When Chu Xin woke up the next day, the people around her were still gone, but thinking of her tenderness last night, she still couldn't help but smile.
"Mrs. Side seems to be very happy today?"
Mingyu and Luzhu were waiting for her to wash up. They looked at each other and knew that it was Xiao Zhi who came last night.
Chu Xin didn't speak, but the smile on the corner of her mouth was still unstoppable.
He came here because of Xiao Zhi, and the person he wanted to marry was Xiao Zhi. If Chu Yi hadn't interfered, they would have been very happy, right?
But before she was happy for a long time, someone outside came over in a panic and reported that the princess had asked her to go to the Youth Courtyard and had something to say to her.
"I don't know what's going on this time!"
Mingyu felt a little distressed. The last time he served tea was still vivid in his mind. It had made Mrs. Side's hand hurt for almost half a month. This time, she didn't know how to make things difficult for her!
"Don't worry, just come with me."
Chu Xin patted Mingyu's hand. What should be faced must be faced after all. Staying in Qixia Courtyard every day can't change everything. After all, she lives in the same mansion as Chu Yi.
Chu Yi was already waiting in the Fanghua Courtyard. She read and re-read the invitation sent by the Crown Princess, and it was said that the concubine invited by the actress was going with her. I really don't know what her plan was!
She's just a concubine, is it necessary to go?
Seeing Chu Xin coming, a flash of impatience flashed in his eyes. Every time he came across something about her, he felt extra irritated.
"In three days, you follow me to the East Palace to meet the Crown Princess. You should understand many of the rules, so I don't need to explain them. When the time comes, just follow me, but don't embarrass your husband!"
Chu Yi didn't tell Chu Xin to sit, so she could only stand.
"yes."
Chu Xin nodded.
"You all, please step aside and let me talk to my concubine!"
Chu Yi suddenly became interested. She didn't sleep well last night. She was always tossing and turning, and her heart was always filled with panic.
After everyone retreated, she and Chu Xin were the only two people left in the room.
"I used to call you sister when I was in Dachu, but now you need to respectfully call me princess. If it weren't for me, you would be the princess now. Do you hate me in your heart?"
Chu Yi said proudly, saying that she would never make Chu Xin happy, just to take away the things she cared about most.
So she took the position of the principal concubine, so what?
"Whether I hate you or not, you naturally understand in your heart. If you want to say these things by leaving me behind, there is no need. His Highness came last night just to ask me some questions. He usually stays in Qinghua In the courtyard, the princess is so generous, wouldn’t she be able to tolerate even these things?”
Chu Xin didn't want to accept the situation, so even if she responded, Chu Yi said she should be generous, so why was she angry because of what happened last night?
Sure enough, Chu Yi was speechless. She stared at Chu Xin coldly, with a sneer on her lips.
"Yes, of course what you said is right. I should indeed be generous. She is just a concubine and not worthy of my attention. Maybe there will be more concubines in the house. If I are one by one If I can't get angry, how can I get angry again?
But you should be more generous and accept that there will be other women around your husband and wife. This is what I have to accept, and it is what you should accept! "
Chu Yi could see that Chu Xin was a little happy today, so she had to take away the other person's happiness. Why should she make herself uncomfortable?
Sure enough, Chu Xin's eyes dropped. In fact, this was quite right. Not only did Chu Yi need to be generous, but he also wanted to be generous, didn't he?
Will there be more women in the house in the future?
Could it be that she had really become like the concubines in her parents' harem, that she was always resentful, that she was waiting for her father's arrival every day, that her heart was numb?
"Chu Xin, I don't know what kind of promise you have with His Highness, but I want to tell you that he will never treat you wholeheartedly, because you lost from the beginning. You are a concubine. Marrying him in name is more than you can hope for for the rest of your life!"
Chu Yi suddenly spoke very seriously. She looked at Chu Xin's face carefully and admired the other person's lost look.
Chu Xin really lost from the beginning. She had no way to keep her position as the concubine, so she could only lose step by step.
Chu Xin's heart suddenly hurt. She couldn't refute these words, indeed she couldn't refute them.
But he seems unwilling to give in. Is this really what happened? Will he really lose?
No, Chu Yi is right. She has already lost. She can only marry Xiao Zhi in the name of a concubine. Doesn't this mean she has lost from the beginning?
"Why are you telling me this? My heart aches and so does yours. We are all women. If you hurt me, it will make you feel bad too."
Chu Xin clenched her fists hard. She didn't want to be addicted to these emotions all the time. She had to live her life well and never despair again!
"Because this is a knot that cannot be opened. Not to mention that you and I have had so many grievances for a long time, and we are destined to be unable to live in harmony. You must know that your husband will have more women in the future, so be prepared for this. Yet?"
Chu Yi didn't know whether she was talking to Chu Xin or to herself, but her eyes suddenly became softer.
She would indeed feel unhappy because of these words, because she was really afraid that she would become like her mother, so desperate and crazy.
That's why she always warned herself, never do this, never do this.
When Chu Xin went out, she looked up at the sky. It seemed that it was no different from the sky in Da Chu, and she gradually became familiar with everything here.
Covering her heart, she had an indescribable feeling. Will there be more women here in the future? Will she have to repeat the fate of the concubines in the harem?
"What's going on, Madam Side? Did the princess say anything else?"
Luzhu hurried over to help Chu Xin, with a worried look on her face.
