"I can't explain what it feels like. Sometimes I am irritable and sometimes sad. I don't like this feeling very much."
Mei Zhu lifted up the quilt and touched her chest. She didn't like this feeling and just wanted His Majesty to come over quickly. She thought that because she was in His Majesty's arms, only in this way would she feel at ease and not feel empty.
"His Majesty will be here soon. Please don't be sad anymore. You should smile more."
Zisu worriedly said that she didn't like the way the empress was, falling into these inexplicable emotions.
It was clear that the empress was extremely calm at the beginning and could deal with everything with ease. How could she be disturbed by these inexplicable joyful emotions?
"Yeah," Mei Zhu nodded, trying her best to suppress all the sour feelings in her heart.
"Meizhu, I'm here, are you okay?"
Chu Yu was at Zheng Yinghuan's place at the time. As soon as he heard the news, he came over quickly. Seeing Mei Zhu lying weakly on the bed with a pale face, his heart ached.
He waved his hand and asked all the people who were serving him to get off. At this moment, he just wanted to talk to Mei Zhu.
"His Majesty."
Mei Zhu struggled to get up. At this moment, she finally felt that all the boring and shy emotions had disappeared, leaving only satisfaction and joy.
She snuggled into Chu Yu's arms, and felt completely comfortable at this moment. She suddenly understood why she was unhappy. It was just because His Majesty went to accompany another woman.
She cares about who His Majesty is going to accompany, and she cares more about whether His Majesty only has her in mind.
"Don't be afraid, no matter what happens to you, I will come over and be with you."
Chu Yu hugged Mei Zhu tightly in his arms distressedly. He was really anxious on the way there and regretted why he didn't come to Mei Zhu in the first place.
If I had come from the beginning, I probably wouldn’t have had to go through so many twists and turns.
"I care about Your Majesty. I don't want to see Your Majesty accompany other people. I just want His Majesty to come and accompany me. I just want His Majesty to have only me in his heart."
Mei Zhu suddenly shrank into Chu Yu's arms and choked. She suddenly understood why she was unhappy. It turned out that after so many years of love, her heart had gradually moved closer to His Majesty.
That's why she stopped using mandala incense intentionally or unintentionally. In fact, she just didn't want the incense to harm His Majesty's body. Many times, she didn't realize her true thoughts.
But everything is irreversible. She did not come here to fall in love. She will always remember her mission.
"It's okay, it's okay," Chu Yu suddenly smiled, "You are like a gift sent from God. I liked you very much the first time I saw you. Over the years, I just want to hold you in my hands and treasure it well. You It will always be the most dazzling pearl in this palm, and it will always need to be taken good care of."
Mei Zhu's heart suddenly felt satisfied. She felt that the void of nothingness suddenly disappeared, leaving only full of joy and happiness.
No matter what happens in the future, she really feels happy and happy during these years.
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"See the Imperial Concubine."
Xie Ruling was a little confused. After so many years of peace and harmony, how could Zheng Yinghuan announce her arrival today and ask everyone around her to retreat.
"Get up."
Zheng Yinghuan sat above her with empty eyes. She looked at Xie Ruling standing below and gained a glimmer of brilliance.
"I've seen you keep silent all these years. Do you really not care at all? I'm really impressed. I thought you were just showing off, but I didn't expect you really don't care anymore."
After saying that, Zheng Yinghuan couldn't help but want to laugh. When she regarded Xie Ruling as her biggest enemy, she never thought that there would be another Mei Zhu.
Looking back at my past self, I was so stupid and ridiculous.
"I have told my concubine many times that in the cold palace, I have already thought clearly about it. After leaving the cold palace, I don't dare to argue with my concubine. It doesn't matter to me how much the concubine has doted on me in the harem these years, because Don’t care at all.”
Xie Ruling sighed. She knew that Zheng Yinghuan was feeling uncomfortable again. After so many years and at this age, could she still look away?
"I really feel like an eyesore when I look at this charming concubine!"
Zheng Yinghuan's eyes were filled with fierceness. He really hated that bitch so much. He really wanted to kill her right away!
"My Majesty, please don't do something irreparable wrong on impulse. Your Majesty should know how important her position is in His Majesty's heart."
Xie Ruling looked at the ground calmly, and when she talked about these things, there was really no fluctuation in her heart.
In fact, if she doesn't care for a long time, she will really not care. She just wants to watch Xin'er grow up well, and wants her to find a good home when she grows up. All her attention is on Xin'er.
"That's all, please step back. I have nothing more to say to you."
Zheng Yinghuan waved his hand, saying there was nothing much to say.
In fact, she just felt a little unhappy in her heart, and she didn't know how to solve the unhappiness.
In fact, people themselves can’t figure it out. It has been so many years and they have reached this age. Why can’t they drive? Why are they still entangled in these things? Why?
Xie Ruling had just left the Chuxiu Palace and saw Aunt Chu walking towards her, with a flash of disgust in her eyes.
Aunt Chu has been making things difficult for Chu Xin intentionally or unintentionally for so many years. She is arrogant and domineering at a young age, which makes people really dislike her.
"Concubine Jing is well."
When Aunt Chu saw Xie Ruling, she nodded generously. She was in a good mood these days.
"Princess is polite."
Xie Ruling squeezed out a smile and was about to leave, but was indeed stopped by Aunt Chu's next words.
"I wonder if sister Xin'er has someone she likes?"
