“Sister, do you know that everyone is different, no one’s life will be smooth sailing, and not everyone will have such good luck like you.
I used to think that Gu Xiao was indeed very good, but now I feel that he has the same virtue as all the men in the world. What is so good about him? As a wife, what is wrong with me to discipline my husband's concubines! "
Chu Yan didn't mind at all and was still smiling, but there was a lot more meanness in her smile.
I don’t care about feelings for a long time. Since I know that it can’t be restored, I don’t want it anymore. Now I just want to make everyone suffer!
Especially this Lian'er who is so pretentious and shameless that she must stay in the house!
"Kneel down for me properly. Don't think that you can escape this time when Princess Shu comes. It's not a big deal if you don't understand the rules. Slowly and with more punishment, you will know that you understand the rules. I'm here for you too. good!"
Chu Yan turned to look at Lian'er and sarcastically shouted loudly. Now she finally realized what Chu Yi felt like. The feeling of being sarcastic and sarcastic from above was really quite pleasant!
Lian'er didn't dare to speak, she just knelt quietly, hoping in her heart that Gu Xiao would come back soon.
He really didn't dare to offend the young madam. The other party was a young madam, and His Majesty's sister was a princess. He couldn't afford to offend her at all, so he could only suffer quietly most of the time.
"You've really done enough. What's the point of punishing others in front of me? If you punish her like this, then Gu Xiao will argue with you again when she comes back. Do you have to make everyone unhappy?"
Chu Shu really couldn't bear it anymore and put the teacup on the table. She really didn't expect that life would be like this. When she came in, she felt that something was wrong with the atmosphere in the house.
No wonder things always go to the palace, and even in front of the Queen Mother. The Queen Mother asks her to come over and try to persuade her. It’s really a disservice to the royal family.
How could the concubine who tortured her husband to such an extent, not to mention that this Lian'er had been considered obedient and obedient for so long, and she shouldn't be the kind of person with many intentions.
It is really sad to live like this!
"Sister, don't be angry. Sister should feel happy. I snatched this man from you. I didn't expect to mistake the fish eyes for pearls. I deserve my retribution. Sister should laugh loudly. That’s it!”
Chu Yan kept smiling again, as if she was crazy, and couldn't listen to what anyone was saying.
No, she had gone crazy a long time ago. She should have gone crazy during those days when she was so low-spirited. She put down all her dignity and face and clearly stated all the most unbearable things in her life.
Doesn't Gu Xiao like to hide things herself? Well, she will tell everything exactly as it is, without any concealment, but it's useless, it's all useless!
Gu Xiao's heart is no longer with him. Even if he has been humbled to the dust, the other party is not willing to take a look, and some are just indifferent and bored.
"Sister, you should know that when people are depressed to a certain extent, they will go crazy. I was not happy when I was in the palace. I didn't expect that I would still be so unhappy after getting married. Why! Why is all this happening? It’s not fair!”
Chu Yan suddenly grabbed Chu Shu's hand to stop her smile, and asked with confusion on her face.
Chu Shu didn't speak and didn't know what to say. She was a little frightened by Chu Yan's crazy look.
"I once humbly begged him. I told him all the worst things about myself and wanted him to forgive me, but he didn't forgive me! He didn't forgive me!"
Chu Yan's hands suddenly tightened hard, and her nails were embedded in her flesh. "I don't want to endure it anymore. I don't want to swallow my grievances anymore. Since it makes me suffer, I will make everyone suffer. What dignity and face do I have?" Don't care!
Even if the trouble goes to the Queen Mother, I don't care. She can kill me for the dignity of the royal family. That would be a relief! "
Chu Yan suddenly threw away Chu Shu's hand and laughed loudly, tears streaming down her face just as she smiled.
Many of Chu Shu's words suddenly stopped. Maybe she was not Chu Yan, so she didn't feel the same way at all, and she couldn't understand the other person's emotions at all. What could she do to persuade her?
It seems like there is really nothing I can do to persuade you.
Lian'er knelt on the ground and trembled with fear, as if the young lady's mood was really getting more and more unstable, and she didn't know when the young master would be able to come back quickly.
Chu Yan was smiling and then stopped suddenly. Her eyes were fixed on Lian'er, and she suddenly walked up to her and pinched her neck fiercely, muttering something in her mouth.
"Do you think you have won! Do you think you will win by staying with him! I tell you, you can't win! It is a mistake for you to stay in the house, and I will make you regret it! I will make you You regret staying!”
Chu Yan stared at Lian'er fiercely, and the strength in her hands became stronger and stronger, as if she wanted to strangle someone to death.
It seemed that as long as Lian'er was strangled to death, all the problems would disappear, and she and Gu Xiao could return to their original good days.
Yes, just strangle Lian'er to death, as long as she no longer exists!
"What are you doing?"
Gu Xiao was really helpless and quickly stepped forward to pull Chu Yan away, but the other party seemed to be crazy and very strong, determined to strangle Lian'er to death.
