"Fortunately, you are about to graduate. What are you going to do? Continue to take the postgraduate entrance examination or work?"
Li Yan looked at him with worry. Second-generation rich people from well-off families like them actually don't need to think about work.
But it's hard to tell for Lu Zheng. He doesn't pay much attention to his studies and is unwilling to bow to his family. His future path is still unclear.
But he is smart, and if he takes the right path, he can make a name for himself.
Lu Zheng's eyes were a little erratic. Yuanyuan, who was opposite him, picked up Li Yan's mobile phone and played the cartoon to watch.
She never took the initiative to take her mobile phone. Even when watching TV, she turned it on before she could watch it. It seemed that she had to get her permission for everything.
Does this kind of behavior count as fear?
Are you really fierce?
"Are you listening to me?" Li Yan couldn't get an answer for a long time, so he raised his hand and waved it in front of his eyes: "What are you looking at? Are you so lost in thought?"
"Nothing..." Lu Zheng quickly looked away, picked up the water glass and took a sip: "What did you ask just now?"
I am really possessed!
Why do I keep trying to figure out my child's psychology?
The dishes were quickly served on the table. Seeing his absent-minded look, Li Yan did not continue the topic.
Yuanyuan was not very good with chopsticks, so she picked up a prawn with difficulty and put it into Li Yan's bowl.
"Daddy, eat shrimp!"
"good."
Li Yan ate the shrimp she brought, picked out a piece of fish meat, picked out the fish bones and put it into her bowl.
It's good to have brothers. You can enjoy the feeling of being respected before you get married.
Seeing this, Lu Zheng couldn't hold himself any longer. He knocked on the table and looked at the child, asking, "Where's mine?"
You really don’t care about your biological father at all!
"What?"
Yuanyuan looked up at him blankly, not knowing what he wanted.
"I want to eat shrimp too, pick one for me."
Lu Zheng almost choked to death and pointed to the shrimp on the table.
"good!"
Yuanyuan obeyed obediently, but unfortunately her hands were too short and could not reach her father's position.
"That's pretty much it..."
Lu Zheng took the initiative to take the bowl, but it was not the child who picked it up, so it tasted a bit unpleasant.
"You are such a big man, are you childish?"
Li Yan couldn't help but laugh when she looked at him. Why didn't she realize that he had such a cute side before?
"Am I naive?"
Lu Zheng felt that he was striving for the preferential treatment he deserved as a father, but when he thought about it, it was a bit naive.
"Let's eat…"
Li Yan knew that he was sensitive inside, and if he continued to talk, he might think too much.
Seeing that the child had been eating the fish picked by Li Yan, Lu Zheng also picked up a piece of fish, picked out the spines and put it into the child's bowl.
"Thank you dad!"
Yuanyuan looked at him flattered, and took two bites to show off.
Her godfather and biological father picked out fish bones for her together. She was so happy!
Li Yan saw that he wanted to show off in front of the child, so he stopped picking up food for the child and left all the opportunities for him.
The little boy finally looks like a father.
After eating and drinking enough, Yuanyuan felt a little sleepy, so she took a nap in her godfather's arms.
The box became quiet, and Lu Zheng looked at the child's sleeping face with mixed feelings in his heart.
"She still seems to be afraid of me..."
"Relationships don't get closer all at once, just take your time."
Li Yan also saw some clues, but they had just recognized each other, so there had to be a process of adaptation.
"It would be great if my personality was like yours, I wouldn't be so awkward."
Lu Zheng sighed. In his heart, Li Yan was not only his brother, but also someone he had always admired.
I can do anything with ease and get along well with everyone, unlike myself who makes my life a mess.
"Zheng, if you always think about being someone else, you will only plunge yourself into endless pain. You should be yourself.
Sensitivity is also a talent, you just need to restrain your emotions and be more insensitive. "
Li Yan comforted him softly and couldn't help but worry about his condition.
"Um…"
Lu Zheng responded and looked sideways at the traffic outside the window.
He always has a lot of things on his mind and doesn't like to vomit bitterness.
Everyone is tired, and talking too much will only add more worries.
"How are you doing recently? If you feel very uncomfortable, you can see a psychiatrist or talk to me."
Li Yan was extremely careful when talking about this, for fear of reminding him of unhappy things.
Lu Zheng's emotional state has been unstable since his parents divorced.
The most serious incident was when he was 14 years old. After being provoked by Chen Yan, the two almost fought.
Lu Chao educated him without any explanation and gave him a slap in the face.
It was summer vacation, so he hid with Feng Nuan, hoping to seek his mother's love and care.
But he didn't get any love, and after being left out in the cold, he came back dejected.
At that time, he was like a zombie, unable to get interested in anything.
Not long after, he swallowed medicine alone at home. Fortunately, Li Yan discovered it in time and rescued him.
From then on, Lu Zheng seemed to have changed. He no longer sought so-called family affection, but became bohemian, doing whatever he wanted and pursuing excitement.
He was officially diagnosed with bipolar disorder (manic depression) when he was 16 years old. Li Yan had previously advised him to see a doctor, but he never took it to heart.
Later, I don’t know why he suddenly went to check. Maybe something unknown happened in the middle, but I didn’t hear him mention it.
"Don't worry about me, I'll always trouble you."
Lu Chao raised the corners of his lips at him, but there was no smile on his brows, as if he was suppressing something.
"Whatever it is, it's not troublesome. I still have things to go back to the company. You should also consider how to take the future. You are all people with children. You should consider the consequences when doing things."
Li Yan took the child into his arms. The little guy frowned and did not wake up.
Looking at the child in his arms, Lu Zheng closed his eyes and felt that his heart was being pinched by a big hand, which made him feel extremely uncomfortable.
Graduation is about to begin, and the students around me are making plans for the future.
He was the only one who was dawdling around every day, as if there would be no tomorrow after today.
As long as he wakes up, he will feel that he is a bad person, unable to achieve high or low, and cannot do anything well without ambition.
He seemed to be trapped in a swamp, watching himself sink soberly, unable to see the exit for tomorrow.
Yuanyuan was hit by a drop of hot tears in her sleep. She opened her eyes in confusion. When everything in front of her became clear, she realized that her father was crying.
"Dad? What's wrong with you?"
The little guy raised his hand to wipe his face in panic. Seeing her father sad, she felt sad too.
"you're awake?"
Lu Zheng opened his eyes and looked at her, took out a tissue and wiped his face randomly.
"Um…"
Yuanyuan looked at him, her eye circles began to turn red for some reason, and tears welled up in her nose.
"What’s wrong with you?"
Lu Zheng looked at her confused, held her little face in his hands and rubbed it.
Why are you so ready to cry?
