"Actually, sometimes, I know that I have done something wrong. I know that I should not insist on such a relationship and should leave. But as you see, I have children, how can I leave. Everyone has his or her own shortcomings. Youji, I am like this, and Nan Sizhe is like this too.”
Fang Nanxin said, looking towards the second floor, and then with a trace of bitterness on his lips, he continued to Hong Songan:
"Actually, the most enviable among us is Qilin. Even though he is stupid, he can do some crazy things just to become a woman. But he is free, he knows his own heart, and dares to face his true nature. The idea. Dare to fight for this idea. But the rest of us don’t dare... We have done so much, but nothing... We are all like a joke."
Another thing Fang Nanxin didn't tell Hong Songan was that she was actually more jealous of Qilin.
Also in this dilemma, Qilin was bolder than any of them.
None of them dared to go out...
Qilin dares, Qilin not only dares, but is also willing to go crazy for what he wants.
"Well... Nan Sizhe and Qilin... Since he likes Qilin, why can't he find Qilin? Is it because of the Nan family?"
Hong Songan suddenly asked.
Fang Nanxin smiled, with a sarcastic light in his eyes.
He said: "Actually... no... it's because of his brother. His brother told him that their brothers can't like the same things. Even if he likes it, he, as the younger brother, must give up. So even if Nan Sizhe likes Qilin , and cannot be with Qilin."
Hong Songan frowned, the head of the Nan family was really despicable.
If you don't like it yourself and don't allow people around you to like it, you are really a scumbag.
"You also think he is a scumbag... Yes, this kind of person is really a scumbag and very annoying. But there is nothing we can do. Especially Nan Sizhe, he is actually about to die and will live for three years at most. He He doesn't dare to confront his brother, nor does he dare to pester Qilin. He doesn't want to implicate Qilin."
Fang Nanxin often sympathizes with Nan Sizhe. He is obviously the most normal and unselfish person in the Nan family.
But such a person cannot be happy.
Hong Song'an was a little shocked. She really didn't expect that Nan Sizhe was sick.
A person who is physically ill does have to face many constraints.
He doesn't even dare to really look for the person he likes...
"That...Nan Sizhe will help his brother continue to use Qilin and get the Yongzhou Cauldron?" Hong Song'an thinks that Nan Sizhe is probably not such a person, right?
"It's hard to say, after all, Nan Sizhe is a good brother." Fang Nanxin doesn't want to comment on Nan Sizhe's loyalty now.
Because she is also in the game, she can't make a normal choice herself, let alone others?
"Okay, here's the cocktail for you." Fang Nanxin gave the prepared cocktail to Hong Song'an, and then reminded him seriously, "The old one I gave you can be mixed, but the one given by others, remember...especially when Nan family, don’t drink even a sip.”
No one can be sure whether there is a devil in the Nan family.
Fang Nanxin can control herself not to be that devil, but she has no way to control others not to do that...
Hong Songan understood what she meant, and looked at Fang Nanxin with a hint of gratitude in her eyes, "You are a very good woman. You just can't help yourself."
"Don't praise me. If you praise me like this, it will make me feel sorry for you even more." Fang Nanxin smiled guiltily.
Yes, I really feel sorry for them.
So good Hong Songan... so good...
Meanwhile, upstairs in the bedroom.
Nan Sizhe put the stereo in his hand on the ground and looked at Qilin with obsessed eyes, "You look better than before."
"It should be said that you are the most beautiful person now." Qilin avoided Nan Sizhe's gaze.
How could he not know how touching Nan Sizhe's gaze was.
It's just because I know so much that I feel a little uncomfortable...
He doesn't like Nan Sizhe and has always regarded Nan Sizhe as his younger brother.
He thought that such a brother shouldn't be hurt, so...
"Qilin, I couldn't hold it back today. I know I shouldn't bother you. I shouldn't show my feelings either. But I'm sorry... I don't have much time left." Nan Sizhe said suddenly.
This surprised Qilin. Qilin looked at Nan Sizhe in surprise and asked, "How long do you have? What happened to you? Are you leaving the Nan family?"
"Qilin, if I said I was going to get sick or die, would you be afraid?" Nan Sizhe asked suddenly.
"Everyone in your family is very healthy. I've always known that...so...how could you die." Qilin did not dare to face this result.
Nan Sizhe was a very good friend to him, but he didn't believe anything would happen to him.
"My brother probably never told you. Our family actually has hemophilia hereditary. And I am the one who unfortunately inherited it." Nan Sizhe looked at Qilin.
Hearing this, Qilin's eyes widened in shock.
He really didn't expect that the Nan family would have a genetic inheritance of hemophilia.
Hemophilia is a group of bleeding diseases with hereditary coagulation disorders. Their common characteristics are impairment of active thromboplastin production, prolonged coagulation time, and a lifelong tendency to bleed after minor trauma. Severe patients may also develop spontaneous bleeding without obvious trauma. Sexual” bleeding.
"Clinically, there is no specific data on the average life span of hemophilia patients, because everyone's situation is different, but if timely treatment or daily care is carried out according to the doctor's recommendations, the life span will not be affected." Kirin also knows about hemophilia Some conditions of illness.
He looked at Nan Sizhe, shook his head and said, "So you are not that serious. You still have a chance to live, right?"
But Nan Sizhe suddenly looked at Qilin with tearful eyes and choked up:
"If the patient's joints bleed repeatedly, it may lead to the destruction of articular cartilage, narrowing of the joint cavity, atrophy of muscles around the joint, and even joint deformity and loss of joint function. For example, bleeding in the throat can be complicated by suffocation, gastrointestinal bleeding, hematuria, etc. , intracranial hemorrhage is rare. When the above complications occur, it is easy to affect life span... You should have heard of this, right?"
"You...you have already developed these complications?" Qilin clasped Nan Sizhe's shoulders nervously, unable to believe what he heard.
"You...you are not well taken care of at the Nan family. They should give you the best medicine, and you shouldn't have any problems."
"Yes, they take good care of me. But who am I... I am not the most beloved child of the Nan family. You know what I went through when I was a child, Qilin... If I hadn't met you later, do you think I How miserable will it become?" Nan Sizhe asked.
