Children can't be protected, women can't be protected, and people close to them can't be protected either.
Song Heng didn't know how to comfort him, "Master Gu, everything will be fine in the future."
He sneered, "There will be no future, there will be no more."
"It doesn't seem that difficult to admit your failure."
"Now that you have fallen into the quagmire and become as humble as dust, you should not keep your noble heart."
"It's useless, it's useless, I should accept the facts."
…
Mu Ning didn't know what Gu Zhiyin was doing when he went out. He only knew that he asked Song Heng to pick him up at four in the morning.
After he came back, he seemed like a different person. He stopped working and locked himself in his bedroom all day.
Mu Ning wanted to see what he was doing, but found that as soon as he entered his bedroom, he was sleeping.
There are less and less sleeping pills in the bottle.
He was asleep almost all the time and rarely woke up. When he woke up, he would grab a few mouthfuls of food and go back to his room to sleep.
Mu Ning couldn't stand this half-dead state and confiscated his sleeping pills.
For this reason, Gu Zhiyin got angry at her.
"Bring it!"
"No!"
"What do you want!"
"Don't ever think about eating this kind of thing again!"
Gu Zhiyin was so angry that he smashed everything in the room.
So what.
Mu Ning didn't give him the medicine, and he couldn't come and grab it himself. She ran away and he couldn't catch her. She hid the medicine and he couldn't find it.
He could only lose his temper, yell, throw things, and finally sit there with a blushing face and panting.
No one paid any attention to him.
After a while, he became quiet.
He climbed into bed and lay there in dead silence.
Sleeping can relieve his pain and make him forget reality. Like addiction, it can make him indulge in this unconscious state.
But without taking medicine, he couldn't sleep at all.
Once he wakes up, he will face unbearable pain.
Both physically and mentally, he was tortured to the point of going crazy.
He couldn't hold on any longer, so he drank.
Drinking all day long.
smokes.
alcoholism……
He once had a wine cabinet full of wine, but he drank it to pieces.
One day he vomited blood after drinking, and Mu Ning couldn't bear it anymore.
"Gu Zhiyin, what do you want?"
"I want to die, will you let me?" He lay on the toilet and looked at her with red eyes.
Mu Ning clenched his fists and stood at the door, "Can you stop doing this?"
"What? Do you think I'm like a waste?"
"I'm a fucking loser!"
"Don't you like it? If you don't like it, just get out!"
Mu Ning took a glass of water and splashed it on his face, "Are you awake? If you're awake, go to sleep. If you're not, just sit here and wake up. If you want to continue drinking, I won't stop you, so just die." "
Stimulated by the cold water, he sobered up a lot and reached out to grab her calf, "You don't care about me anymore?"
Mu Ning opened his hand and said, "I'm leaving."
…
Mu Ning didn't sleep all night, so she went to Gu Zhiyin's study.
I went through all the awards and certificates he had received.
There were also books he had read and materials he had written. Mu Ning touched his handwriting and imagined how he would write with a pen.
He has always been so proud, how could he accept himself as he is now.
Since it's so painful, she should help him end it.
Mu Ning sat on the office chair where he had sat, closed his eyes and meditated for a long time, then took out his mobile phone and dialed a number.
…
Gu Zhiyin woke up and found that she was still in the toilet.
"Ning Ning?" He called several times but no one answered. However, the servant heard his call and came in to help him into the wheelchair.
"Where's Ning Ning?"
He was so hungover that he couldn't remember what happened last night.
The servant replied respectfully, "The lady has been in the room and has not come out."
Gu Zhiyin rubbed his aching head and asked, "What time is it?"
"Ten o'clock in the morning."
"It's ten o'clock and you're not up yet?"
Gu Zhiyin wanted to take a look at her room, but suddenly the servant from downstairs ran up and said, "Mr. Gu, a guest is here and they say they are looking for you."
Few people came to visit him, and it was even less likely that anyone would come to see him after the accident.
Riel was sitting on the sofa in the living room. When he saw Gu Zhiyin, he directly introduced himself to his home.
"Mr. Gu, I'm here to pick you up for treatment."
Luther's people?
Gu Zhiyin narrowed his eyes and said, "Go back and tell him that I can't agree."
"Mr. Luther said that if you refuse, we won't force you. It's just a waste of Miss Nicole's heart."
Gu Zhiyin's face suddenly stiffened.
"What did you say?"
"Mr. Gu, if you and Mr. Luther's conditions are met, as long as you are ready, I will perform surgery on you immediately."
…
Gu Zhiyin opened the door to Mu Ning's room and searched the room like crazy.
The servant stood helplessly outside the door, having already told him that Mu Ning was not in the room.
He refused to listen and insisted on touching every place.
It was as if he didn't believe that Mu Ning would leave, and how could he find her.
Finally, he accepted the fact that Mu Ning had left, took a deep breath, and took out his phone tremblingly.
After getting through Mu Ning's phone, it rang for a long time, so long that his heart almost stopped before he picked up the phone.
He spoke anxiously, "Ning Ning, where are you?"
Mu Ning's voice was a little tired, "Did someone pick you up?"
"I asked you where you are!"
Mu Ning was silent and said: "I'm at Mr. Luther's place."
Gu Zhiyin's chest froze, "When... did you touch him?"
"It's not important." Mu Ning said softly, "He told me everything about the situation. He can cure you."
Gu Zhiyin immediately shouted, "I don't need it, come back!"
"I have promised him that you should receive treatment well."
Gu Zhiyin's chest heaved with anger, and he slapped the armrest of the wheelchair hard, "Mu Ning, did I say I wanted to be cured? Why do you make decisions for me! Why do you hide it from me and make decisions on your own!"
"If it's not cured, will it stay like this for the rest of its life?"
"Whether I'm blind or paralyzed, I can't give you up to anyone else! Come back to me!"
"..."
He was breathing heavily.
"You won't come back!"
"Did you listen? I want you to come back!"
There was silence on the other end of the phone, only his roar.
"Please, can you come back? I won't be cruel to you or lose my temper with you in the future. It's my fault these days. I was wrong. Can you come back to me?"
"..."
"Don't do this to me, okay? You were fine, but you just left without saying hello. What if you leave me alone?"
He sat in a wheelchair, covering his head in pain and grabbing his hair.
He was eager to catch something, and he was anxious in his heart, but he clearly felt that something precious was being lost.
Is this what losing her feels like?
Unable to hear her voice, he was so weak that he choked, "What on earth must I do before you are willing to come back?"
"Gu Zhiyin, don't keep asking me to reply. What you should be more concerned about is your body."
Gu Zhiyin couldn't listen at all, his eyes were bloodshot and red, "Mu Ning, if you don't come back, I will die!"
"..."
"Gu Zhiyin, you are not a three-year-old child anymore. How can you say such things?"
"Calm down."
Mu Ning hung up the phone.
That day, Gu Zhiyin found the bottle of sleeping pills from Mu Ning's room.
There was only half a bottle left and he swallowed it all.
When he was discovered, he was sleeping on Mu Ning's bed, hugging her quilt and curling up into a ball.
Some people feel so insecure that they even commit suicide.
