Lu Xinting met his persistent eyes and was silent for a while, "Yes."
Song Heng's eyes lit up for a moment, but then dimmed again. "Really, or are you lying to me again?" He couldn't believe her anymore.
Seeing him like this, Lu Xinting couldn't bear it. How could she force a cold and tough man who was always on guard to look so cautious?
Lu Xinting raised her hands to hold his face and said softly, "Really."
Song Heng held her hand and asked her hoarsely with red eyes, "Then why can't it be something else?"
"Anything else? Do you want to be my boyfriend?"
He pursed his lips and stopped talking.
He didn't dare to say "yes" for fear of being rejected ruthlessly by her, which would make him unbearable. He could hardly hold it any longer.
Lu Xinting looked directly into his eyes, "Brother Song, I haven't had a boyfriend for more than a week. Being able to have a boyfriend for a month proves that he is excellent in all aspects and has many things that attract me, but this attraction cannot last long. Once I feel bored, I will take the initiative to break up, do you want to go through this with me again?"
“We’re more than a month old!”
"I mean, from the day you go to bed."
His face suddenly turned gray, and his expression suddenly turned ferocious as he stared at the sexy and enchanting girl beneath him.
"Then let's start from yesterday and see how long I can hold on!" He took her hand away and pressed her hard on the bed while she wasn't paying attention.
"Uh! You...be gentle!"
The man wouldn't listen at all.
What he felt yesterday was love and joy, but today he only sees possession and venting.
Lu Xinting couldn't control herself and screamed. This man was even more aggressive than last night, like an angry beast.
His sweat dripped on her face, blurring her vision.
The excitement of annihilation shattered her sanity and made her whole person confused.
…
Afterwards, Song Heng sat at the end of the bed smoking.
After the release, he didn't feel very comfortable. Instead, he felt empty.
He felt like he was really fucking crazy and a bitch.
There was a sudden heaviness on his back, and the little woman rushed over and kissed his back.
"I've scratched you, please give me some medicine." She kissed and stroked the scratches on it. These were all her masterpieces.
Song Heng froze for a moment and said hoarsely: "It doesn't matter."
"Why don't you apply medicine? It looks a bit miserable. What if there are scars?"
He flicked the ashes from his cigarette, lowered his eyes and said, "Keep it, it's what you left for me anyway."
Lu Xinting paused after hearing this, hugged his strong waist, and pressed her face against his back, "Brother Song, you are really kind."
Song Heng puffed out the smoke and said in a slightly mocking tone, "What's better?"
On the plane, she deliberately touched him to the point of ejaculation, but he didn't get angry with her and let her do whatever she wanted.
It was like this many times. No matter when or where, as long as she was in the mood, she would touch him without any scruples, as if he was just a toy of hers. She just wanted to see him collapse when he couldn't help it. Seeing how uncomfortable he was holding back, he could only come to beg her in the end.
But he clearly knew her intentions, and he cooperated with her without any complaints.
Let her be satisfied, both physically and mentally, as if as long as she is happy, he will be happy.
Lu Xinting said sincerely: "Anywhere is good."
He chuckled and took a drag on his cigarette.
Lu Xinting didn't hear his voice and thought he didn't believe it.
"I'm serious. You are tolerant and tolerant to me. You know my bad virtues, but you still have to give in and compromise again and again. No one in my family is so kind to me."
Song Heng said nothing.
After a while, he said hoarsely: "If it's so good, why can't you like me?"
Lu Xinting was silent for a while.
Song Heng realized that the atmosphere was awkward, and smiled to himself, "I mean, don't give me a good person card. You are just a little girl like Miss Mu Ning. I won't let you, it will appear that I am bullying the small."
He wanted to appear more relaxed and comfortable in front of her. After all, he was a man and several years older. How could he care about her when she was such a free and easy girl.
"You just treat me like a little girl, so you let me go?"
"Um."
"That's good, but this is the first time I've met someone who treats me so well."
"It's no use, just say what you should say."
"Brother Song, I don't want to deceive you. It feels good to go to bed with you. There are many things about you that attract me. If you want to say whether I have feelings for you, of course I do, otherwise I wouldn't have been with you for so long. "
Song Heng interrupted her, "Don't comfort me, and there's no need to make such long preparations. I'm no longer an eighteen-year-old boy. If you have anything to say, just say it."
"I haven't wanted to settle down with one person yet. If we were boyfriend and girlfriend, I would feel restricted."
"Where are the restraints?"
"It's just... I don't want anyone to take care of me."
"Since when have I taken care of you?"
"You carried me from the beach to here, didn't you?"
"..."
Song Heng's face stiffened.
He knew what Lu Xinting was referring to.
She didn't want him to interfere with her. Even if he couldn't stand her wearing such revealing clothes and being stared at by a group of men, he had no right to ask her to change into more conservative clothes.
He asked solemnly: "If I am your boyfriend, I can't control you or restrain you. I don't have the right to interfere with what kind of clothes you wear or who you hang out with, right?"
"yes."
"What's the difference between that and a gun buddy?"
"I think there is a difference, but you can also think there is no difference."
Song Heng's blood ran cold all over his body. He nodded and roughly pulled her away from him.
Lu Xinting fell on the bed in pain and saw him getting up and walking to the bedside, putting the cigarette in the ashtray, then picking up his pants and putting them on.
Get dressed, then pick up the phone without saying a word and leave.
Lu Xinting shouted anxiously, "Why are you going?"
"Get a room again."
Lu Xinting was stunned. Seeing that he was about to open the door and go out, she didn't know what happened to her. Her actions were faster than her brain. She got out of bed and rushed to the door, blocking him in front of him. She pushed the half-open door back with her back. .
There was a loud "bang" sound.
Song Heng's eyelids trembled, his expression slightly cold, "What are you doing?"
"Don't you think about it?"
He sneered, "No need."
Lu Xinting leaned against the door and stood motionless.
"I think you can think about it. We can do anything between boyfriend and girlfriend, just without making promises or binding each other. If you meet someone better, you can leave at any time if you want to, but I promise to stay with you. During this time together, it’s just you.”
Song Heng was angry, "Lu Xinting, I'm not that mean, and it's not like you have to do it. I don't deserve to be violated by you here!"
"Brother Song..."
"Step aside!"
He reached out to hold the door handle and pulled the door open with force. Lu Xinting was caught off guard and stumbled forward.
He didn't look at her and left without looking back.
The door slammed shut.
Lu Xinting's back trembled. She stood there for a long time. When she saw her body, she went to the bathroom to take a shower.
She turned on the faucet, and the cold water fell on her face.
After a while, goosebumps started to form on her skin, and she realized that she had used cold water and forgot to adjust the water temperature.
Lu Xinting stood under the water, staring blankly and numbly at the fog on the glass.
This was something she had never felt before.
