Hong Songan looked at Hong Yulu without interrupting her.
When Hong Yulu looked at Hong Songan, she was like an emotionless doctor robot, explaining her situation word by word.
"I have emotional cognitive impairment. And my disorder is a relatively common psychological disorder, which mainly manifests as emotional and thinking troubles."
Sometimes she doesn't understand many things, and sometimes she tends to get weird.
"My mood swings are relatively large, and I show unstable symptoms emotionally, such as being prone to anxiety, depression, anger, etc. My thinking is manifested as difficulties in action and decision-making, such as the patient's inability to form a clear understanding of his own thoughts and feelings. You know, this situation is often understood as confusion in thinking." Hong Yulu introduced her situation calmly.
Hong Songan looked at her and thought of what Qiao Ruilin had said before about patients with emotional cognitive impairment.
Qiao Ruilin said that the occurrence of affective cognitive impairment is related to neurochemical processes in the brain. There is an imbalance of neurotransmitters in the patient's brain, such as excess dopamine and lack of nitric oxide, which can lead to the occurrence of affective cognitive impairment. In addition, patients may have changes in brain structure and function that can lead to large deviations in the understanding of emotions and specific situations.
"Usually, patients with affective cognitive impairment often experience severe self-denial, self-labeling and other things that usually happen in their families and society during their growth. These factors can cause patients to have serious problems with their impressions of themselves and others. Misunderstandings and imbalances. In addition, the lack of social support can also lead to patients being unable to obtain sufficient emotional satisfaction and aggravating the development of the disease."
Hong Yulu said, touching her chest and smiling bitterly, "In the eyes of many people, I am a person who has no desires and desires, but in fact it is not the case... I have many self-labels. I just use an indifferent attitude. Face life. I think that way... I can solve a lot of problems."
But after all, she is only a mortal, or a mortal with psychological problems. What can she do?
All Hong Yulu's efforts finally came to fruition when it came to An Ziyi.
She recalled the day they separated, how crazy and scary she was, and she couldn't believe it.
"At that time, An Ziyi came to me with Luo Jiuling. That man provoked me and forced me to get angry. I saw that An Ziyi only had that man in her eyes. Our friendship has long been gone, and I couldn't control myself. I Beat them. Then bless them and tell them to get married quickly."
Later, An Ziyi married Luo Jiuling out of anger.
But Luo Jiuling was not the kind of dedicated man at all, and she was just using An Ziyi.
All the good things An Ziyi saw were fake, the good things he had made up.
This made An Ziyi couldn't believe it. An Ziyi really felt that her life had entered chaos.
"An Ziyi feels that she suffers from emotional cognitive impairment just like me. In her view, this is a contagious mental illness. I became a madman myself, and I became a complete madman with her." Hong Yulu He said, shaking his head and smiling.
There was bitterness in that smile, and Hong Songan could see it clearly.
"But isn't she... pregnant now?" Hong Songan didn't understand. It seemed that An Ziyi should be happy now.
Pregnancy was just a way for her to keep Luo Jiuling.
When Luo Jiuling was pregnant for the first time, he got drunk, pulled her over, and told her that in fact, the person he always needed was me.
He wants to conquer people like me even more.
Hong Songan frowned, isn't this a complete scumbag?
Just to be happy for yourself, without caring about the life and death of others?
Hong Song'an held Hong Yulu's hand and asked softly: "Then was her child born?"
"No, An Ziyi couldn't bear the stimulation at that time and had a miscarriage. And she caught me and told me that the person she hated most in her life was me. The first child she lost was because of me. So I owe her my whole life. I have to compensate her for the rest of my life." Hong Yulu said, her face full of sadness.
Hong Songan looked at him and suddenly understood.
Therefore, even at this moment, Hong Yulu would not say that she hated An Ziyi or do anything bad to An Ziyi.
In this woman's eyes, she owed An Ziyi, and she needed to compensate this woman.
What about An Ziyi and Hong Yulu?
Hong Song'an felt that she might be too sensitive. She always had an illusion in her heart that An Ziyi was not hating Hong Yulu, nor was she jealous...
In fact, Hong Songan's feeling was not wrong.
After being sent back, An Ziyi returned to Luo Jiuling's villa. She looked at the man playing the piano and wanted to go upstairs with an expressionless face.
Luo Jiuling stopped what he was doing, suddenly became ferocious, rushed forward, grabbed An Ziyi's hair, and roughly dragged her towards the sofa.
"What, you little bitch... why didn't you bring Hong Yulu back? Didn't I tell you that you were going to use your pregnancy to trick her into coming! I just want Hong Yulu!" the man said pitifully.
An Ziyi glared at him angrily and sneered: "It's a pity that you want her, she will never be with you in this life! Luo Jiuling, I will make Hong Yulu hate me forever and despise us forever... As long as I am here , I will never let you take advantage of her!"
"Tsk, tsk, now I'm acting like a sister! Bitch... I tell you, I can't let you get your way!"
As he said that, Luo Jiuling started to be violent with Hong Yulu. He even hit Hong Yulu's belly with his fist, not caring that An Ziyi was pregnant.
And An Ziyi was completely used to his rough behavior. She even lay there, smiling a little lightly, and said:
"It doesn't matter, I didn't want to give birth to a child for you anyway. Because abortion is illegal, I kept this child alive. Now since you can't let her live, then you let her die... and die well. !”
She doesn't want to care about the child of someone who is not the one she likes.
In her life...
She just wants to let everything that doesn't belong to her and shouldn't have disappear, and disappear in her world forever.
Seeing An Ziyi who didn't care about anything like this, Luo Jiuling was so angry that he gritted his teeth. He grabbed her neck and said with red eyes:
"Impossible! I won't let you be so happy! Do you think you can be happy if you have a miscarriage? No! If I don't let you go, then you can only be my pawn in this life! You do everything I have done so many things that hurt Hong Yulu, and now I want to clear my name, haha, you are really talking nonsense!"
