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Shen Jiayou was in a very complicated mood.
Aran would never speak nonsense if there was no basis for it.
But he really didn't want to doubt Minglan.
After all, they are friends.
But what should he do if she did something bad?
Shen Jiayou felt increasingly upset.
The only thing that comforted him was that Aran would always respect his wishes.
That's why she said that she was only responsible for stating the facts. As for what he would think, that was his freedom and she would not force him.
"Thank you, Aran!"
Ran You looked at him in surprise, "Why are you thanking me?"
"Because you would never make me do something I don't want to do."
Ran You's heart was moved, but she still tried her best to pretend to be calm, "If I ask you to monitor Minglan, am I not asking you to do something you don't want to do?"
Shen Jiayou shook his head, "You also said that neither you nor the Ninth Prince would harm Minglan's life!"
No matter what, he didn't want anything to happen to Minglan.
For this alone, he must thank the Ninth Prince and A Ran.
"That's for Miss Wu Yin."
"Aran, is Miss Wu Yin really that good?" Shen Jiayou suddenly asked.
He became more and more curious about this girl Wu Yin.
"Miss Wu Yin is the kindest woman I have ever seen!"
"But in my eyes, you are the kindest woman in the world."
If these words had come from someone else, Ran You would definitely think that he was mocking her, but Cockroach was different. She knew that he would never lie to others.
Ran You felt sad for no reason.
"I killed a lot of people!"
This sentence is enough to represent everything.
In Ran You's heart, she has long been alienated from the word kindness.
"You kill all bad people." Shen Jiayou retorted gently.
There was obvious distress in his tone.
No one takes pleasure in killing, and the living people are actually suffering in their hearts.
"Is this really true?" Ran You's eyes were melancholy, "Minglan's mother didn't do anything heinous, but I killed her without blinking an eye."
Shen Jiayou's expression suddenly became stiff.
That person was like a taboo. At this moment, the two people once again became silent in a tacit understanding.
After a long time, Shen Jiayu finally said: "I know you are not feeling well!"
If Aran really didn't care at all, why would he suddenly mention her at this time.
This completely shows that she has always been in debt for Minglan's mother's death!
In fact, Shen Jiayou had noticed it a long time ago.
Aran always feels that there is too much blood on her hands. Although she will never stop, at the same time, Aran will always live with guilt in her life.
"But she is still dead. This is a fact that no one can change!" Ran You looked up at the sky and tried hard to suppress her inner feelings, "So it is understandable that Minglan would hate me!"
Yes, no matter what unpleasant things happened between Minglan and her mother, that person will always be her mother.
It was she who gave birth to Minglan, so how could Minglan be willing to let her die.
But she ended that man's life with her own hands.
She can completely understand Minglan's resentment towards herself!
Everything in this world happens for a reason.
Without those antecedents, there would be no results today.
Ran You couldn't help but think of Che'er again.
Che'er, can you forgive your sister? If my sister didn't do those things, maybe you could grow up healthy!
I'm sorry Che'er, it was your sister who harmed you!
Ran You murmured silently in her heart.
Looking at A Ran who fell into sadness, Shen Jiayu hated himself more and more.
His original intention was not to make Aran blame himself, he just wanted to affirm Aran's goodness, but he unknowingly messed up everything.
"I'm sorry!" Shen Jiayu lowered his head and apologized to Aran seriously.
"why apologize?"
He expressed all these feelings, and Ran You immediately showed a surprised expression on his face.
She really didn't expect Chou would have such thoughts.
He is a complete fool.
"I know you also like the Ninth Prince, but you have never thought of occupying the Ninth Prince. You can even sincerely praise the Ninth Prince's favorite girl Wu Yin, A Ran. This is really rare!"
"That's because Miss Wu Yin is really good!"
"But I think the most important reason is that you are willing to discover the goodness in others, even if this person may affect your status in the heart of the Ninth Prince, you must know that not everyone can do this!"
Shen Jiayou hopes these words can encourage Aran.
He didn't want Aran to think that she was a terrible person anymore.
Ran You's eyes were a little confused, "But I will also be worried in my heart. If Miss Wu Yin really affects the Lord's plan, I don't know if I will do anything bad!"
Shen Jiayou immediately denied: "Even if that happens, you will never hurt Miss Wu Yin, Aran, whether you admit it or not, you are a very kind person, so you will sincerely I hope Miss Wu Yin and the Ninth Prince can stay happy forever."
