"You haven't told me anything clearly, and I don't know what happened in the palace in the past. If you tell me everything in the past clearly, I will definitely stay vigilant!"
Chu Xin lowered her head, feeling dissatisfied and aggrieved.
Over the past few days, she had been blaming herself to death because Xie Ruling was beaten so severely because of her stupid mistake. The bloody look remained in her heart.
But she couldn't help but feel a little aggrieved. Over the years, Xie Ruling kept silent about the things in the former palace. She didn't know much about it. If she had known about it in advance, she would have been wary.
"I was the most favored concubine when I entered the palace. At that time, no one could compare with me. No one in this palace knows my name as Concubine Xie!"
Xie Ruling said it with a smile, but there was a bit of ridicule in her smile. Looking back at what happened in the past, she found it so ridiculous.
"Then why did you come to the cold palace later?"
Xie Ruling asked curiously. Over the years, Xie Ruling had never been willing to say the reason, but she keenly felt that something must have happened.
It seems that there is a very gentle concubine that I have seen several times over the years, but every time Xie Ruling is not willing to see her.
"Ever since Concubine Zheng appeared, she has been favored by me. God has really favored her so much that she got pregnant and had a child. I was also gradually left out. At that time, I thought I would just leave her out. The big deal Forget it, don’t chase these loves.
But later, Concubine Zheng suffered from abdominal pain, and after searching many times, she actually found me. At that time, she thought that His Majesty would be able to tell the difference between such a clumsy technique, but he still blamed me. "
Xie Ruling said calmly, when she talked about this matter again, she thought her heart would be as excited as before, but she was still so calm, as if she was talking about someone else's matter.
The original resentment and grievance has long since calmed down over the years. She is just arrogant and will never be willing to endure being wrongfully accused!
His Majesty's feelings were transferred to Concubine Zheng. She didn't care, but she would never allow herself to be slandered, especially when she looked at His Majesty with such disgusting and cold eyes. She suddenly felt very boring, so she went voluntarily. Cold palace.
"No wonder you say this. I'm afraid all this is Concubine Zheng's own conspiracy. Sure enough, her daughter has a weird temperament like her and is always known to put on an act!"
Chu Xin said angrily, every time she mentioned Chu Yi, she always had some weird feeling in her heart.
In addition to being unable to bear the humiliation of being deceived, it was even more difficult to accept that because of Chu Yi's words, Your Majesty actually watched him be so insulted.
Every time I mention Chu Yi, I always think of that night, the snow-white cat, her climbing twice on the cold ground over there, the snickering sounds of the palace people, and The bells on Chu Yi's bun made a tinkling sound.
"It's good that you know now. Don't just be wary of adults. Children should also be wary. No child in this palace is innocent, especially what kind of daughter Zheng Yinghuan can teach. Both mother and daughter are of the same virtue! "
Xie Ruling scolded, she only regretted that she didn't scold Zheng Yinghuan before entering the cold palace. It was just a good show she directed and acted. Do you still want to throw dirty water on her?
"What about that very gentle concubine who came to see you before? I have seen her several times and she looks very beautiful and gentle."
Chu Xin recalled it carefully. It seemed that the concubine always liked to wear blue palace clothes. She looked gentle and gentle. Unlike Concubine Zheng, who looked very arrogant and vicious, but in front of His Majesty, she looked very arrogant and vicious. It's a different look.
When I went to get the charcoal fire that day, I also took a sneak peek. Concubine Zheng and Chu Yi were sitting on the sedan chair high above them. The look in their eyes was so arrogant, as if the people kneeling to worship her were so penniless. Value, as humble as an ant.
"That's my sister from the same clan. After I was sent to the cold palace, the Queen Mother and my aunt chose a girl from the Xie family to enter the palace. Maybe she saw that I only wanted to stay in the cold palace for the rest of my life and knew that I was a useless loser. , so I found another useful one!"
Xie Ruling lay on the bed with her head down in boredom. She had been lying like this for several days and wanted to get out of bed for a walk. When talking about the past, she had no interest.
Maybe it's because I have completely let go of these things in my heart, so no matter what, I don't feel excited.
"Why do you think the Queen Mother has given up on you? Isn't she your aunt? Even if it is just because of this relationship, she will not bear to watch you live in the cold palace for the rest of your life. Your clan sister has also been here many times, maybe she just wants to Who asked you to go out?"
Chu Xin said unwillingly, if there is a chance to go out, she must seize it. Do you really want to live in this dirty and cold cold palace for the rest of your life?
She doesn't want to!
She should have been born as the most noble princess, instead of waiting to die in the cold palace!
"So what about aunt? You are still His Majesty's biological daughter. It's not like he doesn't care about you. Your Majesty has many princes and princesses. Some are smart and some are stupid. No matter what, he himself is dazzled. I'm afraid even he has Sons and daughters can’t figure it out.
