So tired!
I can hardly tell who I am anymore?
I took pill after pill and lost memories one after another. I really couldn’t tell who I was anymore.
Looking at myself in my memory of taking pills and slaughtering two-legged sheep, what else do I have besides these?
Apart from taking medicine and killing sheep, I no longer know the value of my existence or why I live in this world.
I really feel so tired, so tired, so tired...I really want to sleep and never wake up again.
It's a pity that dreams will eventually wake up.
Lin Fan opened his eyes and found himself awake.
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It has been almost a year since the last rebellion, and it will soon be the Old Moon Festival in 1978.
Lin Fan got up, washed and had a meal as usual. He has long been accustomed to life in a tent.
The guard hurriedly ran in and said: "Brother Lin, your Alan is awake!"
As soon as Lin Fan was about to eat and listen, he immediately ran out and ran to the tent where Alan was.
As soon as Lin Fan entered, he saw a big bulge on the bed and smiled.
Lin Fan didn't need to guess to know that this was the first time Alan saw these things and he was so scared that he shrank inside.
So Lin Fan sat on the edge of the bed and said softly: "Alan, it's me, Lin Fan."
The bulge stopped for a few seconds, then quietly revealed a gap. Alan observed inside and found that it was Lin Fan who had unsealed the bulge.
"Lin Fan, what's going on? Why am I here? How many days have I slept? Where is Cang?..."
Alan asked a lot of questions at once, Lin Fan quickly stabilized her and said: "Don't get excited yet, I will tell you slowly."
"Because of your headache..." Lin Fan told Alan everything that happened to him this year. Alan was still very shocked when he heard that he had slept for a year, but he later became relieved.
"Lin Fan, where is Cang? Where has Cang gone?" Alan asked
"Cang...ah..." Lin Fan paused for a few beats.
In the past year, Lin Fan had asked people to look for Cang in the mine, and knew that he was inside. However, Lin Fan didn't know how he should face Cang. When he was killing two-legged sheep to seize the mine, You can't even tell who you are, let alone face it.
Every time Lin Fan wanted to face it, but the moment he saw Cang, he flinched, and thoughts such as "I don't have a good haircut today, let's wait another day" and "He's busy today, let's wait another day" popped into his head... ..., Lin Fan also knew that he was thinking of one excuse after another to escape, but there was no way, so until today Lin Fan has not faced Cang.
Alan asked: "Then when will we leave Lin Fan..."
"Oops!" Supervisor Ma suddenly put his arms around Lin Fan and said, "Congratulations, little brother Lin Fan, your little friend finally woke up. It's great, isn't it?"
Supervisor Ma's sudden gesture made Alan subconsciously move back. Lin Fan nodded stiffly when Supervisor Ma congratulated him.
"By the way, Lin Fan, your little one just woke up and needs some time to relax first, okay?"
Supervisor Ma whispered: "Lin Fan, please cooperate. I have something to tell you."
Lin Fan immediately said: "Yes, Alan, you just woke up and took a rest. If you have anything, you can tell me. I have to leave beforehand."
Alan immediately grabbed Lin Fan and said shyly and quietly: "Don't go, I'm... afraid."
Lin Fan just smiled, put down Alan's hand and said, "It's okay" and left.
Seeing Lin Fan's leaving figure, Alan slowly retracted his hand...
Outside the tent, Lin Fan followed Supervisor Ma.
Lin Fan initially helped Supervisor Ma to treat Alan. Now that Alan had woken up and Lin Fan's purpose had been achieved, Lin Fan was ready to discuss leaving with Supervisor Ma.
Supervisor Ma said as he walked: "Congratulations, Lin Fan, your goal has been achieved and now you are considered semi-free."
Lin Fan suppressed his happiness and said, "Yeah."
"I know you want to leave, but..." Supervisor Ma said to Lin Fan, "It's the Old Moon Festival soon. Let's leave after the festival. I'll give you my final trouble in the next few days, okay?"
Lin Fan didn't expect Supervisor Ma to be so talkative this time, and thought he would try his best to retain him.
"Well, okay, then I'll trouble you to supervise Ma."
