I turned around and looked behind me.
No one was seen chasing after him.
At this moment, I felt relieved.
But at the same time, I felt terrified inside.
I sat paralyzed by the river, tears flowing uncontrollably.
I betrayed Bai Nan!
The inner regret and self-blame came rushing in, bringing me to the edge of collapse!
I……
Bai Nan was betrayed!
I know very well that Bai Nan was targeted by Li Feng and the others because he wanted to save me.
But for Li Feng and others.
Fear has penetrated deep into the bone marrow...
Looking at the rushing water, I smiled bitterly.
alive...
So tired!
"Bai Nan... I'm sorry... I'm a coward."
Bai Nan is obviously a beam of light that shines into my life!
But now, I feel that he is the last straw for me.
Originally, maybe I could still live like a dog.
Until graduating from high school.
Then, leave the city.
But now...
I can't go back to school.
I don't know how to face Bai Nan.
I took off the new cloth shoes my grandma had sewn for me, patted them gently, and then walked into the river.
The river water gradually covered my neck.
Then, the top of the head.
The feeling of suffocation that hit me made me panic.
But think of Li Feng and the others.
Death seems not so scary anymore...
I don't understand why they bully me.
I want to hide, but I can't.
I've never had anything to rely on.
I just want to live well, just...live.
Even if you give up your dignity.
Even if I get beaten every day.
But those demons don’t allow it!
My consciousness slowly faded.
Until, a cold hand held my wrist.
"Give me your body, okay? I'll help you...find your dignity and save your friends."
I don't know who this voice is.
But I'm at the end of my rope.
I...will agree.
…
Gulu...Gulu...
Sudden.
The man in the water suddenly opened his eyes.
"I'm Gu Yuan..." He moved his lips and spoke softly.
At this moment, he took control of his body.
Consciousness was also completely restored.
The sound that sounded like it came from the abyss was still echoing in my ears.
"You're too weak...you can't protect yourself or your good friends. Give me your body and your soul, and I'll...save you, okay?"
"I……"
A gleam flashed in Gu Yuan's eyes.
He suddenly knew why he had taken control of his body at this time.
There are powerful monsters hiding in the water.
It was on this day that Peng Yuan became the container of the monster.
He was desperate, so he could only save "himself" in this way.
Gu Yuan has walked the same path he took, met the people he met, and felt his despair and pain.
So……
If it were you, it would be me.
What can you do?
Gu Yuan turned his face and looked for traces of monsters in the water.
His lungs were about to explode, so he emerged from the water.
"I don't," he said softly.
Although, he is weak now.
Without Yuan Qi, he is short and weak.
But he didn't understand.
"Peng Yuan... you obviously don't have the courage to die, why... don't you have the determination to face the abyss?" he muttered.
I slowly came to the river, put on my shoes, turned and looked at the river, with a smile on my face.
"Peng Yuan, there is nothing in the world more terrifying than death. If there is, it will be the sadness of your family when they see your body..."
He turned around, gasping for air, and ran like an unchained beast.
The river slowly swelled, like a sandbag, and a pair of green eyes stared at his back.
The water flowed gurglingly.
…
Bai Nan was desperate.
His hands held his head.
When Peng Yuan escaped, he knew that his last hope was gone.
Peng Yuan did not go back to school, but headed in another direction.
No one knows if he regrets it at this moment.
Li Feng stretched out his hand and picked him up, his eyes full of ridicule.
"Bai Nan, don't you like to pretend to be a hero? Hehe, if you see me in school from now on, just call me dad. Otherwise, I will mess with you once I see you!"
Bai Nan stared at him, the pain making his consciousness a little dizzy.
But suddenly.
His eyes lit up.
At this moment, he couldn't even believe his eyes!
"Yes...yes...Peng Yuan..."
"Peng Yuan? Haha! Do you still expect that kid? Let me tell you, when I was in junior high school, I only did three things, eat, sleep and beat Peng Yuan! You expect him..."
Li Feng didn't even have a chance to finish his words.
Peng Yuan, who had reached behind him, suddenly jumped up and hit his head hard with the stone in his hand!
"Ms. Ganlin!"
"Bang" sound!
Li Feng suddenly felt dizzy!
He subconsciously reached out and touched the back of his head.
The palms of my hands are full of blood!
But before he could recover, the weak Peng Yuan had already thrown him to the ground.
"Bang!" Another brick hit his head hard!
Looking at Peng Yuan, whose eyes were red, there was fear in his eyes!
"Fuck...crazy guy...fuck him!"
Li Feng's friends suddenly came to their senses.
One kick hit Peng Yuan... no, it was Gu Yuan's back.
Gu Yuan suddenly turned his face and stared at him.
"Huang Mao... I remember you. Next time, I will hit you!"
Huang Mao's face changed slightly.
Gu Yuan said nothing, and the bricks in his hand kept falling.
"Damn Ganlin! Is it fun to be bullied in school?"
"boom!"
"Are you from the underworld?"
"boom!"
"Have you watched too much Young and Dangerous?"
"boom……"
Watching the bricks in Gu Yuan's hand keep falling, but at this time he had avoided the vital points and only hit Li Feng's arms and legs.
after all……
He didn't intend to kill anyone.
Gu Yuan, who had seized the opportunity, knocked Li Feng to the ground at this moment, even though his body was weak.
"You say I'm crazy every day... Am I crazy? When have I ever offended you? Mother Ganlin... You just think I'm easy to bully. Others are tall and strong, and others will fight back. Only I'm a coward and can be ravaged by you. Is it right?"
"You are a bunch of losers! Bullying on campus and bullying honest people will give you a sense of accomplishment, right? You can find the value of existence and that pitiful sense of accomplishment in your shit-like life. But bedbugs...are bedbugs!”
"Are you, each of you, really a warrior? Damn Ganlin, you are just a group of social scum looking for a sense of existence in the weak. Are you really awesome? Are you really a ruthless person? Are you going to kill me? Can you attract a girl's attention by pressing it on the ground?
Oh...it's really awesome! A bunch of people who are as happy as shit, but the will-o'-the-wisp can still carry two good-looking little girls... You guys deserve to die! "
Gu Yuan stood up slowly, raised his head, and looked at the gray sky.
"If there is a girl who looks awesome because of you in fighting, because you are handsome when you smoke, or because you have yellow hair and are stylish, in fact... she is more vain than you, needs more presence than you, and is more disgusting than you..."
He lowered his head, looked at Li Feng who was like a dead pig, grinned, and laughed.
"The world is indeed not as good as you think, but it is not as bad as others say. Peng Yuan, if one day it is really necessary to use this method to help you restore your dignity... I don't blame you, it is the world that is sick. Already..."
"Campus bullying... is just some immature people playing childish tricks to find sick dignity. Maybe many years later, this kind of thing will still happen, but believe me, cherish your life, don't use death to show your respect to others." These damn bugs compromise, that... will only make it worse."