"You're crazy!"
Gu Xiao suddenly rushed in and folded Lian'er's hand hard, then pushed her heavily to the ground, protected the weak Lian'er in his arms, and patted her back thoughtfully and comforted her softly.
"It's okay, it's okay. I'm here. I'm sorry that I came late and caused you so much harm."
Gu Xiao is still the gentle Gu Xiao from before, but now his gentleness is still given to Lian'er.
Chu Shu stood up and felt very embarrassed. She glanced at Chu Yan who was lying on the ground and saw that her hand seemed to be broken. Just now, Gu Xiao seemed to be really strong and didn't care about Chu Yan at all. Will it hurt?
Is this still the Gu Xiao I saw before?
Chu Yan collapsed to the ground and was stunned for a long time before she realized that she felt a sharp pain in her left hand. She was afraid that her hand was broken.
Gu Xiao would rather break his hand in order to get rid of her, just to protect Lian'er?
"I told you not to make things so ugly. If you feel uncomfortable living in the mansion, why not go back to the palace to live for a while. You need to relax and live a good life. If you really can't , I will go and beg Your Majesty and the Queen Mother to let you reconcile!"
Chu Shu shook her head and went to help Chu Yan up. Things have reached this point. It seems that the two of them really can't go back to the beginning.
If it really doesn't work, it's better to make peace. Forcing them to be together will only lead to a bad relationship. She can see clearly that the problem between them is definitely not a pity, but that they can't go back to the original.
"No! It's absolutely impossible! I will never reconcile!"
When Chu Yan, who was originally confused, heard the words "heli", she immediately became furious and shouted at Chu Shu.
Reconciliation is impossible! Absolutely impossible!
"I have something to do today, so I'm afraid I won't be able to entertain Princess Shu."
Gu Xiao glanced at Chu Shu with a complicated expression. If Chu Yan hadn't been involved, would his wife have been her?
Chu Shu shook her head. She had no hope for Chu Yan at all. Just let her go. She lived her own life by herself. She came here by mistake today.
I just feel that the atmosphere in the mansion is really too depressing. No wonder Ruoyuan always went to the palace every day and didn't want to stay at home.
"I've already asked the doctor to come over. You can take good care of your injuries!"
Gu Xiao picked up Lian'er, left a word to Chu Yan who collapsed on the ground, and left.
Chu Yan suddenly smiled. Just say it, it will make everyone suffer and make everyone unhappy!
Yes, she really did it.
…
Chu Xin felt like she had been sick for a while. She was always feeling hazy and dizzy. Sometimes she would fall asleep at night and wake up during the day. Sometimes she would sleep all day long.
Xiao Zhi still didn't come.
When I woke up at first, I wanted to see him, but later I was disappointed more often, and slowly I lost this idea. It would be nice to have Mingyu or Luzhu by my side.
On this day, she opened her eyes suddenly and woke up in the middle of the night. She only knew that she seemed to have slept for a long time that day, and when she woke up, she was no longer sleepy.
Mingyu slept on the small recliner next to her. She was afraid that she would be too lonely, so Mingyu stayed by the side late into the night, but she slept well.
It's still very cold now, but fortunately there is plenty of charcoal fire, and the room is warm. I still feel that the quilt on my body is too thick, and I am sweating a little.
It's so confusing that I don't know what year it is, or what is happening outside. I only know that I feel very dizzy when I wake up every day, and after drinking a bowl of bitter medicine, I fall asleep again.
After Chu Xin got up, she walked quietly to the window and opened the window a crack. The air-conditioning from outside suddenly blew in, making her feel much more awake.
Is it a month or almost a month and a half since I haven't seen Xiao Zhi? I can't even remember it, right?
Even Chu Yi had no news, and he was not allowed to go over to pay his respects.
Are the two of them already inseparable, and are they afraid that he will disturb them?
In fact, it doesn't matter. She is just a concubine. Even if she stays in Qixia Courtyard for the rest of her life, no one will care.
But there is still some pain in my heart.
When I first saw that letter, I knew that my mother knew everything in her heart. The letter said that she would regret it.
He said that this life must be difficult, because my mother has been there and knows what it feels like to share with other women, which is really difficult.
My mother was right. She was really right. She did regret it. This kind of life was really difficult.
Chu Xin's hand touching the window was gradually shaking. It was pitch dark outside, and there were not even a few stars in the sky.
Suddenly I thought of the same night, the same scene of Xiao Zhi squatting outside the window.
Xiao Zhi promised himself that he felt very guilty and would compensate her twice as much in the future. He would only have her in his heart, only their feelings and no one else.
But none of this can be done. There is already a third person between the two of them, an existence that can no longer be ignored.
There were tears falling on my hands, one drop, two drops.
After a long time, he closed the window tightly, covered Mingyu's quilt a little more, and then returned to his bed.
The gloomy feeling came over again, and Chu Xin fell into a deep sleep again.
