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Minglan has woken up, and the most important thing now is how to explain to Chou when he comes back.
She had already thought of a story in her mind, and Minglan looked at the injuries on her body with pride.
Thanks to her careful consideration, now Cockroach has no reason to doubt himself!
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It was almost noon the next day when Shen Jiayou finally returned to his residence.
As soon as he opened the door, he saw Minglan sitting on the ground sluggishly.
Minglan didn't sleep all night. When she saw cockroach coming back, she immediately stood up and walked towards him.
There were only a few steps, but she was struggling. Shen Jiayou hurriedly supported Minglan and asked with a worried look on his face: "What's wrong?"
She was wearing very little, so Shen Jiayu quickly took off his coat and put it on her body.
"I'm sorry, Cockroach, I'm sorry for you!" Minglan suddenly knelt down, tears bursting from her eyes.
Shen Jiayou was shocked, and he quickly helped Minglan up, "What's wrong with your forehead?"
Minglan touched her wrist deliberately, and Shen Jiayou quickly opened her sleeves, only to find that there were many bruises on them.
"What happened? Why are you so careless?" he asked anxiously.
"This injury is nothing, but Che'er..." At this point, Minglan knelt down again and kept kowtowing, "I'm sorry Cockroach, you entrusted Che'er to me, but I didn't take good care of her. He blames me, it’s my fault!”
"What's wrong with Che'er?" He hurriedly looked towards the bed.
Why is Che'er so quiet?
Why is he motionless?
Shen Jiayou suddenly became nervous.
Yes, he must have fallen asleep. Che'er was not feeling well these days, so she slept longer than usual.
Shen Jiayu comforted himself in this way, but Minglan's kowtow made him more panicked.
Why is she working so hard?
Her forehead is still injured!
Shen Jiayu tried his best to sound calmer, "What's wrong with Che'er? Is her coughing worse? Or is there something else that makes her feel uncomfortable? He is asleep now. Let's talk in a lower voice, otherwise we will make a noise. Wake him up!"
Minglan's tears fell to the ground in big drops, "I'm sorry, I really didn't mean it. Che'er, he... it's all my fault!"
"Is he more seriously ill?" Shen Jiayou's voice was trembling, "I'm going to see the doctor right now!"
He was so panicked that he couldn't even help Minglan up!
Minglan suddenly held his hand tightly, "It's too late, Che'er, Che'er, he's gone!"
"Gone?" Shen Jiayou looked at Minglan blankly, "What do you mean he's gone? He was clearly lying in bed, so how could he be gone?"
He tried hard to calm down, but there were some things he couldn't do without trying hard.
"I'm not talking about Che'er, he has already..."
"Already what?"
That word is really hard to say.
"sorry!"
"Why do you keep saying sorry? I really don't understand what you mean. Minglan, please tell me what happened to Che'er?" Shen Jiayou said with a stiff expression.
Minglan closed her eyes, held her breath and said, "Che'er is dead!"
What?
How could Che'er die?
Fake, this is definitely fake!
Minglan knew that Cockroach refused to believe it.
She understands cockroach's feelings, but reality is like this. No matter how reluctant he is, he must learn to accept it!
"Che'er is really dead, I didn't lie to you!"
"Impossible, he was talking and laughing with us yesterday, how could he suddenly..."
That word is really hard to say.
Shen Jiayou wanted to go to Che'er to see if he was simply asleep, but he seemed to be frozen and couldn't bring himself to take a step.
He was scared, really scared!
What should he do if the facts are not what he hopes?
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault!"
Minglan began to apologize again, and her kowtow sounded louder than before.
"You're still hurt, don't do this again!"
Shen Jiayou suddenly felt powerless.
"I know you're blaming me. It's my fault. It's all because I didn't think much of Che'er, otherwise he wouldn't have..." Minglan stood up suddenly and threw the teacup on the table to the ground like crazy.
Seeing that she was about to stab her wrist with the cup fragments, Shen Jiayou hurriedly held her hand and said sternly: "What are you doing?"
"Let me go. I want to pay for Che'er with my life. He must be very scared alone. I want to accompany him. This way, Che'er, Che'er, won't..."
Minglan cried until she was a little out of breath.
Shen Jiayu quickly took back the fragments in her hand and scolded: "Stop saying stupid things!"
Minglan tried hard to adjust her breathing, "I'm not saying anything stupid. I'm not willing to let Che'er go alone. I want to accompany him. Chou, you, just follow my wishes!"
How could Shen Jiayou agree? Che'er is no longer here. Minglan must not have anything happen to her at this time!
He was extremely sad, but he had to force himself to calm down.
"Tell me first what's going on, Che'er, is he serious?"
"Croyuki, go see Che'er!"
"I..." Shen Jiayou lowered his head weakly.
He doesn't have the guts!
Maybe I made a mistake!
As long as he doesn't confirm it, this will always be possible!
