"Is everything my sister said true? Do you really miss her like this for so many years? Is it true?"
Chu Shu still asked reluctantly. After seeing Gu Ruoyuan nodding, she felt even more ridiculous about herself.
It turns out that the person she has been thinking about for many years is actually thinking about another person, Chu Yan, whom she hates the most.
How did that happen?
"This matter is your brother's business, and we can't get involved, let alone emotional matters. No matter how anxious outsiders are, it's useless. I believe your brother is also a good person. As long as your brother sees Chu Yan's true face, Well, I believe he will make his own judgment."
Chu had been thinking about it and this was the only way she could do it. Could it be possible that she could also give a direct order to make Gu Xiao forget Chu Yan?
Only you can understand emotional matters, no matter what outsiders say, it is useless.
"I can only follow what my sister said."
Gu Ruowan nodded, knowing that she would have told her brother clearly what kind of person Chu Yan was from the very beginning, but she did not expect that her brother's fantasy about Chu Yan would become deeper and deeper.
"Yeah, outsiders can't advise you on this emotional matter."
When Chu Shu lowered her head, she secretly wiped the tears on her face and smiled sarcastically.
Chu Xin glanced at her distressedly. She originally thought it was just some childhood jokes, but she didn't expect that she actually remembered it now.
"Okay, don't look so gloomy today. I see that the lotus flowers in the lotus pond are about to bloom. Why don't you take your two sisters to have a look?"
Chu Xin pulled her two sisters to get up, and finally managed to get back to the palace. She didn't want to get into a bad mood because of these things.
Mentioning the lotus pond reminds me of those things from my childhood. I think of Chu Shu letting go of her hand when she fell into the water. How could this sisterhood be forgotten?
"Shu'er, do you still remember what happened in this lotus pond?"
Chu Xin looked at Chu Shu worriedly, trying to divert the topic away as much as possible.
"Of course I remember it. I will never forget these things."
Looking at the lotus pond, Chu Shu smiled and nodded. It was because of this incident that she saw how good her sister was.
Even if she lets go of her hand, she is still willing to jump down and be in the lotus pond with him. This sisterhood is really valuable.
Gu Ruowan also tried her best to smile and not pay attention to the things at home. Sister Xin'er was right. No matter how anxious outsiders are about emotional matters, it is of no use. I'm afraid it will be self-defeating.
"The two sisters are well."
Chu Yan was wearing a pink skirt today. She looked like a pink peach blossom. Especially because she had been crying all day and had a touch of red at the corner of her eyes, she looked even more pitiful.
Just like the petals of a peach blossom in the wind and rain, there is always the danger of falling off.
"It is you…"
Chu Shu turned to look at Chu Yan, never realizing that she had hated her so much.
Suddenly, I felt extremely sour in my heart. If it was just because of simple sisters' disagreement in the past, then now it really feels a bit inexplicable.
"Princess Yan is well."
Gu Ruowan nodded coldly and said hello. She had never had a good impression of Chu Yan, and now that she saw her, she felt even more unlucky.
Chu Xin just nodded with some dignity. Chu Yan followed Chu Yi around with all these years, which was really disgusting.
"I know that my two sisters have never liked me. The smiles on their faces disappeared instantly when I appeared. So I am so disgusting?"
Chu Yan raised her eyes and stared at Chu Shu, her long eyelashes blinking again and again.
I don't know if it was her illusion or something, but I felt that the way Chu Shu looked at her was a little different from before.
She knew that the other party had always disliked her, but didn't she expect that he already disliked her so much?
Chu Yan could only laugh to herself. In fact, when she chose to side with Chu Yi, she would have to lose these two sisters.
But she doesn't care and has no regrets.
Gu Ruowan looked at Chu Yan with a somewhat complicated look. After knowing her brother's friendship for Chu Yan, she felt very irritable.
She felt that her brother was good at everything, but why was his eyes so bad, and why did he fall in love with such a woman?
Chu Xin touched Chu Shu's arm intentionally. She knew that the other party was probably feeling uncomfortable at the moment, but no matter what, she should never show her weakness in front of the enemy.
Chu Shu immediately suppressed her sour and fatal emotions. She didn't want to cry in front of Chu Yan!
"If my sister ignores her, we won't accompany her anymore. If Ruowan has been out for so long, it's time to go back. It's better to go back earlier. Don't let your family worry."
Chu Xin could tell that both Chu Shu and Gu Ruowan were preoccupied, and there was no point in talking here right now.
"good."
Gu Ruowan nodded. They have been sisters for so many years. How could she not know how depressed she was feeling at the moment?
How could he have the intention to act pretentious with Chu Yan here? It would be better to go back earlier.
Chu Yan is asking for trouble, so she should go to Chu Xiu Palace to talk to Chu Yi quickly, lest the other party will be angry again if she is late.
"Shu'er, tell me seriously, what are you thinking in your heart?"
But after everyone left, Chu Xin and Chu Shu walked slowly on the road, with uncontrollable worry in her eyes.
It would be okay if she didn't know these things, but if she knew it today, she could understand how sour Chu Shu felt.
