In the annual letter-writing session, I give out Easter egg stamps to participate in the lottery. Other authors must have done it these days.
I would like to take this opportunity to talk about my feelings of writing code for more than a year and my thoughts on the street.
To be honest, I never thought I would be able to write it until now. I have read too many online articles, and more than 1.7 million words is nothing.
Every time I watch the big guys competing for supremacy, some books become popular, or the books written by some people become more and more popular, I have the consciousness that I am a cute, new and transparent person. I am not even a passer-by. The background being described.
This is not an illusion.
I don't feel anything either.
It’s just that the subscriptions are getting less and less, and they continue to fall, and perfect attendance is no longer guaranteed.
This can inevitably be frustrating for an author.
If the writing is not good and the writing is poor, there will naturally be fewer people willing to pay for it.
So I am very grateful to every reader who can support the original version. Sometimes I write very averagely, but there are also people who stick with me, thank you.
People who have been following it also know that the author is a very Buddhist person. Even if I lose my subscription, I am still too lazy to type.
I have some perfectionist tendencies, and I don't want to write if I feel like I can't write well. I drag myself to the finish line, and then my writing turns out to be bad.
My husband and I have a seven-year itch, and I think it’s time to write a novel. Maybe it’s because I’ve been having a bad time recently and my frustration is lingering, and I can’t even put in the effort to type.
I had the thought of giving up, so I gave myself a few punches and continued typing. (cross out
I don’t know how other Genshin Impact authors wrote the plot. I haven’t read it clearly. I always feel that after reading it, I can follow the ideas and avoid plagiarism. Moreover, I am too lazy to read it for the purpose of learning.
After writing for so long, I almost know what I want to write.
First, the tenacity of mortals and the efforts of gods in disasters. For example, how people in various countries responded to the disaster five hundred years ago and how gods loved people. When I saw King Daci Tree sacrifice in the desert, combined with her efforts all along, I really wanted to cry. I will write about this plot later, but it is hard to say whether King Daci Tree will sacrifice.
The second is to describe all kinds of girls.
I prefer to write about some historical figures or original characters rather than characters in the card pool, because writing characters in the card pool will inevitably lead to the suspicion of a harem, and it is difficult to grasp the scale, but the latter is relatively simple.
Mondstadt's witch, Liyue's siren, Inazuma's monster, and Xumi's Zhenling, hey, what is Fontaine?
Meluxin?
Villette:? ?
The novel has a career line, which is one, and a love line, which is the second. But my writing is not good, and I can’t write dog food stories. It’s a trick to fill the gaps with other girls.
But in the true sense, Shen He was the only one who wrote the love story, and Sorolla and Hozaigong were the other half, because it was love that could not be obtained.
As for Lamia, it’s an ornamental fish.
According to Lilupal, she is a widow, Lao Siji, and is not suitable for pure love. Only pure love can lead to failure.
In fact, we don’t write about Lamia and Huzhai Palace, and there are very few love lines. It has something to do with my habit of putting delicious food at the end.
If I have a next novel, there is a high probability that the girl who will appear first, and the girl who doesn’t have many roles during the period, will be the main palace!
I'm sure, because I will leave the plot of killing her love rival alone for her. Writing it too early lacks foreshadowing.
Of course, it also depends on the subject matter.
Before writing a Genshin Impact fanfic, I internally submitted several times.
My first internal submission was for a pure love story, and the novel was approved, but the first chapter was not published. The review said it was because of a serious driving problem?
I:? ?
Then I had self-respect and said I would rewrite it, but I failed...
After that, I applied for other types of projects, but all failed miserably. I doubted whether I was suitable for writing novels. My requirements were not high, I just wanted to sign a contract, and it didn’t matter even if I didn’t have any recommendations.
Obviously I thought the previous one was quite interesting, so why did I fail? Being called boring was a huge blow to me.
This involves what I fear most is that I am not connected with the happiness of my readers.
Later on, I just unintentionally made a mistake, and the Genshin Impact fan I wrote blindly was fished out. At that time, I wrote Chapter 9, and I felt like giving up. I received the short version the next morning. At that moment, my mood is indescribable. .
But the experience of miserable failure makes me afraid that after I finish writing this book, will I no longer be qualified to be a little transparent?
This is the reason why I have been able to write for so long.
I used to enjoy writing novels, but now I want to be recognized, want more people to see them, and want more people to like them.
But I found that I no longer had the original enthusiasm, which was a very simple and pure happiness.
Otherwise, you can see me in my old age, which is not surprising, but now I am tired.
To this day, I am afraid that what I write is self-pleasure. I don’t know if the joy I want to express can be felt by you.
I think online articles that are only about the author’s self-pleasure are a sign of failure.
All in all, the author is very ordinary. The highlight moment was before it was put on the shelves? Then it was a complete failure.
I really envy those big guys who can still write impressive stories even if they are writing online articles. Expressing their thoughts makes me have endless aftertaste.
I feel that I have benefited from the writing of Genshin Impact, and the plot is also an existing branch line.
Despite this, I personally think that the Xumi chapter, if, hypothetically, if it is written well, it should be very exciting. It is just the beginning of the chapter, so there will be no spoilers.
In the future, I don’t want to just write about one or two of them and explore the other three or four.
The above are my true feelings, and the following are also:
I wish all book friends of different ages and identities that all their wishes will come true. I hope that your life will be better and better.
This is my wish, and I hope you can achieve it too.
