Gu Zhiyin was startled and quickly let go, "Sorry, I hurt you."
Mu Ning opened his eyes and saw Gu Zhiyin's knowing eyes, staring at her, "What's wrong?"
Gu Zhiyin shook his head.
Mu Ning smelled the strong smell of smoke on his body, "Are you in a bad mood?"
Gu Zhiyin still shook his head.
He doesn't like to talk when he's in a bad mood.
Mu Ning touched his face gently, "If you don't want to tell me, I won't ask."
Gu Zhiyin lowered his head and rubbed the crook of her neck.
Mu Ning was tickled by him and blinked, "Since you woke me up and I can't fall asleep now, why don't we do something else?"
She pushed Gu Zhiyin down, took the initiative to roll over him, kissed his lips, bit his collarbone, and then kissed him all the way...
Reached a certain node.
Gu Zhiyin stiffened and looked at Mu Ning who was leaning down in shock.
His mind went blank for a few seconds and he wanted to pick her up, "Ning Ning, you don't have to do this..."
Mu Ning grabbed his wrist. She couldn't answer his words. She could only tell him with actions that she would continue to do this.
Gu Zhiyin raised his head and gasped, "Ning Ning..."
He remembered that as soon as he raised his upper body, he trembled with pleasure from her, and fell down on the bed so weakly that he gripped the sheets tightly, his body trembling, and he shouted at her not to let him go.
Seeing him like this, Mu Ning changed the hand that pinched his wrist to interlock with his fingers.
She raised her head and said, "I don't know why you are in a bad mood, but I want to make you happy."
Gu Zhiyin's teeth chattered, "No... don't."
He wanted to pull her up, but his hands were shaking so much that he had no strength at all.
Does he feel he is unworthy?
Mu Ning touched him comfortingly, "Uncle Gu, don't put too much psychological burden on me. I am willing to do it. Just lie down with peace of mind and enjoy everything I have done for you."
…
Gu Zhiyin was lying on the bed, looking at Mu Ning in the dark who was pleasuring him.
She didn't dare to be so bold before, she felt ashamed and didn't want to live or die.
Now she could do this gesture that was beyond her reach for him.
Gu Zhiyin raised his hands to cover his eyes.
What should he do? He felt as if he was more dependent on her and more inseparable from her.
If possible, I really want to keep her close to me.
Afterwards, Gu Zhiyin did not carry Mu Ning to the bathroom, but directly lifted the quilt to help her clean up, and then held her tightly in his arms.
He closed his eyes and said: "Ning Ning, no matter what, you are not allowed to leave me."
Mu Ning's heart tightened, "Why did you suddenly say such things again?"
He's been saying things like this lately, as if he's going to lose her.
Gu Zhiyin's tone was soft and pleading, "Promise me."
"good."
In the middle of the night, Gu Zhiyin still had a nightmare.
Mu Ning woke him up, but he seemed unresponsive and still shouted, "Ning Ning, Ning Ning..."
Mu Ning patted his back, "Yes, yes, I'm here."
It took Gu Zhiyin a long time to focus on Mu Ning's face and suddenly hugged her tightly.
"What are you dreaming about? I heard you calling my name all the time." She rarely saw Gu Zhiyin dreaming, and he always slept very lightly.
Gu Zhiyin dreamed that Mu Ning had found his biological parents, so he left him ruthlessly and left without looking back.
No matter how much he begged, she never looked back at him.
Gu Zhiyin's body was extremely tense, and he had an inexplicable hunch that this day might really come.
Thinking of this, his heart suddenly throbbed, as if he was drowning, and he hurriedly grabbed her hand.
Mu Ning noticed that he was panicked, "Uncle Gu?"
Gu Zhiyin woke up with a start. He looked at Mu Ning for a long time and blurted out, "Ning Ning, let's get married."
Mu Ning's eyes widened.
He said in a panic: "We will register when we return to the capital. I will hold a grand wedding for you. I will give you whatever you want. I..."
Mu Ning shook his head and interrupted, "No, I don't need anything."
Gu Zhiyin paused, his eyes suddenly downcast.
The next second, Mu Ning said to him seriously: "I don't need these things. If marriage can make you feel at ease, I am willing to marry you."
Gu Zhiyin's pupils trembled with fear, and the hope in his eyes burned little by little, "Really?"
