Ah Feng pulling Xia Lingxue is like a prince pulling a princess who lives on the edge of a cliff and almost falls off the cliff. It is romantic and beautiful.
However, the two of them didn't pay much attention to this dramatic scene. After Ah Feng grabbed Xia Lingxue, Xia Lingxue thanked her and left.
Ah Feng looked at Xia Lingxue's back and thought. Although it was delayed for a while, it was not a big problem. We had to quickly go around the Xiao family to investigate.
Ah Feng noticed it in the crowd just after taking a few steps.
She squatted on the roadside and buried her head in her knees like a child who had made a mistake, feeling lonely and helpless.
Ah Feng squatted in front of her and said, "What's wrong? Are you not happy, Xiaobai?"
Xiaobai looked up at Ah Feng, shook his head and said, "I don't know, I just feel weird and uncomfortable."
"A Feng"
"Um?"
"how did you find me?"
Xiao Bai's blue and white hair is very rare among the crowd. It is an obvious feature that can be seen in the crowd at a glance, but it is not so obvious when squatting on the roadside and burying himself in the crowd.
Ah Feng bent his index finger and flicked Xiaobai's forehead, and said: "It's not easy to find you. How could I misjudge you and lose you because you are you."
Xiaobai covered his forehead and said: "I don't understand."
Ah Feng sighed, "Forget it, why are you feeling uncomfortable? Do you want to see the master?"
Xiaobai said: "I don't know, it's just uncomfortable. Master should know what's going on."
Ah Feng asked: "Xiao Bai, where did you go yesterday? You should have come back yesterday."
"Something happened when I came back last night, so I didn't come back in time."
Time goes back to yesterday
Xiaobai followed Lin Fan as he walked on the street. The cold wind blew snowflakes on his face, which made him feel cold. Xiaobai held up his veil to ensure that his face was not exposed.
Xiaobai is wearing a snow-white ice silk skirt, her long white hair is as smooth as white silk, and she is very mysterious with a white veil hanging on her face. Lin Fan couldn't help but wonder what his face looked like under the veil.
In order to prevent misunderstanding, Lin Fan asked: "How do you feel (in your heart) now?"
Bai Mengan said: "It feels a little cold (physics)"
Lin Fan asked again: "What does it feel like to be cold?"
Bai Meng'an thought for a moment and said, "I feel very uncomfortable. I want to quickly relieve the coldness of the situation."
Lin Fan asked: "So, you came to see me?"
Bai Meng'an said: "Almost, I discovered you at that time."
After saying that, Xiaobai looked at Lin Fan's cotton clothes and felt very warm.
Xiao Bai thought to himself, it would be nice to ask Ah Feng to make me something cotton next time.
After listening, Lin Fan's guess was pretty much right, but he was still not sure whether she came to him because she was "cold" or "she was interested in him".
Lin Fan asked: "When did you feel this way?"
Bai Meng'an looked confused, thinking, isn't it possible to feel cold at any time? When did it happen? It’s impossible to say that I felt it just now.
Bai Meng'an said: "This feeling has been with us all our lives, hasn't it? It happens all the time and sometimes not. It's normal. Just get used to it."
Bai Meng'an read Lin Fan's heart: I see, you have seen it so thoroughly. It seems that you are stronger than I thought. The stronger you are, the more fragile you are inside.
Bai Meng'an thought: What does it mean? A person who is used to being cold deserves to be called a strong person. He is really a strange person.
Lin Fan said: "When you can't hold on any longer, you can come to me."
Bai Meng'an thought, if I can't hold on any longer, wouldn't I turn into an ice cube? This person is somewhat abnormal.
Bai Meng'an suddenly recalled what the master said: "Human beings will continue to make mistakes." It seems that this sentence is more or less true, and he should not have been kept in the first place.
Lin Fan didn't speak when he saw her. I thought, are you going to stop talking? It seems that he is shy, and in order to prevent you from insisting on holding on, he has to continue.
After Bai Mengan read his mind, he shook his head inwardly. Do you want to freeze me to death before you give up?
Lin Fan and Bai Meng'an were distanced to some extent.
In order to prevent this topic from continuing, and to prevent Lin Fan from really preparing to freeze Bai Meng'an to death, Bai Meng'an forcibly changed the topic and asked: "By the way, this is our first meeting, we haven't gotten to know each other well yet."
When Lin Fan thought about it, it was true that although he had met him once before, he had never introduced himself.
Lin Fan introduced himself: "My surname is Lin Mingfan, I am twenty-three this year."
Bai Meng'an said: "Bai Meng'an"
"Miss Bai, right?"
"Um"
"By the way, last time I was with Miss Chen and the others, who was the master opposite you? Can you tell me who you are?"
Bai Meng'an thought for a moment and said, "Sir and... friend."
Bai Mengan asked: "Then what's the situation between you and them?"
Lin Fan thought to himself that although he was ordered by Supervisor Li to protect them, strictly speaking, they and I were strangers, but she wouldn't believe it if I said we were strangers.
Lin Fan said: "The two of them and I are just simple friends."
Bai Meng'an said: "Oh, friends? I thought they were guards."
Lin Fan asked: "Guard? Did I look like a guard at that time?"
Bai Mengan said: "Like"
When Lin Fan thought about himself, he felt that he was quite natural and didn't look like a guard at all.
Speaking of which, the two people Director Li asked me to protect are the daughters of former high-level officials of the organization and heirs of the Chamber of Commerce. It seems that I have to find a way to talk to them again in the future.
Bai Meng'an asked: "If you were really a guard, what would you protect?"