"It's nothing. I'll follow the princess to the East Palace to meet the princess in three days. Then you should be more careful and don't do anything wrong."
Chu Xin shook her head. She just needed to move her mind away and stop thinking about these things every day.
I'm going to the East Palace to see the Crown Princess in three days. You can pay more attention to these things then.
"yes."
Luzhu and Mingyu nodded together.
Da Chu.
After Chu Yan entered the palace to pay homage to the Queen Mother, she went directly to Youran Pavilion. Someone had already invited Chu Shu over. There were some things she had to say clearly!
"What do you want from me?"
Maybe Chu Shu felt that she was too bored. The only good sister in the palace had already married away. When someone invited her, she came over.
"You wait at the steps, don't come over!"
Chu Yan asked everyone around her to stay away. She didn't want outsiders to hear many of her words. As a princess, she still wanted to save face after all!
"I don't believe you don't know why I came to you. Aren't you and Gu Ruoyuan very close? Don't you know what you two have done in private? You two just want to force me to death. You Just want to destroy the happiness I finally got!"
Chu Yan asked with red eyes. It had been almost two months, and Gu Xiao still hadn't said a word to her.
Yes, in order not to worry his parents, he did not sleep in the study, but he did not sleep in the same bed as him, and he still didn't have much chance to talk.
Every time she wanted to go over and say something, the other person still looked cold, as if she was a non-existent person, and she was not in his eyes at all!
This can really make people feel frustrated. Whether they cry, laugh, go crazy, or make a fuss, they are not in the eyes of the other party at all. This will only exhaust the whole person.
"Yes, I do know about Ruoyuan's family affairs, but this is also a matter between Ruoyuan and I. It has nothing to do with you, and I am not interested in seeing your jokes!"
Chu Shu knew what Chu Yan was going crazy about, and she also knew that the couple had been estranged for a long time, but what did all this have to do with her?
Weren't we very close when they got married? When he was worried about his life, didn't Gu Xiao still hold Chu Yan in his arms? Didn't he love her very deeply? Why did he become so cold? ?
"No, I don't believe it at all! You must still be resenting what happened back then, and you must be the one behind it! You must still be resenting me! You can't see me having a happy life! You're going to destroy my happiness!"
Chu Yan really couldn't control it, her hands were shaking with anger. God knows what kind of life she had been living in the past two months. She was holding back her anger every day.
She wanted to vent, but she could only endure it. She couldn't make the matter bigger and bring it to her parents, and she didn't want anyone to laugh.
She was humbled to the extreme, and many times she even begged Gu Xiao to talk to her, even if she didn't say anything else, just a few words casually, but she still didn't get a look.
Gu Xiao has really changed. How could a man who was once so gentle become so indifferent? What happened!
At first, I thought that Gu Xiao might have another woman outside, but later I sent someone to follow her carefully, but no other woman was found, which meant that there was no transference.
So what exactly is the problem?
"Chu Yan, you are really ridiculous. You will never think about whether you have done something wrong. No matter in the past or now, you will always blame others when something happens. You really It’s exactly the same as when I was a kid.”
Chu Shu could only smile and shake her head helplessly. After so many years, Chu Yan really hadn't changed at all.
When she was in the palace, Chu Yan was like this. Whenever something happened, it was everyone else's fault. She was forced to do it and was wronged. Others had no right to blame her!
I didn't expect that now that I have deliberately married someone, I am still like this, with no progress at all.
In fact, she suddenly understood why Gu Xiao had changed so much.
The Chu Yan in his eyes should be very beautiful, otherwise why would he like her so much? After living together for a while, he will find that the real Chu Yan is not like what he imagined.
When those halos recede bit by bit, what will be left?
Maybe he was right to give up at the beginning. What Gu Xiao liked was just the beautiful person he imagined in his eyes. After living with real people for a while, he would realize how disappointing he was.
Once he is disappointed, he will just run away coldly. It has to be said that a man like Gu Xiao is like that.
"Why do you say that to me! Do you think that Chu Yi has already married to Beiqi and there is no one in the palace who can suppress you? Your life is really happy!"
Chu Yan sarcastically said that she did not regret following Chu Yi, because at least there was a chance for someone to show off.
Although Chu Yi has a bad temper, there are always benefits to being with her.
"That's natural," Chu Shu smiled and nodded, not minding Chu Yan's sarcasm at all.
"After Chu Yi is gone, my life is really much easier and happier, just like there are no annoying flies buzzing in my ears! But your life doesn't seem to be very good. I thought you married a happy man. Lang Jun, I didn’t expect it to be nothing more than this!”
Chu Shu was not a person who could only accept things, so she sarcastically responded on the spot. Anyway, she had been feuding with Chu Yan for so many years.
"Don't be proud in front of me. I have seen with my own eyes how much you liked Gu Xiao. No matter what, I am married to him now. I am his wife. What you once loved most will only be be mine!"
Chu Yan was really unwilling to accept why she didn't seem to deserve happiness. Just when she thought she was immersed in happiness, she was woken up with a blow to the head!
Is this fair? This is really not fair at all!
"What do you say have anything to do with me? Do you think these words will hurt me? It's really ridiculous!"
Chu Shu really couldn't help but laugh. Why did Chu Yan think that she would care about this? She was just a man, or a married man, so what?
Can I only like one man in this life? Are there no good men in the world?
Chu Yan was really looking for trouble to trap herself in, she really got herself into it!
