Chen Shaoping knocked on Qiu Shuqin's door with a complicated mood.
He actually has a key to Qiu Shuqin's house, but he never uses it.
Qiu Shuqin was wearing a long skirt, with her hair loose and no makeup. She looked a little tired.
"how do you feel?"
Chen Shaoping tried his best to be calm and gentle, and asked with a smile.
"I don't feel anything, I just don't have any relatives here. I bought a pregnancy test and tried it!"
Qiu Shuqin replied without a smile on her face.
The two people sat calmly on the sofa and were silent.
In this room, on this sofa, Chen Shaoping and Qiu Shuqin had sex many times.
Most of the time I wear a condom, and a few times I don't... Now, I've been tricked.
Moreover, the time of recruitment is very bad, even half a month in advance is good.
"Kid, I decided to stay!"
Qiu Shuqin spoke first.
Chen Shaoping was silent. If it were before going to the Provincial Party School, Chen Shaoping would definitely be happy and excited.
But now, as soon as Qiu Shuqin opened her mouth to speak, Chen Shaoping felt as if one stone after another was being thrown into his heart, and he began to panic.
Qiu Shuqin looked at Chen Shaoping and continued: "I don't want marriage, but I want a child!"
"Would it be inappropriate for you to do this?" Chen Shaoping couldn't help but say.
"Not appropriate? Why not?" Qiu Shuqin stared at Chen Shaoping and asked.
"If you give birth to a child without getting married, how will others see you? How will they see the child?" Chen Shaoping said as calmly as possible.
Qiu Shuqin was stunned. She didn't think this would be a serious problem.
After finding out she was pregnant, Qiu Shuqin struggled a lot. What she kept thinking about was whether she wanted to have a baby or not.
She is not young and this may be her last chance to have a child.
Once she gives up this opportunity, it will be completely impossible to have a child.
She indeed refuses marriage, but she also likes children very much.
"I can find someone and fake a marriage with me, just to give my child a legal identity!"
Qiu Shuqin's tone was calm.
Chen Shaoping still shook his head: "If you want a child, then get married and give your child a complete family. If you don't get married, then..."
Chen Shaoping couldn't bear to say what he said next.
After all, it was his child, and a miscarriage killed a life!
Qiu Shuqin also fell silent...
Chen Shaoping felt extremely entangled and painful.
His beloved sister Yutong has already sent him a message: "Brother Shaoping, what are you doing? Today, the person who comes to give lectures at the party school is Qin Xiangrun, a famous professor from Jinjiang University, who is also an old acquaintance of ours!"
Chen Shaoping glanced at the phone screen and closed his eyes in pain.
Qiu Shuqin's choice of having children rather than marriage is logically in line with Chen Shaoping's wishes at this time, because he already has Li Yutong in his heart.
However, how could Chen Shaoping bear to let Qiu Shuqin take care of the child alone, while he and Li Yutong started a family...
Qiu Shuqin seemed to have seen through Chen Shaoping's mind.
"He (she) is my child. I have the ability to make him (her) grow up healthy and happy. You don't have to worry about this!"
Qiu Shuqin said.
Chen Shaoping looked at Qiu Shuqin and made a difficult decision.
"Aqin, let's get married!"
When he said these words, Chen Shaoping's heart beat violently and he almost had difficulty breathing.
Chen Shaoping made this decision, which also meant that his budding love with Yutong was coming to an end.
Qiu Shuqin looked at Chen Shaoping. After about ten seconds, she shook her head firmly.
"Marriage? I said I don't want marriage!" Qiu Shuqin said while shaking her head.
Chen Shaoping did not expect that Qiu Shuqin would still choose to refuse.
"But, we have a child! If you choose to give birth to the child, we will be responsible for the child!" Chen Shaoping looked very serious.
Qiu Shuqin remained silent.
Chen Shaoping did not continue talking. He touched the cigarette. Distraught, he wanted to smoke a cigarette.
However, as soon as his fingers touched the cigarette box, he gave up immediately. At this time, Qiu Shuqin was already pregnant.
Neither man continued to speak, they sat in silence.
"If you don't consider marriage or children, I suggest you think about it carefully!" Chen Shaoping still had things to deal with and did not stay long.
Qiu Shuqin nodded and watched Chen Shaoping leave blankly.
After Chen Shaoping left, her tears fell heavily.
Chen Shaoping confessed to her three times, including two marriage proposals.
The first two times were extremely sincere and full of love.
But only this time, Qiu Shuqin noticed a change in Chen Shaoping's eyes. It was different from the pure and hot love shown the previous two times.
Qiu Shuqin was certain that Chen Shaoping loved her deeply the first two times and truly wanted to spend the rest of his life with her.
But this time, Chen Shaoping was not like that.
He does it because of responsibility.
A man's responsibility to a woman.
A man's responsibility to his children.
But responsibility is not love.
"Bata!"
A big tear fell on the back of my hand.
Qiu Shuqin's face was full of sadness, and she took a deep breath.
"Chen Shaoping already has someone he loves!" Qiu Shuqin said in her heart.
Her tears were like floods bursting from a dam...
Qiu Shuqin's heart began to hurt, but she didn't blame Chen Shaoping.
Refusing marriage was her own choice, not Chen Shaoping's.
Chen Shaoping will fall in love with other women, and will also get married with other women.
Qiu Shuqin had already foreseen all this.
However, when all this really happened, Qiu Shuqin had already felt the heartbreaking pain.
The biggest pain of non-marriage is not loneliness, but watching the man you love fall into the arms of another woman.
Loneliness will gradually become a habit, and only cowardly people will be afraid of loneliness.
Qiu Shuqin cried for a long time, and then she stopped grieving and strengthened her determination to keep the child.
Love is pure, and this child is the crystallization of her pure love with Chen Shaoping.
She will use all her strength to protect this child's growth.
Chen Shaoping had just returned to the county government office when he received a message from Qiu Shuqin: "I thought a lot and decided to keep the child. He (she) is the crystallization of our pure love. When he (she) comes, I will We must bring him (her) to the world where you and I are!"
Chen Shaoping stared at the news for three minutes without moving.
Not wanting marriage but wanting children... Chen Shaoping doesn't quite understand Qiu Shuqin's approach, but it is his child after all, and he likes the child to come into this world more than anyone else...
"Don't worry, I believe I have the ability to give my children a bright future!"
While Chen Shaoping was still thinking, Qiu Shuqin's message came over again.