Aunt Chu raised her eyebrows. Chu Xin had been pretending to be good for so many years, but she actually hit someone because of Chu Shu's incident. It seemed that she was not a good person at all.
"This matter has nothing to do with the princess. Your Majesty and the Queen Mother will make the decision themselves."
Xie Ruling replied coldly. She really didn't want to give a good look to the person who had bullied her daughter for so many years, but due to her identity, she could only stay here.
"snort!"
Aunt Chu snorted disdainfully, turned around and left. Whoever Chu Xin wants to marry, she has to see if she is worthy and what her status is!
The person who was supposed to die in the cold palace had the status of a princess and was able to live and clothe her for so many years. This was already a gift to her. How could she expect anything else?
Zhongcui Palace.
"Why is my sister painting orchids again? The orchids my sister painted are really beautiful. Why don't you try painting something else?"
Chu Shu stood at the table, looking at Chu Xin as if she was a god when writing. Over the years, she had studied hard and practiced hard, and she could draw a perfect orchid picture just by using her pen.
She does think orchids are beautiful, and her sister’s paintings are also very good, but why haven’t they changed them after so many years?
"I am familiar with this picture, so I just concentrate on drawing this picture."
Chu Xin smiled and said, taking the brush and painting the last stroke, the picture was considered finished.
"Looking at you, you look a lot better. Why, aren't you feeling happy?"
Chu Xin put down her paintbrush and held Chu Shu's hand in the chair next to her. After sitting down for the past few days, she deliberately refrained from looking for Chu Shu, just hoping that the other party could think about it for herself.
Many times her comfort is of little use. The most important thing is that you need to be able to think it through. Today, looking at Chu Shu, she seemed to have figured it out.
"There is indeed someone in my heart these days, but suddenly it's not Gu Xiao."
Chu Shu smiled and shook her head. This was a result that even she had never expected. She thought that after coming back, she would be sad and crying for a while these days.
But I didn't expect that I slept well that night. I was able to eat well and sleep well. It was really good.
"Who are you thinking of? Could it be Gu Xiao?"
Chu Xin's heart tightened. Could it be that her sister still couldn't let go after all?
"No," Chu Shu shook her head, "It was Young Master Liu who rescued me when I was about to fall."
My sister is right. She has already experienced life and death. How could she still hold on to these little lovers and not let them go?
That day when she felt like she was about to fall down, her heart was really about to jump out of her chest and was beating violently. Suddenly she felt a pair of hands wrap around her waist and pull her up again.
When her feet were firmly on the ground, her heart was slowly calming down.
Instead of my sister-in-law, I think more about Mr. Liu these days. In fact, that was the second meeting between the two of them. The first time they met was when they met the eldest brother.
"I really saw it clearly that day. He looked like he was very skilled in martial arts. He picked you up easily. He was your savior!"
Chu Xin nodded. It was normal to miss his savior. After all, he saved the person between life and death!
"Actually, this is not the first time I met him. The first time I met him, he was with the eldest brother. His name was Liu Xuanfeng. I remember his name."
Chu Shu introduced to Chu Xin quite happily. She had never realized how excited she was now.
"What's more, please tell me clearly!"
Chu Xin smiled and said, it would be good to divert Chu Shu's attention. It's not like there are no other good men in this world, so why do you have to look at a man who already has someone in your heart?
"He is the only son of General Liu. Did you know that his voice was very loud? I was in a daze that day. I was frightened by his voice and I woke up!"
Chu Shu felt a little ashamed when she talked about what happened that day. She only knew that she seemed really sad at that time, and her mind was filled with memories of so many years. Suddenly she heard a strong and passionate male voice, and she suddenly woke up. .
"I see the same thing. Being so good at kung fu is the result of hard work and study every day."
Chu Xin smiled and nodded. She looked at Chu Shu's face carefully, and now she looked like the good-spoken, innocent and kind sister she usually was.
There was no longer that indelible shadow on his face, only excitement and a little bit of shyness.
"Sister, do you know that when I think about what happened that day, I feel a little ashamed? I feel that I was so embarrassed that day!"
When she thought about what happened that day, Chu Shu still felt extremely ashamed.
"It's okay. Now that he has saved your life, he has saved your life. You have to think about repaying him in the future."
Chu Xin saw that Chu Shu seemed to have completely come out of the shadows, and she felt really happy, as long as she didn't immerse herself in those bad things.
Just looking at Chu Shu's appearance now, she seemed to be quite interested in Mr. Liu. When she spoke, her eyes were full of joy. Is it possible?
"I knew he saved me that day. If she hadn't appeared, would I have fallen?"
Thinking of the scene that day, Chu Shu's mood immediately became heavy again. In fact, she was quite disappointed at that moment.
She was facing life and death, but Gu Xiao still protected Chu Yan, for fear that something would happen to her. It turns out that it is so obvious whether you love someone or not.
When you love someone, you are afraid that there will be the slightest problem with them. If you don't love someone, even if you are dying in front of you, it doesn't matter. You don't want to look back.
"Don't talk nonsense. You are still fine at the moment. I know you can see clearly this time. You can only see clearly if you are completely disappointed."
Chu Xin smiled bitterly and said that only by completely breaking a heart can one see clearly what is inside it.
"I didn't understand what my sister meant before, but at that moment I finally understood. It turned out that it was quite effective. I no longer had those empty fantasies in my heart."
Chu Shu touched her heart, as if his heart had healed again.
