Chapter 193 What else can I do?

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"What are you crazy about again? Living in the palace these days hasn't worn off your temper. When you come back, you're behaving badly again!"

Now facing Chu Yan, Gu Xiao lost her good expression and said coldly and sarcastically.

Every time the palace sent someone to punish Chu Yan, she just ignored her. Wasn't it her own fault?

Now that the situation was like this, he only felt disgust in his heart. His father and mother also ignored these matters and stopped interfering. They had talked to Chu Yan several times in a good manner, but none of them were of any use.

After my sister got married, she rarely returned home, because she knew she would be unhappy every time she came back, so she simply never came back.

And these days, I only felt happy when I had Lian'er by my side all the time, but now my good mood was disturbed again.

Lian'er had been huddled in Gu Xiao's arms feeling aggrieved and scared. She felt scared whenever Chu Yan came back, and when she saw that fierce and vicious look, she trembled with fear.

"I can do whatever I want. What qualifications do you have to teach me a lesson? I'm a princess. I just give you some face. But that doesn't mean you can climb on top of me and teach me a lesson!"

Anyway, she had already broken up with her, so Chu Yi stopped pretending and showed off her identity as a princess.

Although she was often punished by the Queen Mother and Her Majesty, if something really happened, he would definitely be on her side and would never let her be bullied by her husband.

"For more than a year, you have kept her by your side like a treasure, letting her accompany you all the time. Everyone in the house knows that you love her the most and can't live without her. I, the wife of the Ming Dynasty, have really grown up. It’s a decoration! Now that you have a child, I can hear your happy voice outside, you are so happy!”

Chu Yan smiled and said sarcastically. She walked a few steps forward and her eyes fell on Lian'er's belly. Although of course she couldn't see anything now, it just felt very dazzling.

Feeling Chu Yan's gaze, Lian'er panicked. She was really scared. She was really afraid that someone would do something to her.

It is really not easy to have a child. As long as you give birth to the child safely, you will be truly confident and you will not have to worry about being kicked out.

Although he has indeed received Gu Xiao's love for more than a year, he still feels insecure and always worried.

It is really a happy event to finally have a child, but I am also afraid of the young lady and what she will do. If she really wants to do something, I really have no power to fight back.

"You just lie down and have a good rest. If you want to eat or drink later, just give me the order."

Gu Xiao ignored Chu Yan and gently put Lian'er back on the bed and covered him with a quilt.

"Even if you have to quarrel, don't quarrel here, go out and talk."

Gu Xiao stood up, glanced at Chu Yan, and left directly.

"Aren't you having a great time without my presence these days? Are you very carefree and happy? You even have children. You are so satisfied!"

Chu Yan followed closely, "Gu Xiao, how long do you think you can like her? When you fall in love with another woman and don't like her anymore, what do you think I will do to deal with her?"

"I will never have another woman, I will only have her," Gu Xiao interrupted these words firmly, "Lian'er only has me, and there is no one else. The only one she can rely on in this life is me. I will definitely I won’t let her down!”

"Yeah?"

Chu Yan was stunned for a while and opened her mouth tremblingly to ask. She didn't expect to get this answer.

"Do you really like her that much?"

"yes."

Gu Xiao nodded firmly.

"Okay! Very good! Then keep her by your side. I want to see if you can protect her for the rest of your life!"

After leaving only one sentence, Chu Yan strode away. She was afraid that if she stayed any longer, she would go crazy again.

She has made up her mind that she will never make a fuss in front of Gu Xiao. Even if she still cares in her heart, she will never show it because she also has her own dignity and face.

It's just that she will never let Lian'er get his wish. Being able to keep him in the house is already the biggest concession, and it is impossible for her to further and completely occupy this position.



A month later, Chu Xinzai received a reply. Every time she read these letters, she couldn't help but imagine those scenes.

I didn't expect that Chu Yan, who could only cry when she was young, would become like this. I was really surprised.

"What's the worst possible situation for a couple?"

Chu Xin put down the letter and asked intentionally or unintentionally. Mingyu was the only one in the room at this moment.

"Maybe it's because you argue endlessly every day and your life is worse than death. You feel that you love the wrong person and you shouldn't get married?"

Mingyu sorted out the letters, and after a quick glance, he knew it was these things again. He could only shake his head helplessly. It was really a bad fate.

If things get to this point and they still have to be tied together, that would be really sad.

"Mrs. Side is talking about Princess Yan? Every time I saw her in the past, she always looked soft and weak. I didn't expect that she would be so paranoid and crazy now. Princess Shu's letter stated that she often suffered from the Queen Mother. I was scolded and punished by His Majesty, but he did it again and again, and the affairs of the Duke's Mansion almost became a joke."

Mingyu collected all the letters and put them in a small box in front of the dressing table. He had already memorized a lot of them one after another.

"Forget it, I only had some friendship with her when we were young, and we gradually drifted apart when we grew up. The important thing is that I know that Shu'er can live a good life."