"Um."
"Get the certificate when you return to the capital!"
"good."
He sat up excitedly, picked up Mu Ning and hugged her. He buried his head in her arms. After being silent for a long time, he said in a hoarse voice, "I love you, Ning Ning."
This was the first time Gu Zhiyin said he loved her personally.
Mu Ning's nose felt sour, "I love you too."
…
Early the next morning, Mu Ning received a call that Nicole had passed away!
Mu Ning and Gu Zhiyin rushed to the welfare home immediately.
"She woke up later than usual. I felt strange, so I went to call her, and found that she was asleep, completely asleep..."
The caregiver covered her face and cried. She had taken care of Nicole for so many years, and it was inevitable to be sad when someone died suddenly.
"Nicole's physical condition has been very bad in the past two years. She has no family and is alone in this world. She has long been unable to survive."
"But she has always had a knot in her heart, which has troubled her for many years and has always caused her pain. Perhaps it is because of this knot that she has managed to survive until now."
"Miss Mu, it was your appearance that opened the knot in her heart."
Mu Ning felt very sad when he heard this, "She died because of me."
"No, that's not what I meant. Don't blame yourself. I mean, I want to thank you. Death may be a relief for Nicole. She finally no longer suffered from pain, and she died peacefully."
The nurse said: "By the way, she has a diary."
The nurse took it out to her. The words in the diary were crooked and written on every page -
"Miss Yue Ning, I'm sorry!"
"I deserve death!"
"I'm going to hell!"
Like atonement, there are still tear stains on the paper!
Until the last page, except for the three words "Si Yuening", it is all in French.
"Uncle Gu."
Mu Ning gave the diary to Gu Zhiyin, "Translate it."
Gu Zhiyin looked at her, took it, glanced at the notebook, and lightly opened her lips——
"Miss Si Yuening, little Princess Nicole is still alive. It has been twenty years and I finally saw her again. Thank God that the disaster 12 years ago did not take her away. Nicole looks a lot like you. Let me I mistakenly thought you were back..."
Gu Zhiyin paused.
Mu Ning looked at him with red eyes, "Is it gone?"
Gu Zhiyin frowned.
Mu Ning looked at his expression and said, "Uncle Gu, your expression is telling me that there is more to come, but you don't want me to know."
This girl has always been so understanding of him.
Her eyes were stubborn, "I want to listen, no matter good or bad, I must listen."
Gu Zhiyin lowered his eyes and continued to read, "Miss Yue Ning, your death will not be in vain. Miss Nicole will definitely help you avenge the pain you endured... My mission is completed, it's time for me to go down and atone for my sins."
After listening to this, Mu Ning's eyes got wet unconsciously.
It turns out that Nicole is not a woman’s name, but her name.
Her biological mother is Si Yuening.
What a strange feeling.
Although Si Yuening gave birth to her, he never appeared in her life or memory. He was like a stranger to her.
But when she heard that Si Yuening had passed away, she suddenly felt heart palpitations and wanted to cry for no reason.
Mom, Yue Ning.
lemon……
Mu Ning.
No wonder her name is Mu Ning. The woman gave her this name just to let her remember her identity and whose child she is.
She looks a lot like Si Yuening, that's why she was mistaken.
This woman must have been a servant who took care of her mother.
The woman's mission is to take her out and ensure that she grows up smoothly.
And the disaster twelve years ago was the time Chen Bing assassinated her!
The woman thought she was dead, so she felt guilty all the time?
However, this woman saved her life, why did she still write in her diary that she was guilty?
What sin does she want to atone for?
"Miss Nicole will definitely help you take revenge. Your death will not be in vain..."
Mu Ning stroked the notebook and murmured, "She was telling me that my biological mother was killed by someone, and she must have been in pain before she died, right? So she wanted me to take revenge."
Gu Zhiyin frowned deeply when he heard the word "revenge".
He pursed his thin lips, said nothing, and accompanied Mu Ning to the woman's memorial service.
After coming out of the memorial service, Mu Ning felt that something was wrong with Gu Zhiyin.
"Uncle Gu, what's wrong with you? Why do you feel so uneasy all the time?"
Gu Zhiyin looked down at her, his Adam's apple rolled dryly, and after a long while, he whispered: "Ning Ning, can we stop checking?"
