Li Yong was slightly shocked. Although this may just be Chang Xingyun's way of saving her respect, even if she really figured it out, she probably only figured it out recently. But now that the matter is at this point, Chen Qin can no longer go back, so it would be better On Li Yong's part, he made mistakes, just to find comfort for himself.
In the end, Li Yong could only smile bitterly: "So, am I still too young?"
Chang Xingyun suddenly got up, and then like a caterpillar, his whole body curled up and moved up until he was side by side with Li Yong, occupying the other corner of the pillow. Then he looked at him and smiled slightly: "I just want to tell you, don't take responsibility for yourself.
"You know, no matter what your purpose is for approaching me and helping me, and no matter what we will become in the future, at least I have to thank you now. Because you helped me make up my mind and let me separate from Chen Qin. , and this also makes it easier for me to see the marriage between me and him more clearly.
"Without you, maybe we can indeed maintain it, but this kind of maintenance is a kind of consumption every day, and it is too tiring for me and him. Maybe all our feelings for each other and our passion for life , will be consumed in this endless torture.
"It may not be a good thing to be like this now. We can all be relieved. Now I suddenly thought that there are many things I haven't done yet. If I were with him, I might not have the chance to do them, but I can do it alone. Can.
"You're right. I can't stay in school anymore, and it's no longer interesting. Just because I like to have a beginning and an end, and I have to be responsible for Qiqi and the others, so I will resign after taking care of them.
"As for the future arrangements - actually you don't know, I had an idea very early on. I like Sanmao, and I also want to be like her, go outside and take a walk, take a look, and then use my brushstrokes to Record it all.
"I heard that you also wrote it and published it in the newspaper. I also want to give it a try. Even if the writing is not good, it is at least what I want to do. Of course, Xingyu and my parents don't know , I have only told you about it."
Li Yong was really shocked now. He didn't even know that he had done a good thing.
Well, although it was mainly because of the mission of "Woman Worryer", the starting point was indeed to get rid of the domestic violence man. It was just that she left the wolf's den and threw herself into the tiger's den. This was selfish.
And the experience after that actually inspired Chang Xingyun's dream, which was even more unexpected.
Li Yong looked at Chi Chi's cheek, suddenly reached over and kissed the mole at the corner of his eye gently.
Chang Xingyun felt a little itchy inexplicably, and couldn't help but giggle, and his body swayed wildly.
It was also at this time that Li Yong realized that the similarities between Chang Xingyun and Chang Xingyu were endearing. Perhaps it was because as the eldest daughter in the family, she needed to be a role model for her younger siblings since she was a child, so she had always suppressed her own nature.
Even before, considering the age gap, she still acted like an elder in front of him.
Now she is like a little girl, smiling coquettishly in her arms.
But it would have been fine under another situation. At times like this, laughing so hard it was obviously very dangerous, both for Li Yong and for her.
"you!"
Chang Xingyun suddenly stopped and did not dare to move. Because he realized the changes in Li Yong, his charming face became red and his throat became a little dry.
"Forget it..." Li Yong suddenly controlled his inner anger and vented it directly, and then whispered against her forehead: "We'll be fine just like this..."
Chang Xingyun breathed a sigh of relief. She was really worried that Li Yong would come again, but she really couldn't bear it anymore. She had no strength at all. She laughed for a while just now, but now she doesn't want to move.
"Before that, we..." Li Yong's body stopped moving, but his heart was ready to move.
Chang Xingyun obviously also meant that, but after a moment of silence, she said: "Li Yong, I know that I am not suitable for you, and you will not be my final destination, so I will still find the one who truly belongs to me. . If that day comes, will you let me go?"
Li Yong was a little surprised when he heard this, but he lowered his head and smiled and said, "Okay, if there ever comes a day when you want to leave, you can leave. I will never hold you back."
Chang Xingyun suddenly smiled bitterly and said: "When I heard what you said, I don't know whether I should be happy or sad."
Fortunately, Li Yong is willing to let go, she is free, and this should be what she wants; but sadly, Li Yong does not seem to care about her very much, she seems dispensable, and even Not as good as Chen Qin's status.
But even so, if she had to choose between Li Yong and Chen Qin, of course she would choose Li Yong.
At least, this is a real man.
But Li Yong shook his head and said: "In life, enjoy yourself in time. Sometimes you put too many shackles and constraints on yourself. What's the point?"
This was his biggest realization after experiencing several worlds.
Of course, it can only be a personal perception, because other people do not have the capital like him, and he will not stand up and talk without pain and let others learn from him. He cannot learn from him.
Of course the same is true for Chang Xingyun. In fact, what she said before was probably to test Li Yong's intentions.
It's just that Li Yong can't give her any hope. Chang Xingyun is different from Sanli and Simei, and different from Ma Suqin and Sun Liping. She says she has no hope, but in fact she still has some hope in her heart.
If Li Yong agreed, he might fall out in the future, so it would be better to make it clear from the beginning.
Even if you are a scumbag, you must be clear about your scumbags.
As for Chang Xingyun, if he really finds true love in the future, let's talk about it at that time. Maybe Li Yong will have left this world long ago.
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"Li Yong, do you want to..."
Li Yong raised his head and glanced at Ma Suqin strangely, and she suddenly couldn't say anything else.
After a while, he muttered: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be nosy."
Li Yong thought to himself, this woman is getting more and more keen.
He didn't expect that after talking to Chang Xingyun, it seemed to ignite the spark between the two, and the result was that it was out of control.
So if she hadn't given her too many fantasies before, there's no telling what problems might have arisen now.
During this period, the two were inseparable and would be together whenever there was a chance. Li Yong also couldn't put it down for her.
Chen Qin is a relatively traditional man, so Chang Xingyun still has a lot to develop. I don’t know if it is out of a belated rebellious mentality, but Chang Xingyun almost refuses Li Yong’s request, except for Li Yong. I don’t really like the sword-fighting in the snow, but I’ve gone through other paths.
It has to be said that Chang Xingyun's talent is amazing, whether it is basic figure or flexibility.
This is the first time that Li Yong has tried so many tricks on a woman, so even though he has experienced many battles, he can't help but indulge in it.
But this time, it was obvious that the traces were not cleaned up, so he rushed to the company for a meeting, and then Ma Suqin discovered it.
However, this woman had her ex-husband polish off the edges of her character a long time ago, so she was very measured. Li Yong just expressed his attitude a little, and she knew that she shouldn't say anything and shouldn't care.
Li Yong also pretended that nothing happened, raised the collar of his left shirt a little, just enough to cover the bright strawberry print, and then continued to discuss company affairs with Ma Suqin.