When talking about this, Chu Xin still felt a little dazed, feeling that time passed so fast. It had been more than a year since she had seen her mother or Chu Shu.

Chu Shu wrote in the letter, saying that she lived a good life after getting married and was happy every day, so she couldn't understand Chu Yan's behavior even more. Why did she have to get deeper and deeper into it?

"In fact, Mrs. Side can also think about herself..."

Mingyu reminded in a low voice that in fact, in her opinion, although Chu Yan's life was crazy, she was still the one who was messing around. She was the one who made everyone unhappy, instead of being bullied and aggrieved alone.

"What do you want to say?"

Chu Xin smiled lightly, it was true that almost a year had passed, and the time she had really spent with Xiao Zhi was probably only two or three months.

Two months have passed since the last incident with Qingyun, and Xiao Zhi has become increasingly busy, often not coming back for several days.

"I just want to say that Your Highness is getting busier and busier now. I heard rumors outside that His Majesty is ill, and everything has fallen into the hands of His Highness the Crown Prince and His Highness King Xuan. Your Highness is following His Highness the Crown Prince, so he can always take care of it. good"

Mingyu didn't want to say anything else, so he changed the topic. In fact, no matter what he said, it would only make Chu Xin more unhappy. What solution could be found?

"I know what you want to say. In fact, I understand. I understand everything. It's just that I have no way out, and I don't even have the qualifications to go back on my words. Can I still turn back time and go back to the original time? Can I still say that I don't Marry her? Can I be like Chu Yi and be able to go back safely without saying anything?"

As she spoke, Chu Xin's eyes became moist. In fact, how could she not understand? It was because she understood that she felt helpless and desperate. She did not have such a noble status as Chu Yi, and it could not be obtained by sending a letter back. help.

Even if she regrets it every day, no one can come to help her. Time cannot be turned back. She has come here and has spent more than a year. The relationship between herself and Xiao Zhi has slowly worn out. .

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said this."

Mingyu lowered his head in distress. Yes, he shouldn't say this anymore. Chu Xin was already under a lot of pressure. It would only make things worse. No matter how much he said, he couldn't solve the fundamental problem.

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"Perhaps a person's life has been decided long ago. I am destined not to be as happy as Chu Yi. I was born unpopular. I still remember that my father once said that if I were a boy, I would be executed on the spot. Fortunately, I am a girl, so I was spared my life, so do you think this is a great gift?"

Chu Xin smiled sarcastically. Sometimes she felt that it would be better to be executed on the spot, whether it was a boy or a girl. Why have to suffer for so many years?

"It's been so long since these things happened, not to mention that I still care about you. I wrote in the letter that I am really worried about you and just want you to be happy."

Mingyu hurriedly tried to persuade and comfort her, but she also felt vaguely in her heart that it seemed that this was the case and it would not get better at all.

In the past few months, I can only be glad that the princess has not made things difficult for them. They have lived a peaceful life for a while, but they will not live like this for the rest of their lives.

"Mrs. Side."

Dewdrop pushed open the door and entered.

Chu Xin quickly turned around and wiped the tears from her face.

"Mrs. Side, the Crown Princess has invited you to the East Palace. She said that she is very bored these days and wants you to go and talk to her."

"Okay, you can freshen up and dress me up. Since it is the princess's wish, we can't delay."

Chu Xin nodded quickly, sat in front of the dressing table, and let Mingyu and Luzhu help her dress up.

She has been bored in the palace for too long. Fortunately, the princess can let her talk, no matter what she says, it is interesting.

Xu Miaorong had been waiting for a long time. When she saw Chu Xin coming over, she stretched out her hand and made a gesture of invitation, asking someone to sit opposite her, and even poured a cup of tea and handed it over to her.

"How are you doing, Mrs. Side?"

Xu Miaorong smiled.

“Everything is fine”

Chu Xin nodded.

"His Royal Highness Prince Xiang rarely returns home today. He is busy with many things with the prince every day. He is so busy that he doesn't even have time to go back. I'm afraid he won't have time to spend more time with you."

Xu Miaorong also specially placed the pastry plate next to Chu Xin. She was always very thoughtful in what she said and did.

"His Royal Highness has his own things to be busy with, how can I expect him to waste time on me? What's more, the one who really has the right to mind is the princess. She is the most qualified person to complain."

Chu Xin smiled lightly, feeling that something was wrong with the atmosphere in recent days. Everyone said that His Majesty was ill, so all the problems naturally fell on His Highness the Crown Prince, but His Highness Prince Xuan seemed to be equally divided.

"Princess Xiang seems to be at odds with you. What's more, I heard that Princess Xuan often goes around and sends some precious treasures to her."

Xu Miaorong said intentionally or unintentionally that after meeting Chu Yi a few times, she felt that she was difficult to get along with and too arrogant. Princess Xuan sent things to her again and again. Could it be...