Originally, Le Xiaoyue was full of hatred for the world, and even felt that many people were unfair, but later she realized that it was actually her perspective on the world that was wrong.
There's something wrong with her, she's causing trouble.
Now facing these kind and loyal fishermen, Le Xiaoyue really wanted to slap herself.
Why does she think of so many people with ill intentions?
If she hadn't committed suicide by herself and had random thoughts, she would probably be very happy now.
There were so many good opportunities in front of her, but she raised her hand and gave them away.
Le Xiaoyue, Le Xiaoyue, you are such an idiot!
If you hadn't acted like this, would you be in such pain today?
Le Xiaoyue thought about it, sniffed, and then looked at the hard-working fishermen. She felt a little uncomfortable.
The job she looked down on the most before now gives her a sense of security and solidity.
"Um... girl, we have mobile phones here. We will get to a place with signal soon. Do you want to contact your family?" During lunch, a man kindly handed the mobile phone to Le Xiaoyue.
Thinking that Hong Yunxi might have been causing trouble and thinking of ways to make her death fall on An Song, Le Xiaoyue felt a little complicated.
She was actually afraid of going back to face Hong Yunxi again. She was afraid that Hong Yunxi would become so crazy that she would really continue to kill her.
But at the same time, she was worried that if she didn't do anything, she would be more dangerous.
Le Xiaoyue was worried no matter what she thought.
She has not been forgiven by the Xiao family, so she still doesn't know if she can go back and be protected.
Seeing that she remained silent, the man who made the suggestion frowned and couldn't help but ask, "Have you forgotten those mobile phone numbers?"
Modern young people are different from those who go overseas all year round. Young people no longer remember their mobile phone numbers, but directly store those numbers on electronic products.
So once they lose their electronic products, they will definitely forget their mobile phone number.
This is why many people easily lose contact even though they are adults when they go out without mobile phones.
It was not convenient for Le Xiaoyue to tell them how many things he had committed in the past.
She took a deep breath, then nodded, lowered her head and said, "I am too stupid."
She once had the best script, but she didn't cherish it, leaving herself in such a passive and pitiful situation today. Isn't she stupid?
But the man smiled and said, "Girl, it's okay. You young people are all like this, we understand. And don't be too sad. If you have a small conflict with your family, then this small conflict will definitely be resolved in the future." .Don’t worry so much! Do you hear me?”
Le Xiaoyue sniffed, she really hoped that these things could be solved, and hoped that the Xiao family she liked would not care about her.
But is it possible?
She lied to them and even did so many wrong things.
The men saw that Le Xiaoyue was worried, so they didn't bother her anymore.
These men who fish outside all year round know very well that they need to leave space for others.
Since Le Xiaoyue didn't want to talk, they didn't go deep into it. If they touched the scars in someone's heart, that would actually be very bad.
Le Xiaoyue rested for a few hours and had a full meal. When she looked at everything around her, she felt different again.
In the past, when she was in the glitzy Internet celebrity circle, she always felt that she wanted the best, a good life, good food, and lots and lots of good things.
But the result... No matter how she pursued it, she just ended up falling into a strange circle.
She didn't even look like herself anymore. She was always comparing herself to those people, always thinking about what she should do...
The more Le Xiaoyue thought about it, the sadder she became. The more she thought about it, the more she realized why she was such a jerk at that time.
Look at now, look at these people around you, how simple their lives are.
They love their jobs and enjoy every moment.
Unlike her, she always chases the sun and wants to catch its light, but what is the result?
She is just a monkey, acting like a clown in the sun.
I didn't catch what I should have caught, but I lost my original self.
In the evening, the fishermen had no work and everyone sat on the deck singing and drinking.
Le Xiaoyue was sitting among them.
These men also knew that Le Xiaoyue was unhappy, and they did not want to see Le Xiaoyue continue like this, so they all talked and laughed, thinking of making some jokes with Le Xiaoyue.
"Girl, can you sing? How about we all sing for you." A middle-aged man suggested.
Le Xiaoyue felt even more bitter when she thought that she had attracted many people's attention by singing.
She sniffed, then looked at them and smiled: "What song can you sing?"
"We are all old men, and we know all the old songs. I wonder if you young people have heard of it!" One of the men scratched his head honestly and said a little embarrassedly.
Le Xiaoyue smiled and said to them: "I really like listening to old songs. If you sing, if I know how to do it, I can still join you."
The men became even happier when Xiaoyue suddenly joined everyone. They poured the beer and then urged each other to stand up.
"Xiao Yue, we, the Three Musketeers of the fishing boat, will sing you a song about Grasshopper. Hehe, there are many adaptations of this song, you should have heard it!" A man put down his beer glass and stood up immediately.
Le Xiaoyue had actually heard their songs. She held her face in her hands and said expectantly: "Okay, you guys hurry up and sing."
So, I saw three men making relatively exaggerated movements, and then when the fishing boat passed a reef, they started singing——
"Afraid of you being sentimental/Afraid of you being sentimental/Afraid that I can't bear it/It keeps raining/It keeps raining/My mood is also uncertain/A thousand roses for you/I want you to love yourself well/Ten million words of sorry/Leaving you is I have no choice / I’m sorry, baby / It’s not that I don’t love you / I really don’t want to / Make you cry again / I’m sorry, baby / It’s not that I don’t love you / I don’t want to / Make you sad again / Let me believe / Let me believe / You will be fine …”
The singing voices of these three men are very cheerful, and when they sing, they also do some funny actions, which makes people feel very interesting.
Le Xiaoyue, who was already feeling sad, was instantly affected by their extremely cheerful attitude when she saw them singing.
For a moment, she felt that she should be a free person like them.
"Xiaoyue, isn't what we sang funny?" After the man finished singing, he came to Le Xiaoyue and asked a little embarrassedly.
Le Xiaoyue shook her head, "No, you sang very well! The singing is touching."
"Hahaha, it's not impressive. We just do it randomly. We are at sea and can't see other people all year round, so we just like to entertain ourselves." The man laughed.
