"I can talk to you about other things well, but every time I talk about this matter with you, you always become extra excited. Do you want to not let others go, or don't let yourself go? We are still You are very young. If you take the wrong path, you can just turn back. Is there no other man in the world? Do you have to catch him?"
Chu Shu asked a little funny. She had been so disappointed before, but it didn't matter. This was not the only man.
The man she married is indeed a good husband, and the love between husband and wife is indeed deep. But if the relationship changes one day, she can't be as entangled as Chu Yan. Let her go, this is to free herself.
"Come with me!" Chu Yan bit her lip fiercely, took Chu Shu's hand and walked to a remote place nearby, asking those serving around her not to follow.
"what you up to?"
Chu Shu was a little irritated, and walked to a remote place and shook off Chu Yan's hand. Although all the unhappy things in the past were now forgotten, it was impossible to be such close sisters, and those barriers still existed.
"Ever since I was little, I have always been trying to please, and there has never been anything that really belongs to me! It was him who said he liked me, and he said he liked me for so many years. I took it seriously. Since he said he liked me, he would like me for the rest of his life!
This is the person who truly belongs to me and is my husband. We have worshiped heaven and earth and are a natural and natural couple, so I will not be separated from him unless I die! I actually thought that if one day the Queen Mother and Her Majesty killed me in anger, that would be great, and maybe I would be truly liberated! "
People were coming and going outside the Imperial Garden just now, but now Chu Yan actually spoke her true words.
When I learned that Gu Xiao had liked me for so many years, I still remember the moment of joy. I didn't expect that I could be loved by someone for so many years.
Maybe God feels sorry for her and wants to compensate himself for something?
"But I see that his love for you has disappeared."
Chu Shu just said coldly that she was just an outsider, and she saw it very clearly that day.
Gu Xiao didn't hesitate and broke Chu Yan's hand directly, which already showed that there was no emotion at all. What's the benefit of continuing to entangle like this?
"I know," Chu Yan suddenly smiled, "I can feel that his feelings for me are gone, but it doesn't matter. I am his wife who is marrying him. Regardless of whether he has feelings or not, this is an unavoidable fact. My name will always be They will all follow him and can never be erased!”
Chu Yan smiled nonchalantly. The more she talked, the more she felt relieved. She was not a fool. Of course she could feel that Gu Xiao had no feelings for her.
But if the relationship is gone, it's gone. As long as they are still together, it will be fine. Many times when I see Gu Xiao trying to hold back, I feel relieved and happy.
It means that everyone will have no peace, and that everyone will suffer together!
"I always think about Sister Xin'er these days, and I always feel that she will be very unhappy. The concubine and I wrote many letters and sent them, but we haven't received a reply for a long time. Do you think she will regret it?"
Chu Shu sighed and didn't want to talk about this anymore. Whenever she talked about this matter, Chu Yan couldn't control her emotions. Anyway, this was other people's lives, and it was useless no matter how much she interfered.
"Chu Yi is a princess, she is just a concubine. What's more, they have been at odds since childhood. At that time, I felt that if I insisted on marrying her, it would be very difficult for me in the future!"
Chu Yan calmed down a little. As long as she didn't talk about these things, she wouldn't be so crazy and excited.
Suddenly, Futaba, who was waiting beside him, ran over in a panic, as if he had something to say.
"If anything happens, just say it."
Chu Yan was a little impatient. She had been living in the palace for almost half a month, so it was time to go back.
The reason why he stayed in the palace for so long this time was because he was too thick. I wanted him to stay in the palace for a longer time and calm down.
But she won't calm down.
"Young Madam, I just received news from the mansion that Mrs. Lian'er is pregnant!"
After Futaba finished speaking, she lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Chu Yan. She was shocked when she got the news, but she didn't dare to hide it.
"What did you say!"
Chu Yan's face suddenly became distorted. She was already prepared for those trivial things to happen, thinking that it would not be too late to deal with Lian'er when she came back.
But I didn't expect to get this news. That bitch was pregnant with a child, Gu Xiao's first child!
Chu Yan was so angry that she was shaking all over and couldn't hold her breath. How could the two of them hurt her heart so much!
As a wife, she has no children, but Lian'er has one. If word spreads, what dignity does she have?
Oh, that's right, she has lost face for a long time anyway, and everyone is waiting to see her jokes. They all know that the Duke's mansion is not harmonious, and a little joke will appear from time to time.
"It's indeed true."
Futaba could only nod. There was nothing that could be done about it. Who told the young master to like Lian'er now? What's more, Lian'er had been by the young master's side for more than half a year. It was normal to have children.
But looking at it like this, some people are making trouble again.
"That bitch has a child? Do you think that having a child can take my place?"
Chu Yan suddenly calmed down quickly and smiled coldly. It seemed that she was still too gentle to Lian'er and didn't let her know how powerful she was. If someone really let someone give birth to a child in the future, wouldn't it be a disaster?