Lin Fan stopped and fell silent.
Several memories of the past flashed through Lin Fan's mind.
"Lin Fan!"
"Lin Fan, the sugar is so sweet."
"Lin Fan..., I still want to...eat...candy..."
Bai Mengan asked: "What's wrong?"
After coming back to his senses, Lin Fan said: "It's nothing."
After saying that, Lin Fan looked at the City Lord's Palace, the tallest building in the city, and Bai Meng'an saw anger in Lin Fan's eyes.
However, Bai Meng'an was more concerned about the people nearby staring at him than understanding Lin Fan.
Lin Fan also looked around at this time. It seems that he also noticed the people around him.
One after another, gangsters armed with rusty knives and wooden sticks walked out of the dilapidated and incomplete houses around them, with some thin beggars among them.
Their target was originally Bai Meng'an and the others, but the gangster didn't have to think about it and he had no chance of winning, so he wanted to use the beggars as a shield. The beggars were busy all day long. When they saw Bai Meng'an, they also wanted to grab a meal, but they didn't dare, so they joined the gangs, and people who had nothing to do with each other gathered together.
Lin Fan didn't care, and Bai Meng'an didn't care either. It was useless no matter how many people gathered in this kind of team.
Bai Meng'an didn't even bother to deal with them, Lin Fan alone was enough.
Everyone gathered around him, and Lin Fan received all the attacks very easily, knocking them down in just a few strokes. It was so easy that he looked like he had just done a warm-up exercise, without any fatigue.
Lin Fan wanted to send them to the government, but after beating them until they were rolling on the ground, he decided not to do it. This was enough to hurt them for a few days, so he was ready to let them go.
A rusty knife was thrown at Lin Fan. Lin Fan deflected the sword and immediately blocked a gangster's punch.
Lin Fan froze when he saw the little gangster. The little gangster also looked at Lin Fan and opened his mouth with only a few teeth left and smiled.
"Hey, this isn't...little trash, why have you grown so big?"
The nickname "little trash" coupled with the voice that could never be erased for the rest of his life, Lin Fan's thoughts were suddenly pulled back to the past, and his body couldn't help but soften.
The gangster increased his strength and knocked Lin Fan away. Lin Fan didn't stop thinking about retreating and fell directly to the ground.
"Hey, you are still the same little trash, little trash"
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childhood?
What is it?
I have no idea
But I know it must be unhappy
who I am? I don't know, for as long as I can remember, I have been lying on a bed, watching people checking my body one after another every day, and drinking medicine that I no longer know the taste of.
Sometimes I wonder who I really am? What's outside the room? What does it mean to me?
But soon my question was answered. I don’t know what day it was, but it seemed to be cloudy and dark outside.
A lady came into my room. She smiled happily when she was talking to others and didn't notice me, but when she saw me, she looked very unhappy.
I can no longer remember her appearance, I only remember that she appeared in my memory.
She slowly walked to my bed and slowly touched my face with trembling hands.
She said: "lost weight"
There were tears in her eyes, and it seemed like she wanted to cry loudly the next second.
She said expectantly: "Call Auntie and have a look."
I don't know why, but I yelled anyway
"Aniang"
After saying that, she hugged me in her arms so hard that I felt a little uncomfortable.
I wanted to struggle, but I wasn't strong enough so I gave up.
"Sorry, really...I'm sorry Lin Fan!"
She cried, tears dripping on the top of her head, making me itchy.
"Lin Fan?"
She let go of her hand, held my face with both hands, looked at me, and said, "Yes, Lin Fan, your name is Lin Fan. I'm sorry for making you suffer."
"I know you have too many questions you want to know, but I'm sorry, I can't tell you yet. You just need to remember to live."
I wanted to say: Why, but a small tingling sensation came from the back of my neck, and I gradually lost consciousness.
In the intermittent memory, I kept moving, and then everything went dark, and then the world was spinning like I was rolling on the ground, and then I didn’t know.
During this period, there were many sounds of fighting, pedestrians laughing and talking, beast cart drivers talking... and so on.
When I opened my eyes again, I no longer knew where I was. I only knew that I was in a sack.
There were several holes in the sack that let out air, which made me feel cold. I untied the strange hemp rope that could only be untied from the inside, and came out of the sack to breathe fresh air. The cold air mixed with the smell of garbage was unbearable.
I dragged my body, which felt like it was not my own, out of the sack and out of the underground passage.
This underground passage is Xueyue City's underground passage system for handling excreta and domestic garbage.
Xueyue City is located in the extreme north and is very cold. Feces and domestic garbage cannot be degraded in a short period of time. If they are discarded or discharged at will, there will be endless consequences. Generally, these are transported through underground passages to a unified location for composting or incineration. Sometimes you can use these to disgust enemies in battle.
Looking back, he watched the sack covering him fall on other garbage and slowly slide down.
"I feel like I have been abandoned like trash."
While I was dissatisfied, I was also glad that I woke up early. If I had been a little later, I wouldn't have known where I was going.
Even now, more than ten years later, I still remember what I saw at that time
White, very white, like an unrealistic white
I squatted down and touched the "white", it was very cold. I don't know what my expression would be at that time, I think it should be...laughing.
I played with the snow over and over again, throwing it into the air and pouring it on myself, rolling in the snow and burying my face in the snow. What I feel is shameful now, I didn’t think so at all at the time. The more you play, the higher you get, and the more you play, the more energetic you become. When you are tired, you lie down on the ground panting.
Looking at the blue sky, I felt an unprecedented sense of comfort, like... I could feel free and do whatever I wanted.
That feeling seems to be called "freedom"
