"But he hasn't seen me these days, and he sleeps directly in the study at night. I can't even say a few words to him. How can I know what's going on!"
The uneasiness in Chu Yan's heart gradually expanded. Something really serious had happened. That's why Gu Xiao ignored her. Otherwise, he would never have been like this before!
"Young madam, don't worry for now. The more you worry about things, the more confusing things will be. Why don't you go in and explain things clearly to the young master? Is there anything else that can't be explained clearly between husband and wife?"
Futaba had no choice but to do this for now. Only the two of them could resolve matters between the two of them. They absolutely couldn't delay it. If it was delayed for a long time, it would become a barrier in their hearts.
"That's all it can do."
Chu Yan thought the same way. It had already been almost half a month. She must go in today and speak clearly to see what happened.
Chu Yan tidied up again and stood outside calmly. This time she asked everyone to leave, and she opened the door and went in directly.
As soon as she entered, she did smell a strong smell of alcohol. Chu Yan covered her nose and frowned. What's going on? Gu Xiao would never be addicted to alcohol in the past.
Sure enough, they saw Gu Xiao collapsed on the ground drunkenly, and the table next to him was full of wine. Did he only focus on drinking in the study these days?
"Gu Xiao," Chu Yan took out her handkerchief, walked over and squatted on the ground to wipe Gu Xiao's face.
"What's going on with you these days? You don't even come to the room, but just rest in the study. Every time I'm outside, you ask someone to drive me away. So this time I'll just come in and see what you have." Want to say it!"
Chu Yan gently patted Gu Xiao's face, trying to get him to wake up. Could it be that he had suffered some kind of shock?
But if you are hit, just tell her directly. Don’t husband and wife have to bear the burden together?
"How did you come?"
Gu Xiao was not completely drunk, she was still conscious and recognized who the person in front of her was.
It's just that when I look at the same face, I don't like it as much as I did before, and there is still a vague feeling of nausea.
This woman seems to have really deceived herself. What kind of heart is hidden under such a beautiful skin?
It was because I didn't know how to face or get along with her after that day, so I simply locked myself in the study. I didn't want to see Chu Yan or talk to her.
"I am your wife, why can't it be me? You have locked yourself in the study for so long, why can't I come in?"
Chu Yan was already angry. It had been almost half a month. How could it be like shutting herself in the study all the time? It made others think it was just a quarrel between the couple!
But she really didn't know what it was about, and she didn't even have a fight. It would be nice if it was really a fight. At least she knew where the problem was.
"I do not want to see you."
Gu Xiao retracted her gaze and stared at the ground vaguely. This feeling was quite good.
When you are drunk, you will not remember what you heard that day, and your entire consciousness will be unconscious.
After losing consciousness, you will no longer be sad or disappointed.
"What did you say?" Chu Yan's hand with the handkerchief suddenly shook.
"You don't want to see me, so you stay in the study on purpose these days, just because you don't want to see me? What happened? We are husband and wife! We have been in love for so many years, even if You can explain to me clearly what's going on, do you have to let me guess like this?"
Chu Yan suddenly felt a sour feeling in her heart. She had been worried about it every day for the past half month. Basically, she went to the kitchen every day to cook some food and wanted to deliver it, but every time it was not delivered.
Every time she stood outside the door, she felt ashamed. How could a wife be rejected by her husband again and again?
But she endured it, she didn't care, she just wanted to have a good time with Gu Xiao, they were husband and wife!
But when I really heard this sentence today, I really felt sour in my heart. What does all this mean?
"I don't want to see you, I don't want to talk to you."
Gu Xiao closed her eyes. She seemed to be very sober or not sober for a moment. She didn't know whether she was speaking the truth or drunken nonsense.
Not wanting to see Chu Yan's face, she simply closed her eyes. It was pitch black, so she couldn't see anything.
At this moment, he wanted to drink a few more glasses of wine to let his consciousness gradually blur and stop thinking about those troublesome things.
"Gu Xiao!"
Chu Yan suddenly shouted loudly, "Tell me what happened to you. Can you explain it clearly to me? Even if you blame me, you have to let me know where I went wrong." ?”
Chu Yan squeezed her handkerchief tightly and trembled all over. No matter how she thought about it, she never expected that she would face such a situation after coming in.
I originally thought that maybe Gu Xiao had to deal with something, or maybe there was something difficult to solve in the court. In short, I thought about it many times, but I never expected that this would be the case.
The husband who once loved her so much said he didn't want to see her again?
Do you really not want to see her again?
Why! Why on earth!
"Chu Yan," Gu Xiao still closed her eyes, but her words were so cold.
"I have things that need to be resolved in the study these days, so I won't go back to the house. If you have finished speaking, you can go out too!"
Gu Xiao knew that he was deliberately evading like this, because he really didn't know how to face it. He didn't know what to say or do. It felt like it was all wrong, maybe it was wrong from the beginning.
The person he once imagined to be such a beautiful person turned out to be so dirty. This was a big blow to him.
He really felt that maybe there was something wrong with his eyes. Otherwise, why would he have thought of such a person as a beautiful fantasy for so many years?
Why didn't he listen to his sister's advice to him in the first place? Why didn't he have any doubts at all? He foolishly thought about Chu Yan and looked for reasons for her.
How ridiculous it all is!
"I won't leave! I've been waiting outside for so many days! It's hard to come in today, and I must make it clear to you!"
Chu Yan pulled Gu Xiao's hand hard. She must explain the matter clearly today no matter what. Even if something happened, she must know what the mistake was!