The same goes for the Queen Mother. I have been relegated to the cold palace. If I can’t choose another woman from the Xie family to enter the palace, what am I? "
Xie Ruling said angrily. After she finished speaking, she didn't hear Chu Xin's voice for a long time. She quickly looked up and saw Chu Xin lying aggrievedly under the bed with his head hanging down!
"Okay, okay, I've always sounded so ugly when I spoke. You've already felt it over the years."
Xie Ruling swallowed with some guilt and embarrassment, stretched out her hand, rubbed Chu Xin's head, and made her hair a mess.
"Xin'er," Xie Ruling called out tentatively, but Chu Xin still lowered her head and ignored her.
Xie Ruling felt that what she just said seemed to be a bit hurtful, and she felt guilty and touched Chu Xin's face. This was the most familiar action between the two of them. Over the years, she would do it every time she felt guilty. Touch Chu Xin’s face.
"What I just said was harsh, but it doesn't matter. You don't have to take it to heart. Although you are one of His Majesty's many children, you are my only treasure. You can also be regarded as the daughter I raised with my own hands. From now on, She will also be my only daughter!"
Xie Ruling gently rubbed Chu Xin's face, her eyes suddenly became moist. She really regarded Chu Xin as her daughter.
No matter whether she goes out or stays in the cold palace for the rest of her life, she probably won't have any biological children of her own, so Chu Xin is unique to her!
"I'm not sad. I don't know how many unpleasant words I've heard you say since I was a child. If I had to keep every word in my heart, I wouldn't be able to stop crying every morning, noon and night!"
Chu Xin suddenly raised her head and grinned, then threw herself into Xie Ruling's arms and acted coquettishly, rubbing her face with his own.
"This is so good, this is like the child I raised, my only daughter!"
Xie Ruling closed her eyes happily, enjoying Chu Xin's closeness. A large part of the reason why she was able to stay in the cold palace for so long was because she had such a little girl by her side.
It would be a bit reluctant to abandon the little girl in the cold palace and go out alone, so I would rather stay in the cold palace together.
At night, Chu Xin still woke up on time to change the dressing on Xie Ruling's wound, always remembering that she must apply more dressing to heal quickly.
When he was about to take the bottles back, he suddenly heard the sound of tiles again. He felt happy and looked back at Xie Ruling, who was sleeping soundly. He covered her with the quilt and sneaked out secretly.
"Is your mother feeling better?"
Seeing that Chu Xin had come out, Xiao Zhi jumped down from the roof neatly and swiftly.
"Let's go and talk in that room."
Chu Xin gently closed the door, then took Xiao Zhi to the room where Concubine Li used to be.
No one wanted to live in that room. Perhaps more and more people died in the cold palace, so the room became empty.
"It's getting better now. As long as the dressing is changed frequently, it will get better faster."
Chu Xin pulled Xiao Zhi into the house and closed the door, then she found a chair and sat down.
"If you don't want it, you can ask me for it. I have a lot of medicine for treating trauma here. If you need it, just tell me and I will bring it to you."
Xiao Zhi said with concern that ever since he heard the secret, every time he heard the slightest news of King Rui entering the palace, he would always sit on the tallest tree and observe carefully. It seems that the result is exactly what he thought. .
It is always beneficial to get closer to the princess Xin'er in front of you.
Although there was such a calculation in his heart, he didn't show any trace of it on his face, only the sincerity of a young man's concern.
"The imperial doctor left a lot of medicine when he came here last time. It should be enough."
Chu Xin nodded, maybe all this was just how Concubine Zheng showed it to His Majesty. Your Majesty personally said that he would send the imperial doctor to the cold palace, so Concubine Zheng must not be disobedient.
"I was just a prince born of a slave in Northern Qi. I was not ranked among the many sons and daughters of my father. I thought that there was no place for me in my father's heart, but I didn't expect that when he wanted to send a hostage abroad, he He was the first one who thought of me!”
Xiao Zhi smiled and said, his eyes were very bright, even in such a dark situation, they were still bright, he was smiling.
Chu Xin suddenly didn't know what to say. She thought of what Xie Ruling said during the day. In fact, it was precisely because she knew that those words she said were right. She was indeed just one of His Majesty's many children, the least of them. A touching one.
It was precisely because of this fact that she could only admit it with her head lowered and could not refute it.
It seems that His Majesty is the same no matter where he is. He doesn't pay attention to them when he has many children.
"It doesn't matter," Chu Xin comforted, "Then you are unique in your mother's heart, just like I am unique in my mother, her only daughter!"
Thinking of what Xie Ruling said about a unique woman, Chu Xin's whole heart suddenly became warm.
Since her mother left, she has regarded Xie Ruling as her mother. Although she sometimes says some unpleasant things, she really doesn't mind at all. What else should she care about with her own mother?
"My mother has a very low status and has never been taken seriously. After knowing that I was selected as a hostage, she went to beg my father. My father was furious and killed her, saying that it would allow me to go on the journey with peace of mind."
When he said this, Xiao Zhi's smile dropped, and his obsidian eyes were as bright as frighteningly.
