"I understand what you mean..." Qin Nan smiled and said, "Meng Bin, maybe I really shouldn't look at you with the same old eyes anymore."
Maybe he has changed, or maybe he has never changed, but it's normal to have different attitudes towards career and love.
"Oh?" Li Yong looked at the other party in surprise and said with a smile: "Aren't you afraid that I am just pretending all this in front of you? If you are fooled, my true nature will be exposed?"
Qin Nan hesitated immediately. Li Yong knew that it was because the scars Meng Bin had caused her before were so great that her heart was almost closed.
If I were not Meng Bin, it might not be as difficult as it is now.
But this is also challenging, right?
"I know what you are worried about, and I don't hide my past. In fact, I have been divorced. The reason for the divorce is because she has not given birth to children in these years. I can't let the Meng family die. Then I told my father that I actually have a child in the country and I have to find him."
Qin Nan raised her head and looked at Li Yong, but she knew that she should be restrained first, at least until Li Yong finished speaking.
Sure enough, Li Yong continued: "Of course the real reason is that our personalities don't get along. In fact, if it weren't for the relationship between the two families, we would have separated long ago. I'm not afraid to tell you that after I went abroad, I was confused by the colorful world. With my eyes closed, I never thought there were so many temptations, so I fell into it.
"This may also be the main reason for the failure of this marriage, because neither I nor she worked hard to manage it. But we didn't get together because of love in the first place, and we didn't even have family ties in the end. It just felt very bland, When you get divorced, you are like a stranger.
"Then one day I suddenly thought of you! In fact, I didn't think about the child at that time. I just suddenly remembered that there was a girl still waiting for me in the country, and I had failed her. I suddenly wanted to know, if How did she survive my years?
"Did she also form a new family and live a happy life? Unlike Meng Bin, who deserved an unhappy marriage and a messy life. Then I returned to China and went to the farm cooperative we used to work in. After finding them and knowing what happened back then, I realized that Meng Bin was really a bastard at that time. At that time, I didn't deserve to have a woman as good as you, nor did I deserve you to have a child for him.
"I originally just wanted to find you and say sorry to you in person, but when I found out that you gave birth to our child and were alone all these years, I changed my mind. I can't let the child have no father, nor can I let the child live alone. You continue like this and bear all this silently..."
Qin Nan looked at the man in front of him with tears in his eyes. He seemed to be still in the winter when they met each other. In a place where no one knew them, the two originally stranger hearts were getting closer and closer.
They once hugged each other for warmth, and after he left, winter gradually faded away, but the ice in her heart had not been unsealed, and turned into an ice pick and stayed in her heart, pricking her heart from time to time, reminding her of those unbearable past events. .
But now, the man standing in front of her approached her again with a warm smile.
He didn't show the slightest bit of love, he just talked about his experiences over the years plainly. She would have thought it was ridiculous at first, but what was even more ridiculous was that, listening to his story, she felt like it was so and that it was justifiable. Feel.
Maybe it was because she was moved by his ambition before, or maybe it was just pure, but after so many years, she had never really let go, and she still had the deepest traces of him in her heart.
Click!
There was a cracking sound. Qin Nan looked at Li Yong and felt that the ice in his heart seemed to be melted.
For some reason, Li Yong's eyes that looked at her calmly made her feel a little flustered. She raised her hand to wipe away her tears. Qin Nan said softly, "I should go back, otherwise Dongdong will make trouble to me again."
Li Yong smiled and said, "I'll go back with you. It's been a few days, and Dongdong probably wants to see me too. I don't want him to think he's dishonest."
Qin Nan thought to himself, aren't you just untrustworthy?
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It was promised that there would be news soon, and he also said that he would find a way to take her out with her children after settling abroad, but in the end they got married directly abroad.
Finally, he wrote a letter back, begging her for forgiveness, but he didn't mention anything about the child, as if he had acquiesced that she would abandon the child just like he abandoned her.
Maybe this way, he would feel balanced in his heart?
But she slowly came back to her senses and understood what Li Yong meant.
It is precisely because she has not been trustworthy that she knows how to be trustworthy. Maybe her credit is bankrupt, but this cannot be the case with her children.
After all, Dongdong doesn’t know, and may never know, that his father abandoned him and left for a foreign country when he was still three months old in his mother’s belly.
"This is……"
"Let's go back by car, and hurry up."
"No, no, I'd better walk back."
Li Yong frowned, then smiled and said, "Then I'll tell him to go back first, and I'll walk back with you."
"You..." Qin Nan knew what he meant, and her heart was already a little confused.
Originally, he wanted to take a walk by himself, which might help him recover, but he still had to follow...
"How about getting in the car?"
In the end, she was dragged into the car by Li Yong.
For Qin Nan, this should be her first time riding in a private car, but because Li Yong was sitting next to her, her thoughts were all led by the man next to her, and she could not pay attention to the feeling of riding in the car.
I don't know if Li Yong deliberately chose a bumpy road. Sitting in the car was more unsteady than walking. He kept bumping around. The cushioning of cars in this era was obviously not good enough. Qin Nan became nervous and grabbed his hands randomly. , and finally broke Li Yong’s thigh several times.
Facing this most familiar stranger, Qin Nan obviously couldn't take it calmly. His face was already red and his heart was beating wildly.
Over the years, she has long forgotten what the relationship between men and women is like, and she rarely has physical contact with the opposite sex. As a result, all the contact with the opposite sex for so many years has been experienced by Li Yong. Again.
Then something happened in front of him, and the car suddenly came to a sudden stop. Qin Nan almost rushed forward, but was pulled back by Li Yong. He could only hold on to his arm while running into his arms.
Then before he knew it, he was hugged by Li Yong.
When Qin Nan reacted, she immediately wanted to break away, but she didn't expect that Li Yong suddenly became domineering and hugged her plump body and refused to let go.
Because the driver was right in front, Qin Nan was also worried that the noise would disturb him, which would make the scene even more unpleasant.
She was thin-skinned and did not dare to rebuke Li Yong loudly. She could only struggle and said: "Meng Bin, don't be like this, let me go!"
"Qin Nan, I'm sorry."
Qin Nan's body suddenly froze, and he heard Li Yong continue: "Forgive me for being timid. Only now, without looking into your eyes, can I say sorry to you. I know that I failed you back then. I've caused irreparable damage, and I know I can't force you to forgive me. But please give me another chance and let me take care of you and Dongdong, okay?"
Qin Nan didn't respond for a long time, and finally took a deep breath and said two words lightly: "Let go!"
This time Li Yong didn't insist anymore and let her go.
The two of them didn't speak again on the road after that, and the car was quiet.
Miraculously, the road surface seemed to suddenly become smoother and no longer bumpy.
