"Mother……"
Dongdong woke up soon, but seeing Qin Nan this time did not make him as happy as before.
Qin Nan immediately thought of Meng Bin. After all, he was the child's biological father. Blood is thicker than water. Moreover, his uncle also said before that he had stayed here for a few days and must have played with his son for a long time.
This also made Qin Nan decide in his heart that the purpose of his coming back this time must be for the children, and only for the children.
I didn't have any hopes at first, and I shouldn't have any expectations at this time, but I still felt a little uncomfortable.
It turns out that all the years of waiting and sincere trust that I had given me were all in vain.
Over the years, it would be a lie to say that she had no extravagant hopes in her heart, but now she seems to have suddenly realized what she is like in the other person's heart.
Forget it, no matter what, a man like that is not worthy of her thinking anymore.
She thought of Xiao Yun again. She was her role model. She believed that she could live a good life alone and could raise Dongdong to grow up healthily.
"Dongdong, mom is here to pick you up this time. When you get better this time, you can go back with me. We will never be separated again, okay?"
"Mom!" The child's eyes suddenly lit up, but after a while he hesitated and said, "Mom, don't we stay here and wait for dad?"
A layer of gloom immediately appeared between Qin Nan's eyebrows. In her opinion, this must be the man's method, so that he could snatch Dongdong away from her.
In this case, it is even more impossible for me to stay here and wait for him. First, I will take the child back to the magic city to settle down, and then wait for him to come to the door.
But even in front of her son, she had to tell a lie, "Dongdong, if you go to Shanghai, you can still wait for him. Since he wants to come back to find Dongdong, he will definitely go wherever Dongdong goes." .”
Dongdong still didn't understand the meaning of her mother's words, but she nodded heavily based on her trust in her mother.
Qin Nan felt relieved. He was worried that the child would be too stubborn and would not be able to persuade him. After all, he could see his desire for father's love.
In fact, seeing Dongdong like this, she was shaken for a moment. If Meng Bin returned to China this time because he really wanted to find Dongdong, in order for Dongdong to have a father, she might also be able to settle the differences with him.
It's just that the grudges accumulated over the years can't be resolved so easily.
She still felt relieved, so after hearing the name "Meng Bin", her heart still throbbed.
It's just that when I heard this name, I felt my heart fluttering, but now...
"Dongdong, can you tell mom, what have you been playing with...and dad these past few days, and what have you said?"
"Dad bought me remote control car toys from abroad, as well as building blocks, and... and a lot of delicious and fun things..."
As soon as he mentioned this, his son's eyes immediately lit up and he counted on his fingers. Qin Nan suddenly felt regretful.
She was afraid that the more she looked at her son like this, the more her heart would be shaken.
After all, wasn't this what I had expected?
But now her thoughts have changed a bit, thinking that she would just wait until she sees Meng Bin again and explain everything clearly to him.
If he really planned to steal the child from her, she would definitely fight him to the end with all her strength.
"Doctor, Dongdong, he..."
"He has pneumonia. You brought him here in time and the condition is not serious. But it is not easy to cure. In the future, when the spring is cold or the weather changes suddenly, it is easy to relapse. So my suggestion is that it is best to take him to Go to a big city for another check-up and see if there's anything you can do."
"Thank you doctor..."
Uncle Qin and his wife were initially hesitant, but after hearing what the doctor said, they immediately began to support Qin Nan in taking the child away.
However, Uncle Qin was still a little worried at this time. When he went back to help her pack Dongdong's clothes, Uncle Qin still advised: "Qin Nan, I really can't bear to see other people
Pour all this dirty water on your and your children's heads. Otherwise, you should first find a way to contact Meng Bin and discuss it with him, right? "
Qin Nan looked firm and said: "Uncle, I have already thought about it. I have to think about the future. Dongdong is getting older. I can't keep him here forever. I have to face it. As for Meng Bin, he is unreliable... …”
She had already experienced the feeling of being deceived and hurt once, and she didn't want to do it again.
What's more, she was the only one at that time, but now she had a child. She didn't allow Meng Bin to destroy the peace she had managed to maintain.
Uncle Qin sighed, looked at each other and said nothing to his wife.
After Qin Nan packed up, he took Dongdong away with him. When it was time to leave, the child seemed to suddenly feel the reluctance of parting. He waved goodbye to Uncle Qin vigorously through the train window, his whole face seemed to be filled with tears. Just like it was posted.
It wasn't until no one could see him anymore that Qin Nan pulled him back to his seat.
At this time, I happened to notice a rather disdainful look from a mother across from me. She was always kind to others and did not want to argue or explain anything. She just smiled and nodded, but the other party snorted coldly and turned her head to teach her son how to say. : "You should educate yourself outside and don't make noises like you have never seen the world..."
Qin Nan opened his mouth, but finally sighed and held it in his heart.
Over the years, she has endured so many things, all for the sake of living.
It is said that people fight for one breath, but people only live for one breath. If people can't live anymore, then what's the point of fighting for this breath?
In the tide of history and the general environment of reality, she is just an ordinary woman who cannot be more ordinary. Especially when she goes out, she does not cause trouble as long as she can, not only for herself but also for the people around her. .
Although Dongdong is young, he has always been very sensitive. What's more, the words spoken by the other person were in front of each other and he didn't lower his voice very much. He heard it and seemed to be able to tell that the words were mocking his mother.
He immediately nestled in Qin Nan's arms and whispered: "Mom, did I embarrass you?"
Qin Nan was stunned for a moment, then immediately showed a gentle smile, shook his head and whispered into his ear: "It's okay, just pretend you didn't hear it. Saying bad things in front of others is truly untutored behavior. ..."
Dongdong nodded immediately, and then fell asleep in Qin Nan's arms not long after. After all, he had just recovered from the illness, and with the bumps of the train, the child's energy seemed a little weak.
While Qin Nan caressed his son's head, he frowned and became worried.
Although it was just a small episode, there was no conflict because of her tolerance, but it made her seem more able to see the situation she would face after taking the child back.
It is impossible to hide Dongdong in the house all day long so that no one can see her. If people see her, she must explain clearly. If she explains, she will inevitably be criticized.
She might be able to bear it herself, but Dongdong is still a child, and she can't always find some plausible explanation to relieve him.
Do you really want to go to Meng Bin like your uncle said...
No!
Forget it, let’s take one step at a time.
Maybe, things are not as bad as you think.