"Sister, I suddenly felt that I have been like a joke for so many years. It turns out that I am the only one who knows everything. It turns out that he really doesn't know at all. He actually has someone he likes, and he is my favorite. The most disgusting Chu Yan!"
Chu Shu tried her best to hold back her tears, but there was already a hint of crying in her tone.
What kind of feeling is this? It may be one of unworthiness, grievance, and regret.
If she had known she would have been bolder at the beginning, go forward and speak out all her thoughts, it would be better to die and understand everything than to be the only one who knows all this now.
What are these? Do all the joys, anger, sorrows and joys only belong to her?
"Shu'er, I said before, no one can control people's feelings. At the beginning, I only knew that you did have this idea, but at that time, I didn't know that you would still remember it after so many years."
Chu Xin sighed helplessly, not knowing how to comfort her.
A gust of wind blew, and he stretched out his hand to spread the hair from his cheeks.
You can't blame anyone for emotional matters. Gu Xiao is only interested in Chu Yan. If it's not good, just blame Gu Xiao. No one can tell who he likes or dislikes.
"Yeah, I don't know how I can still remember what happened back then. Why didn't you just let me stop thinking about it? Why didn't I boldly go forward and explain it clearly? Maybe if I explained it clearly, I wouldn't Will you remember it again?"
Chu Shu smiled helplessly. Although she was smiling, she felt that her heart was hurting.
How could everything be like this?
"In my opinion, Chu Yan is not a good woman. We have seen her act like a fox and a tiger when she follows Chu Yi. Maybe Mr. Gu doesn't know this because he doesn't often go to the palace, or maybe he is attracted by Chu Yan. Are you deceived by your pitiful appearance?"
Chu Xin could only think carefully about this. Gu Xiao would follow Gu Ruowan several times when he entered the palace over the years. It must be because of this that he and Chu Yan formed a fate.
I don't know if Mr. Gu knows Chu Yan's true identity. It would be bad if he was deceived.
Chu Shu listened carefully and nodded silently.
Yes, it is precisely because of these, maybe it is just because Gu Xiao doesn't know Chu Yan's true face. If he knew, he would definitely not like her anymore, right?
She could only think like this silently. Only in this way would she feel better.
"Shu'er, we will discuss it with Ruowan when the time comes, and everything will be resolved smoothly."
Chu Xin turned around and patted Chu Shu on the shoulder, comforting her softly.
"Um."
Chu Shu nodded thoughtfully. Whether it could be solved would be a matter for the future. She only knew that her heart was aching at the moment.
Chuxiu Palace.
"elder sister."
Chu Yan put on a special smile before going in, and when she saw the girl in purple sitting on the chair, she immediately smiled in a flattering way.
"This is the green plum wine that was delivered today. I think it tastes very good. Do you want to try it too?"
Chu Yi poured herself a glass of wine, and then poured another glass in front of Chu Yan. Her movements were a little frivolous, and she was obviously a little drunk.
Chu Yan obediently took the wine and took a sip. She suddenly felt so sour that her whole tongue was sore.
"Why does sister like this green plum wine? I think it's very sour. It's not as delicious as sweet wine."
Chu Yan took a sip and put it down. The sour taste in her mouth was really uncomfortable.
"You don't understand. This green plum wine feels so sour when you first drink it. It feels like your teeth are going to be sore," Chu Yi held the wine glass and smiled softly.
"But after the sour taste of the stock index has passed, it will have a sweet taste. My sister knows that I love this sweet taste so much!"
Chu Yi poured down another glass of wine and drank it all in one gulp.
The sour taste of this wine was nothing, could it compare to the sourness in her heart for many years?
When she was young, she thought she was the supreme princess and could do anything she liked. But since that woman appeared, her life suddenly hit rock bottom.
After so many years, I still haven’t gotten up.
It’s so ridiculous!
"I still like sweet wine..."
As soon as Chu Yan opened her mouth to speak, Chu Yi glared at her with a sharp look, and she did not dare to say any more.
I could only obediently pick up the glass and drink green plum wine, even though it was so sour that I wanted to vomit.
Chu Yi withdrew her gaze coldly. Even though she was not loved by her father as she was when she was young, her mother-in-law still had the right to be in charge of the harem, and she was still a noble princess in the harem.
Chu Yi was so drunk that she staggered around. The golden hairpin on her bun swayed slightly with her movements. A glass of wine spilled on her sleeves if she didn't hold it steady, and her purple tulle skirt suddenly got wet. A big piece.
"Sister is drunk, it's better not to drink."
Chu Yan could only step forward to help Chu Yi and put all the wine glasses in her hand on the table, fearing that she would say some nonsense again when she was drunk.
Even with the appearance of concubines in the harem, the concubine's favor is not as good as before, but a skinny camel is still bigger than a horse.
"Do you know how painful my heart has been over the years? I once stood above the clouds and enjoyed the scenery, but now I have indeed sunk into the mire!"
Chu Yi spoke of her grievances unwillingly. When she was young, she thought she could be so happy for the rest of her life, but she didn't expect that that happy time would be so short. It was so short that she thought that that time would no longer exist.