"What did you call me just now?" Chu Yan suddenly felt nervous.
"You call my name coldly like this? You would never treat me like this before. You were reluctant to do this to me before, why are you willing to do it now? Who said what to you? Do you just not believe me so much? "
Chu Yan was already crying with tears streaming down her face. This time she felt sincerely wronged. Could it be that the happiness she finally got was gone suddenly at this moment?
For so many years, I just dreamed of marrying a husband who loves me and living the rest of my life well. I thought my dream had finally come true, marrying such a good husband, but why did it change in less than half a year?
She couldn't understand, really couldn't understand what was going on!
"I have nothing to say to you."
Gu Xiao still didn't want to open his eyes. At this moment, he just wanted to drink a few more glasses of wine to completely blur his consciousness!
He couldn't bear to say anything unpleasant to Chu Yan. After all, he was the woman he had liked for so many years. Even if it was a little different from his fantasy, he still couldn't let her go.
But it is impossible to be the same as before. If the window paper is broken, it is impossible to go back to the beginning.
Just now I looked at Chu Yan's face and thought about how she would look like when she did bad things in the palace with such a weak look.
It turns out that what Gu Ruowan said is true. In fact, Chu Yan enjoys it. She is not forced at all. She is willing to do it, right?
Why did he have to find so many excuses for Chu Yan in the past? It was really ridiculous!
"No! I won't leave! I must you tell me clearly! Why!"
Chu Yan held Gu Xiao's hand tightly and refused to let go, as if she was holding on to her last happiness. Suddenly, she had a premonition that if she let go today, there would never be any love between the two of them. Got it!
She doesn't want it, she really doesn't want it, she just wants to live her life well, she just wants to love her husband, she just wants to make up for all the grievances she suffered in the palace!
"What are you doing!"
The person who came in was Gu Ruowan. Maybe the servant realized that there was going to be a quarrel between them, so he ran over to call her over.
As soon as Gu Ruowan came in, she went to pull Chu Yan, but unexpectedly she was pushed away.
"What does the matter between me and your brother have to do with you! Normally you love to sow discord in front of your brother. How many times have you told me what is right and wrong about me, do you think I don't know!"
Chu Yan stared at Gu Ruowan fiercely. This time, she was afraid that Gu Ruowan said something to sow discord in front of Gu Xiao, which made her like this!
I knew that Gu Ruowan was definitely determined to change her mind. How could Gu Xiao have such a sister who would only stir up trouble?
"You are talking nonsense again. My brother has locked himself in the study these days. No one has seen him, not even his father and mother. How can I have the chance to say anything? What's more, I have never stirred up trouble. I Is there a lie in what you said?"
Gu Ruowan was also impatient. She didn't like Chu Yan in the first place, but that didn't mean she could accept her inexplicable temper.
What's more, she really didn't know what happened to her brother. She had visited him these past few days, but was always turned away. Today, she finally saw that the door was open, so she came in.
Unexpectedly, what I saw when I came in was this scene. There were wine bottles all around. It seemed that my brother had been drinking in the study these days. He must have encountered something serious.
"Why are you so aggressive? If my brother is willing to talk about what's on his mind, he must be willing to do so. Something must have happened to him like this at this moment. Sister-in-law, you'd better go back first. I'll talk to my brother!"
Gu Ruowan could only suppress her temper and help Chu Yan up in a friendly voice, but she didn't expect that the other party still didn't appreciate it and pushed her away again.
"Get out! I don't need your hypocrisy! The relationship between me and my husband is all your fault. I know you don't like me, so you deliberately provoked it. It's you who ruined my happiness! It's all my fault. you!"
Chu Yan's eyes were already red with anger, but more of them were filled with panic inside.
Has the happiness and comfort finally been obtained gone? He turned to look at Gu Xiao, but the other person still didn't want to open his eyes. His whole person looked as cold as a piece of ice.
No, Gu Xiao would never be like this in the past. He couldn't bear to be so cold to her. Why on earth!
"As my brother's wife, why are you messing around here! You'd better leave first. I'll make it clear to my brother, and I promise to tell you the exact reason!"
Gu Ruowan shook her head helplessly. If Chu Yan was still here, the current situation would only get worse. Her brother's situation looked very bad.
Only she knew that the calmer her brother looked, the more serious the matter was. Drinking so much wine was just because she didn't want to face reality and just wanted to be immersed in the blur.
"Young Madam, please listen to the young lady first this time!"
Shuangye hurriedly came in and helped Chu Yan leave. Chu Yan was confused and couldn't explain what she felt.
She felt that she didn't deserve happiness. When she thought she was happy, God gave her a bolt from the blue and suddenly took away all the happiness.
"Brother," Gu Ruowan squatted where Chu Yan was just now, "I know something must have happened to my brother. It's better for me not to face it alone. Can you tell me?"
Gu Ruowan asked softly. In fact, looking at this, he guessed that the matter would probably be serious, so his heart was beating wildly at this moment.
In fact, she seemed to have guessed what it was about. It was probably Chu Yan's business, right?
The only person who can make her brother care so much is Chu Yan, and I'm afraid it won't be a good thing.
"Ruowan, do you know what it feels like to be treated as a fool?"
Gu Xiao suddenly opened her eyes and looked at the ground.
He couldn't explain how he felt now. He didn't dare to face it and felt that everything was false.
I closed my eyes just now because I didn't want to see Chu Yan or her face again, because I always subconsciously thought about what he was planning. All of this was so hypocritical and ridiculous!