After Lin Fan thanked him, he went to do his own business.
Supervisor Ma looked at Lin Fan's back, his eyes turning cold.
Lin Fan actually didn't have much to do in the mine. He just walked around, patrolled to see the situation in the mine, and helped those who needed help. If he didn't, he rested in the tent.
"Come on, we brothers haven't gotten together for a long time. We're going to the city today for a nice drink." Guard A said.
Guard B counted the goods and said, "It takes half a day to get back and forth. Aren't you afraid that Supervisor Ma can't find anyone and cause trouble for you when you go?"
Guard A said: "Oh, don't be afraid. We are just a bunch of small characters. No one more, no more, no less. No one will notice."
Guard C said, "Yeah, I just went out for a drink. It's okay."
Guard A quietly told Guard B: "We have specially invited a few ladies today, and that's right! I guarantee that you won't be able to walk tomorrow!"
Guard B swallowed his saliva and said, "But I still have to turn over my shift today..."
"That's it..." The three of them fell into deep thought.
At this time, the three of them saw Lin Fan passing by. Guard A pulled Lin Fan over and said, "Brother Lin Fan, are you busy now?"
Lin Fan said: "It depends on the situation."
"That means you're not busy." Guard A whispered, "Lin Fan, how about you help us pick up the slack today? Come back and bring you something."
Lin Fan asked: "Are you going to the city?"
"Well, it will be done soon." Guard C said
Lin Fan continued to ask: "Do I have to go back?"
Guard A nodded and said, "Well, that's right. After all, people have three emergencies. There is really nothing we can do this time."
Guard B whispered to Guard C: "It seems that this is not how people use it when they have three urgent needs."
Lin Fan said: "How long will it take to come back?"
Guard A said: "Soon, tomorrow at the latest."
Lin Fan said: "Okay, let's talk about the precautions and preparations before leaving."
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Guard D in the mine yawned, "Why is Guard B so slow this time? It's not because he wants to skip work."
The guard kept rubbing his eyes, "Oh no, I can't. If you don't come, I want to go back to sleep."
Lin Fan asked: "Are you just guarding Ding? I'm here to take over guard B's shift."
Guard D looked at it, "Why are children here? Where did Guard B and the others go to be cool?"
Guard Ding couldn't control that much anymore. Now he just wanted to sleep, so he hurriedly told Lin Fan about the succession situation, handed the weapon to him and went back to sleep.
Lin Fan looked at the list in his hand and basically patrolled at a fixed place, and then waited for the guards in other areas to sign or fingerprint his list. The process of listing minerals is just one of them.
"It's not difficult," Lin Fan said proudly
When Lin Fan started patrolling, he noticed that all the miners were observing him. It was not the observation of curious children but a vigilant observation. They seemed to be afraid of something.
"...Okay...these...one..."
Lin Fan heard the chatter of several people, but found that the miners were all working alone and did not gather together to talk.
These conversations were intermittent and Lin Fan couldn't guarantee it. After the last resistance, Lin Fan was particularly disgusted with the situation where everyone gathered around and whispered and he was suspected.
Lin Fan subconsciously became vigilant and looked for the source of the sound.
"...Shou...come here...quickly..."
Then all the miners began to huddle together, exchanging work stations with each other in the crowd, and Lin Fan was lost in the mix.
When he came to his senses, the weapon in his hand was gone and was washed away in the crowd.
Although the weapon is just an ordinary stick, it is still embarrassing that it disappeared not long after it was held in hand.
Lin Fan was about to start looking for a stick, but he would talk about the sound later.
"Are you... Lin Fan?" The owner of the voice was full of unconfidence.
Lin Fan turned around and found that the owner of the voice was actually Cang.
"Cang! You..." Lin Fan's mouth trembled subconsciously.
Cang hugged Lin Fan directly, "That's great, you're still here, you're still here. It's great."
Cang's crying voice made Lin Fan not know what to say.
"It's been a year. I don't know how many co-workers I've used to find out about you. I don't know how many ways I've tried to find you... You're still here. It's really... great."
Lin Fan opened his mouth, but... closed it again.