"What do you want to do?" Chu Shu frowned, a little worried, "So many pairs of eyes are staring at you now. Don't spread any bad news. Do you want to be punished by the Queen Mother over and over again? ?”
Chu Shu had a very bad feeling. It looked like this was not good news. Seeing Chu Yan like this, she knew that she would definitely take action.
"At this moment, I have to go back. I have lived in the palace for too long and I have no time to talk to my sister. I ask my sister for your forgiveness."
Chu Yan smiled perfunctorily at Chu Shu and was about to leave, but her arm was held tightly.
"What on earth do you want to do? Just listen to the Queen Mother and stay in the palace for a while longer. What do you want to do when you go back now? For Gu Xiao and Lian'er, your return will only make everyone feel uncomfortable. If you want to harm Lian'er's child, then Gu Xiao will probably hate you even more!"
This news really came at a bad time, and Chu Shu really had no choice. The Queen Mother had people around her punish her again and again, and Chu Yan had no intention of repenting.
Until now, the Queen Mother simply ignored Chu Yan and allowed her to fend for herself and do whatever she wanted. However, whenever there was bad news, she would just have someone punish her.
"This is not something that my sister should worry about. I will naturally take care of my own family matters. I understand your sister's kindness. I'm sorry, I just want to go back now."
Chu Yan smiled, then withdrew her hand and left with Shuangye.
"Please tell me more clearly. How long has Lian'er been pregnant? When did all this happen? I have only lived in the palace for more than half a month, and such good news came. Really? What a surprise!”
On the carriage back home, Chu Yan couldn't hold it in anymore. She felt that her heart was particularly blocked, as if there were many stones pressed down on her. She felt angry and chilled.
It seems that he has suffered so many sins and is nothing in their eyes. They only care about enjoying the joy of having a child sweetly, as if they are a family and he is just a superfluous outsider. .
But why, she is the wife of the Ming Matchmaker, but the marriage is granted by His Majesty. Compared with Lian'er, she is a noble princess, why should she accept a bitch to take away her husband?
"Young Madam, you should calm down first. When you go back later, don't get straight to the point, but be more roundabout and tactful."
Futaba could only persuade her in this way. She had no choice but to endure it for a while instead of going back angrily to trouble Rei'er.
"shut up!"
Chu Yan yelled at her, but she couldn't listen to anything now. She already expected what she would be like in the future, and that that bitch would take everything away!
"If he really gives birth to a child, then my position will really be gone! He has occupied my husband for so long, do he still want to take him away completely?"
Chu Yan burst into endless panic. Something very bad had happened. What else could she do? Was she about to admit defeat?
Inside the house, Lian'er was half lying on the bed, leaning on Gu Xiao's arms, gently touching her belly with a gentle smile on her face.
For more than half a month, this was the most peaceful and comfortable time she had lived. The young lady returned to the palace. She really felt that she had become much closer. After learning such good news, the smile on her lips was really... Nothing can be done to cover it.
"You must take good care of yourself from now on and protect yourself."
Gu Xiao hugged Lian'er, and it was obvious what she meant. After learning that she had a child, she was naturally happy, but she was also full of worry, knowing that Chu Yan would definitely make trouble again.
And Lian'er has a temperament that neither fights nor grabs. I don't know how many grievances I have suffered at the hands of Chu Yan, but now that I have a child, I can never be as tolerant as before. I must not let anything happen to the child. This is also my first child. ah.
"I feel very good that the young lady has returned to the palace to stay these days. When she comes back in the future, maybe her views on these things will change?"
Lian'er can only place her hope on this, and can only hope that the young lady's opinion can change and stop being so crazy. Many times, even the young master tolerates her, even if some things are really too much.
"The Queen Mother and Your Majesty have punished her time and time again. She is unwilling to repent even under pressure from the Queen Mother and Your Majesty. She will definitely find ways to hurt you after she comes back!"
When Chu Yan was mentioned, Gu Xiao's face was filled with boredom, and she only hugged the person in her arms tighter.
"Actually, that's not necessarily true. Maybe the young lady also likes children, or maybe she won't hurt my child?"
Lian'er huddled in Gu Xiao's arms aggrievedly, and could only find reasons to convince herself over and over again.
In fact, I am very afraid of the young madam, but there is no way to resist her. In addition to being the young madam, she is also a princess.
Don't look at me being punished time and time again by the Queen Mother and Her Majesty, but if something really happened, I must be the first to be sacrificed!
"You bitch, you really don't know yourself. Why do you think I will like the child you gave birth to!"
Lian'er was startled when she heard the sound of the door being kicked open. She was even more frightened when she saw the person coming in. Gu Xiao noticed her fear and hugged her tighter.
As soon as I heard Chu Yan's voice, I felt like I was back to the time when we were quarreling again. It seemed that no matter what was said, the other party couldn't listen. In the end, they simply didn't want to say anything at all, and just pretended that they hadn't seen her when they saw her. .