Ming Lan dragged Jia Yu to the bedside and said dejectedly: "Look how soundly Che'er sleeps, but he will never wake up again!"
Shen Jiayou's eyes slowly turned to Che'er. He no longer had any breath of life at this moment.
"What's going on? Che'er was fine yesterday, why did he suddenly...?"
He was confused.
Minglan burst into tears. After a long time, she finally spoke, "I don't know why Che'er suddenly got a fever last night. His body was very hot. I was very scared and wanted to go to the doctor, but Che'er held me back." , he wanted me to stay with him, so I had no choice but to coax him to sleep first. I thought he would feel better after he fell asleep, but I didn’t expect that Che’er would feel even worse. I had never seen Che’er before. Che'er must be in great pain, otherwise he wouldn't keep shouting in front of me! I was afraid of delaying Che'er, so I decided to call the doctor no matter what. I should have asked the waiter in advance where there was a doctor nearby. Or I can ask him to help find the doctor, so that I can stay here and take care of Che'er! It's all my fault. It's so late. I'm afraid the doctor won't want to go out, and the waiter might not force him to go out. The doctor is here, so I can only rest assured if I call for it myself! I’m sorry, I shouldn’t think so much. If I could worry less, this might not happen!”
Minglan squatted down and held her head, her body still shaking, "I don't know where there is a medical center nearby, so I can only run around outside alone. I can't find it. I really can't find a doctor. I was very anxious, and it was very dark outside. I didn't even have time to look at the road before I tripped over something and fell to the ground hard. I was in pain, but when I thought of Che'er still waiting for me, I struggled to hurry up. Stand up, but I can't walk that fast, and it will take some time, cockroach, I'm sorry, I, I really didn't fall on purpose!"
Minglan calmed down and said, "I just wanted to find a doctor to treat Che'er, but I couldn't find it. I really couldn't find it. I'd been out for too long, and I couldn't worry about Che'er, so in the end I could only go back alone, but I went to the wrong place again. I couldn't find the way I came from. I became more and more anxious, and finally made myself fall. I'm so stupid. It's all my fault. I'm just too stupid. I'm useless, I'm useless at all, Chou, just let me die. You believed in me so much, but I let you down. I'm sorry for you, and I'm even more sorry for Che'er!"
She is really good at acting. Seeing her in such pain, how could Shen Jiayu have thought that all this was just an act?
"I don't blame you, it was an accident!"
"Blame it on me, I know it's all my fault!"
Shen Jiayu took a deep breath and tried his best to suppress the grief in his heart. "No one wants this to happen. Minglan, please stop blaming yourself!"
"No, Cockroach, I beg you, please let me accompany Che'er. He is really lonely alone!"
Shen Jiayou was exhausted, but he couldn't ignore Minglan.
"Death is terrible, and there will be people who will feel sorry for you when you die!"
"No, not anymore!"
"How could it be? Isn't there another Ninth Prince? Thinking about him, are you really willing to let yourself die like this?"
Minglan cried even harder, "The Ninth Prince will definitely not forgive me. He loves Che'er so much. He might even wish that I would die with him!"
"How could it be? The Ninth Prince is not an unreasonable person. I know you have tried your best."
It's very cold here at night. She went to the doctor in such thin clothes and suffered so many injuries. He would tell the Ninth Prince all this!
"I know the Ninth Prince, and I want to be liked by him, so I am willing to protect the people he cherishes, because only in this way will he be grateful to me and willing to look up to me. He can trust Che'er to me, but I don't Let Che'er die. Instead of letting him hate me, it's better to die now!"
She did this on purpose to show Cockroach.
Minglan was sure that cockroach would definitely explain herself in front of the Ninth Prince!
"I said death is terrible, and there will definitely be people who will be sad when you die. Even if there is no Ninth Prince, there will be other people!"
"No more, my existence itself is a mistake, no one will really care about my life or death!"
"How could it be?" Shen Jiayou handed his handkerchief to Minglan, "And I, Miss Zheng Zhen, and Che'er too. He knows everything you have done for him. Believe me, Che'er must be better than anyone else." I hope you can live well!"
Minglan suddenly coughed violently. After she recovered, she said, "We have known each other for a short time. Why are you so nice to me? I don't deserve this at all!"
"I really don't blame you. It's because I didn't make the arrangements properly. Che'er was already sick. I should have paid more attention. If I had invited the doctor over to check on Che'er before I left, he might not have had a fever. , let alone... In short, everything is my fault, so stop blaming yourself!"
"That's not the case, cockroach, please don't think like that!"
In this situation, it is very painful to continue to act as if nothing is happening.
"The hand I touched just now was really cold, and you didn't sleep all night. Minglan, you'd better go back and rest first!"
"I'm fine!"
"Go and take a rest. If something happens to you again, I will feel even more uncomfortable!"
"Do you want to be alone for a while? Okay, I'll go out first, and I'll come back later!"
The moment she closed the door, the painful expression on Minglan's face disappeared instantly.
