"Can't you?"
She opened it and took two sips.
Song Heng looked at her and said, "Drink less."
Lu Xinting chuckled, "Why, you can't drink, are you jealous of me?"
"..."
He lowered his eyes and looked at the water vapor on the wine can, "Drink less if it's cold."
"Cold can stimulate the mind to stay awake."
"...Crooked reasoning."
Song Heng stood up, took away the unopened can of wine, and scalded it in hot water. After it was warm, he took it out to her and said, "Drink this."
Lu Xinting took it and said, "...how do you know so much? You are not even a scumbag."
"..."
Song Heng specifically checked online when Lu Xinting was on her period.
Girls should also eat less cold food and keep warm, otherwise they will still feel pain during menstruation.
She wanted to drink and he didn't stop her, but she couldn't drink ice.
Afraid of being noticed by her, he simply stopped talking and concentrated on eating.
The wind was blowing outside, and the lamp above her head was emitting a warm yellow light. Lu Xinting bit the can and watched as his cold and hard lines softened. His hair was a little longer and fell obediently on his forehead. His shoulders were broad and strong, like It can hold up the sky, and it looks very solid.
They finished the meal quietly without communicating.
Song Heng lit a cigarette and looked at the girl opposite.
She kicked off her slippers, bent her legs, and stepped on the chair with her bare feet. She put one hand under her face and lay on her knees. She shook the empty wine can with the other hand. Her eyes were slightly blurred, and she was obviously a little drunk.
"Lu Xinting."
Lu Xinting stopped shaking the wine can and looked up at him, "Huh?"
"Why did you come today?"
She was stunned for a moment, then raised her head sluggishly, "I'll drive my car away."
Song Heng held a cigarette in his hand and put it on the table, staring at her with his dark eyes, "Why are you here."
She lowered her eyes, continued to shake the wine can, and said calmly: "Come and drive."
"Just here to drive?"
She made a low "hmm" sound.
Song Heng took a puff of cigarette and looked at her silently for a moment.
Suddenly, he said in a low voice: "Stay here tonight."
Lu Xinting looked at him, her eyes were particularly charming after drinking, like moonlight reflected in a pool, making the water ripple.
She said nothing.
Song Heng was also silent, the smoke between his fingertips still burning.
It was windy outside, but it was extremely quiet inside.
Song Heng's gaze at her became more and more direct and intense.
It's like peeling off that shell and releasing the secret, unspeakable love hidden in my heart.
He flicked the ashes of his cigarette, raised his hand and took two more puffs, slowly exhaled the cigarette in his mouth, put out the cigarette butt on the table, stood up and walked towards her.
Song Heng came behind her, stood behind the chair, bent down, and hugged her.
Lu Xinting's movements were stiff.
She was sitting on the chair holding her knees. She was not thin, but the man's chest was wider, and she could fit her whole body inside.
"Brother Song." She opened her red lips.
Song Heng moved.
"Brother Song..."
When Lu Xinting called him a second time, Song Heng's big hand in front of her suddenly lifted up, grabbed her chin, turned her face towards her, and kissed her lips.
He was just testing it at first, but gradually, he kissed her harder.
Lu Xinting was kissed so hard that her mind was in a mess and her heart was beating very fast. Song Heng didn't even give her a chance to react, he picked her up and walked to the big bed.
He pressed Lu Xinting on the bed, lowered his head and continued to kiss her.
When it was almost unbearable, Song Heng lowered his waist and rubbed against her.
Lu Xinting felt a sense of pain.
Because she hadn't experienced it for so long, the sudden pain made her wake up suddenly. She realized what she was doing and shouted in panic, "No!"
When the man heard her call, he froze immediately, raised his head, his eyes were puzzled and confused, "No?"
"No." Lu Xinting quickly pushed him away.
Her hand pressed on his wound, causing him to gasp in pain.
Lu Xinting saw that his face turned pale and she didn't dare to move.
Song Heng gritted his teeth and leaned on top of her, "Why not?"
"Brother Song, what's our relationship? We shouldn't be like this."
"You say you shouldn't do it now?" He looked at each other's bodies, and they were almost completely attached.
Lu Xinting's cheeks were red, ashamed and embarrassed, she raised her hands to cover her eyes, "Get out."
He gritted his teeth and growled, "Lu Xinting!"
"If you don't want to go out, you can continue if you want, just treat it as a breakup..."
Anger surged in Song Heng's chest. He moved hard twice and couldn't continue.
This kind of inner pain for Ling Chi was even more painful than having him kneel down.
He lowered his head, his whole body was shaking, and his voice was extremely suppressed, "Why..."
"What?"
"Since you didn't want to, why did you agree to stay for dinner? Why did you accompany me to buy groceries? Why did you help me vent my anger when you saw me getting smashed? Why did you care about my injuries?"
The sense of humiliation made him red-eyed, and he asked all the questions he had been holding in his heart in one breath.
"It turns out that this is what misunderstood you. Okay, I'll answer you one by one."
She nodded and said expressionlessly.
"You want to keep me for dinner. If I don't agree, will you let me go?"
"I buy groceries with you because it's boring for me to stay at your house alone. It's better to have someone to talk to."
"Help you vent your anger? Sorry, I'm venting my anger for myself."
"And I am responsible for your injuries. Of course I care."
"Any more questions?"
After hearing this, Song Heng's face turned pale, and he could no longer hold on, so he fell on her, holding her while his voice choked with sobs.
"Why do you come today? Why do you come today... If you can't come any other day, why do you have to come today!"
"Because..." Lu Xinting bit her lips.
"Please tell me and stop lying to me."
Lu Xinting couldn't make it up anymore, so she turned away and said in a low voice, "Because today is your birthday."
Song Heng's fingers suddenly tightened, gripping the sheets tightly, and Lu Xinting clearly noticed that his whole body was stiff.
"How...how did you know?"
Lu Xinting pointed to the calendar on the bedside table, "You marked it."
She accidentally discovered that on the 29th, there was a small candle drawn next to it.
It's rare for a man to do this, which proves that he is alone on his birthday and deeply longs for someone to spend it with him.
Yes, today is his birthday, so he applied to the hospital to go home.
In the past, he spent every birthday alone.
This year is no different.
The way he spends his birthday is to stay at home and sleep.
Sleep through the whole day.
"...So, you came to celebrate my birthday?" His Adam's apple rolled and his voice was extremely hoarse.
"Yes." She looked at him calmly, "You have already guessed the answer, haven't you?"
But she didn't know he was back. She was just trying her luck. It didn't matter if he didn't come back, just let nature take its course.
He trembled, "You did this just to..."
Lu Xinting nodded, "To make you happy today."
"Then why are you drinking? You obviously have to drive home, why are you still drinking!"
Isn't it because she also wants to stay?
Seeing that she was half-drunk, he spent a cigarette time struggling repeatedly in his mind whether to keep her or let her go. He found that he could not restrain the desire to keep her at all.
"Because I'm happy..."
"Happy?"
Lu Xinting nodded, "Brother Song, not only will you be lost, but I will also be lost. When I went out to buy groceries with you and went home to cook, I admit that my heart was confused many times, and I almost thought that we It’s still the same as before.”
Like Song Heng, she had been in a trance many times and made many unconscious actions during their relationship tonight.
"But in fact, we are finished and can't go back, do you understand?"
