Thinking of her experiences these days, Le Xiaoyue felt that she was the most pitiful existence. Everything about her could not see the light.
If Ye Xingtong can no longer be caught, her life will be too pitiful.
It was so pitiful that she even thought it was all so dark.
"Ye Ranran... what should I do? I want to ask you, what should I do?" Le Xiaoyue said, suddenly squatting on the ground.
She no longer calls Ye Ranran Auntie, because she feels that the current Ye Ranran does not know how to understand her and can no longer be regarded as an aunt she respects.
"I encountered something like that. I had so many misfortunes, but no one could help me. Ye Ranran... tell me... what should I do?"
Le Xiaoyue said, sniffing, then shaking her head, feeling particularly sad.
She always thought that at least her elders liked her, but in the end, even Ye Ranran was gone.
"If all of you don't like me, then in the end... I will just die." Le Xiaoyue suddenly said in the lowest tone.
Ye Ranran frowned, "Le Xiaoyue, do you know who I despise the most?"
Le Xiaoyue pointed at herself, "It's me. I look down on myself now. I don't understand why I just can't let go of Ye Xingtong. Why do I have to hang myself with Ye Xingtong. Ran Ran Auntie, tell me, why am I like this?"
Ye Ranran pressed her shoulders and said in a serious tone: "Le Xiaoyue, what I despise most are people who trample on their lives casually and don't want to live! Do you know... what do you have now? You look like What a paranoid monster! Obviously there are ways for you to walk, but you don’t believe you can walk those roads. This is very scary.”
"Where can I go... Aunt Ranran, have you seen what I've been through?" Le Xiaoyue said, becoming more and more excited, and then pointed at her face and said:
"I have always been proud of my face. But Ye Xingtong didn't like my face anymore, and it caused me trouble. My body can no longer be a normal woman, and I can't have children... ...Aunt Ranran, all of this is my pain."
"I can understand your pain, but I don't think your pain is the reason for you to bully other people. An Song doesn't owe you anything. She just likes my son." Ye Ranran said calmly.
"This is a debt! Because Ansong is liked by your son, but I have nothing now. You once told me many, many stories, but Aunt Ranran, have you heard of the Stone Bridge Zen? The Buddha's disciple Ananda is here Before he became a monk, he met a girl on the road and fell in love with her. The Buddha asked him, how much do you like this girl? Ananda replied: I would like to transform into a stone bridge and be exposed to the wind for five hundred years, the sun for five hundred years, and the sun for five hundred years. It’s raining, but I beg this girl to walk across the bridge.”
Le Xiaoyue feels that she is that Buddhist disciple who can transform into a stone bridge and suffer all kinds of suffering for the person she likes.
But now it was the person she liked who betrayed her. The person she liked only had eyes for other people and couldn't see her goodness at all.
This... made her very sad and painful.
She couldn't accept it and didn't want to accept it.
"I can sacrifice my life for Ye Xingtong and accept the suffering of love. I have such determination. Do you think a girl with such determination should give up life and everything?"
Le Xiaoyue said, but it seemed as if life had meaning again.
Ye Ranran looked at her and felt that this girl was hopeless.
Immersed in a world of self-movement, how is it different from Tang Siqi back then!
Thinking of Tang Siqi, Ye Ranran's eyes were still cold.
Because Tang Siqi had brought so much pain to her and her baby. If it hadn't been for Tang Siqi, she might have recognized Xiao Sichen earlier.
Why did it take so long for them as a couple?
Just thinking about it, Ye Ranran couldn't forgive Tang Siqi.
He didn't even want such a girl to be by his son's side, wasting her and Xiao Sichen's child.
Maybe this was called selfishness, but she thought that no mother could allow a danger to be around her.
"Le Xiaoyue, what do you need... If you need a job, I can give you one. But my offer is conditional. You must leave Ye Xingtong. Do you understand what I mean?" Ye Ranran looked at Le Xiaoyue.
"I already live in the villa next door, don't you think it's enough? Is this not enough? Don't you want me to be by your side anymore?"
Le Xiaoyue is so sad. She really hates that she has nothing now. If she is also a successful person like Ye Ranran, what else does she have to worry about!
Ye Ranran and all of them bullied her because she had nothing!
Yes, that must be the case!
"You are with us and you have plans. I don't want a woman who plans against my son to be in our lives. Have I made it clear enough now?" Ye Ranran asked word by word.
Le Xiaoyue didn't expect that Ye Ranran would be so scary when she was indifferent, and she felt extremely sad.
She looked at Ye Ranran quietly, and finally seemed to give up. She let out a long sigh, and then said:
"Then Aunt Ranran, what can you give me? Can you make me become the happy me I was before?"
"You have to rely on yourself. You have to find your own path in everything. No one can help you all the time, do you understand?"
Ye Ranran looked at Le Xiaoyue, and then said in a slower tone: "Le Xiaoyue, I always feel that with the memory of you two as children, your relationship with Ye Xingtong can be more normal. But in the end, it is still I was wrong...I overestimated you."
"Time has changed, and people's hearts will change. Ye Xingtong has changed, and I can't go back." Le Xiaoyue said, wiped her tears, and said sadly:
"But Aunt Ranran, why do you think I hold on to the light of Ye Xingtong? It's not because to me, Ye Xingtong is extraordinary. He is like a light. I have seen this The world is dark, so I want to hold on to the light and never let go, Aunt Ranran, what mistake could I have made!"
"You make others unhappy, and that's your mistake. Your love should be a kind of warmth to Ye Xingtong, not make him fall into an ice cave." Ye Ranran said sternly.
Wasn't it like making Ye Xingtong fall into an ice cave?
Le Xiaoyue thought of Hong Yunxi. In fact, she and Hong Yunxi were the same person. They both said they loved Ye Xingtong, but what they did was never good for Ye Xingtong.
It is no exaggeration to say that they only moved themselves, but in fact it did no good to Ye Xingtong.
But when a person reaches a certain level, how can he listen to what others say?
