. After crying today, don't cry again. I still remember that Princess Shu was wronged in the past, but you comforted me. You were able to say so many things at that time. When it comes to yourself, Don’t you understand?”

As Mingyu spoke, he took out a handkerchief to wipe the tears on Chu Xin's face. He had done it step by step, but this time something really went wrong.

It would have been better if I had retreated when I faced the difficulties.

"But if I regret it again, can things go back to the way they were? Can it be regarded as if I didn't make this choice?"

Chu Xin asked in a low voice, perhaps because after crying for a while just now, she felt that her whole person was much calmer.

When the feelings slowly fade away, reason will prevail.

"I still remember how I persuaded Shu'er. Now I have to persuade myself with these words. They are a legitimate couple. No matter what they say, it is natural. If I feel sad because of these things, It’s just that I can’t see my identity clearly.”

After saying this, Chu Xin still laughed self-deprecatingly. In fact, what is the difference between her identity and Qingyun's? Aren't they both side wives? Aren't they both concubines other than the princess?

"As long as you can understand this, it will be fine. In fact, the princess's heart is very strong. She just took a detour in confusion for a while. Now she just needs to go around it."

Mingyu advised softly, there are always times when emotional matters are confusing. As long as you are hurt seriously enough, you will always wake up, just like Chu Xin at this moment.