Lin Fan gritted his teeth and said cowardly: "Okay, okay, I'll die as long as I'm fine. Cry all you want."
After hearing this, Cang was stunned for a few seconds, then continued to cry louder.
Lin Fan said: "Let's feel the warmth from our old father."
After Cang finished crying, she used force on Lin Fan's clothes. It could be said that it was as if she didn't want to use her nose, and blew her nose on Lin Fan's clothes.
Cang rubbed his nose and said, "My nose has finally cleared up. I've been holding it in for a few days and it's so uncomfortable."
Only then did Lin Fan realize something was wrong, "Damn, my clothes!"
"This is my inventory for this year, so cherish it."
"Cherish the ghost, we must cherish it together." After saying this, Lin Fan could rub against Cang's body.
"Get out of here, you! Get out of here!"
After the two briefly greeted each other, they found a hidden place to hide.
Cang covered the fluorite lamp with a cloth, and after falling into darkness for a few seconds, the ore in the stone wall above his head emitted a light blue light, which was as beautiful as the night sky.
"So, is there such a place in the mine?" Lin Fan sighed.
"That's right, this is my secret base. I won't bring ordinary people here." Cang said
Cang proudly said: "How awesome is that? I discovered it."
Lin Fan subconsciously touched the ore above his head, and the cold touch felt good on his fingers.
"It's just... so-so," Lin Fan said
Cang took out an apple from the small crack in the mine, broke it open and divided it into two halves, one half for himself and the other half for Lin Fan.
Lin Fan looked at the red-skinned and white-flesh thing in his hand and was stunned.
"What is this? Why haven't I seen it before?"
Cang sat on the ground and said proudly: "This, it's called an apple and it's delicious. It's a good thing that you can't even buy in the city. How come you haven't seen it before?"
There are only a few crops that are only available in warm climates in Xueyue City, let alone fruits, so much so that there is a saying in the city of "one silver, one farmer, one gold, one sugar". Of course, this sugar is replaceable. , you can say one gold, one skill, one gold, one wife. This candy was originally a type of fruit candy sold by foreign merchants.
Seeing that Lin Fan was reluctant to take his mouth, Cang took a bite and said, "It's sweet, don't worry, I won't hurt you this time."
Lin Fan took a tentative bite. The cold texture and the juice contained in the pulp filled his mouth, and the fructose contained in it lingered on his tongue for a long time. Really delicious.
Seeing Lin Fan happy, Cang Ye happily started eating.
Lin Fan ate the apple and the core. For Lin Fan, who had eaten an apple for the first time, he even wanted to eat one now.
Cang immediately finished what was left in his hand and said immediately: "No more, this is the only one I have."
Lin Fan sighed "Okay"
"By the way Cang, where did your... apple come from?"
"This was given to me by someone else. By the way, Lin Fan, have you ever heard of Chang'an?" Cang's eyes lit up.
Lin Fan said: "I don't know, what happened to that place?"
Cang lay on the ground and looked at the glowing ore and said: "The person who gave me the apple said it was a very good place. There are countless high-rise buildings there. Countless giant beasts in the sky fly on the buildings. People sing and dance. Temple fairs are held every night." , where there is no oppression and no unhappiness.”
After Lin Fan took a deep breath, he felt completely drained of energy, as if his spirit was spit out along with his breath when he took a deep breath.
Lin Fan said: "Really? This is Chang'an."
Cang said: "Lin Fan, when I go out one day, will you and Alan go to Chang'an with me?"
Lin Fan just opened and closed his mouth and swallowed the words, "Yes, it will definitely happen."
After hearing this, Cang smiled slightly and said, "Really? I don't know where Alan has gone now? We must find her before the Old Moon Festival."
Lin Fan was puzzled: "What's wrong?"
Cang immediately stood up and faced Lin Fan and said, "Lin Fan, do you still remember the people who resisted a year ago?"
"Remember..." Lin Fan understood immediately and looked at Cang in disbelief, "Did you..."
Cang said: "I have joined them. We will launch the attack on the night of the Old Moon Festival seven days later. Lin Fan, although I don't know how you are going to prepare and I respect your choice, but I still hope you will join us and be with us." Launch a resistance."
