After Qin Nan got off the train, he changed trains and returned to his uncle's house along a familiar road.
She has traveled this road many times over the years, and is very familiar with the flowers, plants, trees, and various buildings on the road. She can walk on it with her eyes closed.
Thinking that she was about to see her son, she felt a sense of anticipation for some reason.
Although it happened before, it seemed to be more intense this time, maybe because it took too long this time, or maybe because the previous conversation with Xiao Yun made her suddenly figure out something.
Although the matter of going to Xiao Yun was mentioned in the letter that her friend Xiao Jian left for Gao Zhihua after he was arrested, and she used his name to make her own decisions, it was only later that she discovered that Xiao Jian's sister was actually a Disabled people. ..
However, Xiao Yun was physically disabled and had a strong will. He relied on the help of the street to apply for a license and engrave a seal. He was able to gain a foothold by relying on his own skills.
It’s just that my daily movements are limited, and there are indeed some inconvenient places in my life.
Although Qin Nan could only find time to go there once a week and couldn't stay long each time, so he couldn't really help much, but it brought her a lot of psychological comfort.
In fact, for such people, because it is inconvenient to travel and they can't make many friends, compared to the troubles in life, the company of others may be more important to them.
Of course, Xiao Yun herself is quite optimistic and has not been discouraged or even given up on herself because of the unkind treatment of life. This optimism has also infected Qin Nan.
Although Qin Nan seems to have lived a very strong life on the outside, the shadow left by the original incident has always existed on her. At the same time, Dongdong, a child who cannot explain the reason, is the one she cares about the most but is also the most distressed. of.
That's why she secretly fostered Dongdong in her uncle's house in the countryside of Suzhou, and registered her household registration here, only coming to see him at intervals.
In fact, she is still not strong enough. Of course, it is difficult for her to be strong in this situation, because just thinking about the news that she gave birth to a child out of wedlock and the father of the child is unknown, it is difficult to imagine the impact of rumors on them. How much damage can be done to mother and child.
The seventh aunt and the eighth aunt, they usually chat a few words when they have nothing to do, and they often ask her why she still doesn't have a partner at her age. If she encounters this matter, don't she gossip to death?
And the children will definitely follow suit. When Dongdong can't find a playmate, he may become autistic.
But she also knew very well in her heart that as Dongdong got older and older, it was not an option for her to continue like this, and she would have to face it sooner or later.
Xiao Yun's encouragement gave her courage. When she came back this time, she just wanted to take Dongdong over.
Even if she faced the storm, she still accepted it!
Only this time when I came to the door of the house, I usually saw my uncle and aunt working separately, but this time I saw that the yard was quiet and there was no one.
She suddenly felt nervous and ran in quickly. Because she was in such a hurry, she didn't pay attention, and she scared away a group of people who were eating next to her.
"Uncle...aunt..."
After entering the room and shouting twice, she breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the response from the two people.
But when he entered, he found that both of them were in the room, gathered around Dongdong's bed, and the child was lying on the bed with a towel on his head, seemingly sick.
Qin Nan asked anxiously: "What's going on?"
The aunt glanced at her and said immediately: "It's just what happened yesterday. Everything was fine last night, but something was wrong this morning."
Qin Nan asked in confusion: "What happened yesterday?"
Aunt Qin immediately looked at her husband, and the old man sighed and said: "We will tell you in detail after we have settled the child's affairs. I think he is like this now, so he still has to go to the commune hospital to have a look. Mr. Wen It won’t come down even for a long time…”
"Yes!" Qin Nan immediately pulled her attention back. Now she was focused on her son and couldn't think about anything else. "Uncle, then you..."
"It's okay. I'll send you there first. I'll be delayed here for half a day.
Yes, little impact. "
Qin Nan felt grateful and guilty at the same time. After all, she owed her uncle and aunt too much for this child. Although they did it voluntarily, she would always remember this feeling.
"Okay, stop talking so much and take the child over quickly, don't waste the time."
The aunt was also urging him, and then Uncle Qin held the child and went outside with the support of his wife and niece. He put the child in the car first, and then Qin Nan also sat on it to avoid being exposed to the wind again. Fuki wrapped her body around the child.
After arriving at the health center in the town, Uncle Qin said to Qin Nan in the corridor outside: "Qin Nan, Meng Bin is back."
"Meng Bin?!"
Qin Nan didn't apply makeup on her face, and there were still some traces of the weather as a laborer, but she couldn't stand up to her natural beauty, and even with her face turned on, it still showed some good color.
At this moment, her expression, especially the panic in her eyes, seemed to have encountered something terrible.
Her former sweetheart now seemed like a scourge to her.
Of course, after she recovered, what she was most concerned about was how Meng Bin would come back. Didn't he go to Canada and never return?
Uncle Qin sighed and said, "Yes, Qin Nan, Meng Bin is back. He also visited Dongdong and stayed with us for a few more days. He just left yesterday morning. If you come back one day earlier, , maybe we can still meet him."
"I..." Qin Nan's eyes were already red, and he felt as if he had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, feeling everything.
She knew her uncle's temperament was not one to joke around, not to mention that he looked serious at the moment, so there was no need to make such a joke with her.
At this time, Uncle Qin talked about Dongdong again, "Dongdong woke up yesterday morning and found out that he was gone. He ran outside and ran very far, sweating all over. On the way back, he Let the cold wind blow and it becomes like this."
As he said that, he added: "You don't know, every time you left before, Dongdong always made a fuss when he woke up, and then he gradually got used to it. Maybe it was Meng Bin's first time here, so You’re not used to it yet.”
Uncle Qin's words sounded ridiculous, but they hurt Qin Nan's heart very much.
Not because he compared himself to that unlucky man, but because of the word "habit".
Although she was helpless, her son seemed to have suffered no less than she did. He was still so young. Did she bring him into this world just to let him experience these hardships?
"Uncle, when I come back this time, I also plan to take Dongdong back."
"Ah?" Uncle Qin was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and then hesitated again.
Qin Nan ignored his thoughts and continued: "I have figured it out. Dongdong is getting bigger and bigger. I can't keep him here forever. This is irresponsible to him. And uncle, you guys have been here all these years. I have suffered a lot because of us..."
Uncle Qin quickly waved his hand. It didn't matter to him. The two old people were quite happy to have a child by their side.
Qin Nan added: "As for Meng Bin's matter, if he comes to see you again, let him go directly to the Shanghai Stock Exchange to find us."
Anyway, she had already made up her mind to face all this. Although Meng Bin's sudden appearance caught her off guard and she hadn't figured out how to face him yet, she couldn't avoid it anyway. She could just make it clear to him face to face when the time came.
After so many years of indifference, suddenly coming back and directly looking for his son made Qin Nan feel even more uncomfortable.
When Uncle Qin saw what she said, he originally wanted to tell her some of Li Yong's words, but after thinking about it, he decided to let them explain themselves clearly, and he had better not interfere.