After saying that, he suddenly sighed heavily.
What Aran can do, Minglan may not be able to do.
Shen Jiayou hopes Minglan will not go astray.
But can he really control Minglan's thoughts?
But he could always trust the person in front of him unconditionally.
"Aran, don't doubt yourself anymore. I feel really sorry for you like this!"
Something strange flashed in Ran You's pupils.
Why does he always think so well of himself?
But she had no way to respond.
Ran You knew that she really didn't deserve the way Chou treated her.
Shen Jiayu didn't know what Aran was thinking at the moment. He looked at Aran nervously, fearing that he would say something wrong again and make Aran sad again.
Ran You became quiet again, and this time it was Shen Jiayu who broke the silence first, "You just said that for Miss Wu Yin, you would not hurt Minglan, but I believe that even if Miss Wu Yin did not say those words, you would You won’t really do anything to Minglan!”
"I really don't like Minglan!"
Ran You has never concealed her dissatisfaction with Minglan.
"Even if you don't like her, you can honestly admit that she hates you for a reason!"
"That's just the way it is."
"But not everyone can be so magnanimous. Many people's first reaction is to look for the reasons in others. They don't even realize what they did wrong!"
Ran You tried his best to avoid cockroach's sight.
Why can he keep it so simple?
Cockroach can always find the advantages in others. He never hesitates to praise the good things of others, and he can sincerely accept the bad things of others.
Compared with Cyou, Ran You really felt ashamed.
Perhaps it was for this reason that she wanted to avoid Cockroach even more.
"Aran, don't worry, I will help you keep an eye on Minglan. As long as I am here, I will never let her come into contact with Miss Wu Yin again!"
"Thank you!"
"I told you you never have to be polite to me!"
"Ciaoyou, I know you care about Minglan very much, but I will not give up investigating the cause of Che'er's death for you. If Minglan really did anything to Che'er, although I will not take her life, I will never let it go. Forget it." Ran You's expression suddenly became serious.
"Don't worry, I won't stop you!"
Shen Jiayou also looked solemn.
If Minglan really did something bad, she should admit her mistake and be punished accordingly.
But if she didn't do anything, Ninth Prince and A Ran should also give her a clean slate.
"Ciao You, actually I really don't blame you!" Ran You squeezed her fingers tightly and finally said these words.
Since he met Cockroach, he has been doing everything for himself, and now it's time for her to do something for Cockroach.
She knew that cockroach felt no less guilty than herself.
The kinder a person is, the easier it is for them to blame themselves for all their mistakes.
Shen Jiayou looked at Aran with wide eyes, unable to believe that all this could be true.
He was already prepared to be disappointed, but he never expected that Aran would answer like this.
He should be very content, but Shen Jiayou was afraid that Aran was forcing himself, so he said, "Are you trying to comfort me on purpose? In fact, you don't have to do this. I know it's all mine..."
Before he finished speaking, Ran You quickly interrupted: "I didn't comfort you. This is my sincere words, Cockroach. In fact, the most unforgivable thing in my heart is myself. If I hadn't been careless, you wouldn't have to Knowing Minglan and Cheer, they won't be as painful as they are now."
He thought of himself wholeheartedly, but all she brought him was sadness.
Shen Jiayu's shoulders trembled slightly. He stared at Aran and said seriously: "I know you must be thinking wildly again. You think you are the one who got me involved in these things. But when you asked me to redeem Minglan, If I refuse, you will never continue to force me. Aran, you gave me the power to choose, so all this is of my own free will and has nothing to do with you! I know that I am very small, with limited abilities and insignificance. , but I want to do more for you within the scope of my ability. I can't help you realize your ambition. I can't do it for you what the Ninth Prince can give you, but I don't really help you with everything. No, so as long as I can do it, I will try my best to do it! Aran, I am not saying this to get any reward, and I have never expected that it will make you feel ashamed of me and accept my feelings. I just want you to understand that you are good enough, otherwise I wouldn’t be determined to be good to you, so Aran, please don’t deny yourself anymore!”
Shen Jiayou wished Aran well from the bottom of his heart, so he knew better than anyone else how far Aran had pushed herself.
Some people, no matter how painful they encounter, can resolve themselves well without leaving any scars in their hearts.
But there are also some people, no matter how much time passes, the wounds in their hearts cannot heal.
Aran falls precisely into the second category of people.
Isn’t it the same for Shen Jiayou?
Like Aran, he always worries about others and then blames himself!
