"You should indeed be punished. This is a bit too courageous. Xiaocha's condition was so serious at that time. How dare you lead her to run away?" Song Jue was a little scared after hearing this, and reached out to poke Shen Haolin. , "You didn't think about it at the time, what should you do if Xiaocha fell ill outside? What if something happened, would you regret it?"
"If something really happened, I would definitely regret it. As for whether I had thought about it or not, if I had thought about it at the time, I wouldn't have gone out to play, right?" Shen Haolin sighed, "Actually, Cha'er In the first half year after returning home, none of us knew exactly how serious her condition was. Her parents didn't tell her, Uncle Xue and Aunt Xue didn't tell her either. Master and the others were even more silent. We didn't know anything about her condition. Don't disclose it." After he finished speaking, he raised his chin towards Xue Ruitian, "right?"
"Well, this situation does exist. No matter how we ask, we won't tell you. We are also very worried. We don't know whether my sister's illness is serious or not. We are worried all day long." Xue Ruitian also sighed and looked. Taking a look at Shen Cha who was holding a tea bowl and laughing secretly, he snorted twice and said, "Look at this little guy, he's still laughing, and he doesn't know why he's laughing!"
"It's interesting to see Brother Xiaotian think this way."
"You don't know how tangled we were at that time. When we asked the adults, they just prevaricated, saying that my sister was not in good health and needed a lot of rest and sleep. We could also go and watch, but we had to do so quietly. Don't make any noise, don't disturb my sister's rest. Logically speaking, when we go to see Xiaocha, she should be a little weak, the kind of weak one. I don't know what's going on with this little guy. Every time he chats with us Sometimes, she is in high spirits and full of energy. Sometimes, when we are tired from chatting, she is not tired at all. So, let alone us, even one person may not be able to see any problem. "
"Why is this?" Song Jue looked at Shen Cha curiously, "It shouldn't be!"
"Of course it shouldn't be. I've never said this before. Now that it's brought up, it can be said."
"What's the secret behind this?"
"Every time I see my brother or several other brothers, I am in good spirits because I slept for several days in a row and worked hard to stay energetic."
"Why do you have to cheer up? We are all relatives. We will only care about whether you are really uncomfortable, and will not think you are rude." Song Jue took a sip of tea, looked at Shen Cha, and then at Shen Hao Lin, "I didn't know there was such a thing before."
"I can guess a little bit, and I can probably understand Cha'er's thoughts."
"Actually, it was because at that time I felt a little inferior, and a little scared and worried, because I had just returned home and didn't know the people at home very well. Wouldn't you like it if you saw that my brother and Brother Xiaotian were so healthy? With me like this, would I dislike sick people?" Shen Cha leaned on Shen Haolin's shoulder, "You know, weak and sick people are very fragile, and it is easy to think about all kinds of things, and then turn to the outside world. My perception is very sensitive. However, after more contact, I realized that I was actually too petty and thought too much. Everyone in the family was very nice. No one disliked me and they all loved me. So, I thought about it for a long time and found an opportunity to sincerely apologize to everyone."
"I remember." Shen Haolin hugged the person into his arms and made her lean more comfortably. "At that time, we were quite puzzled as to why we suddenly had to apologize. After listening to it, we found out that there was a secret. "
"But this is not Xiaocha's fault."
"Xiao Jue is right. It's not Cha'er's fault. It's understandable that she would think that way given her circumstances at the time, isn't it?" Shen Haolin smiled, "Her childhood experiences have caused her to be cautious and cautious about things. It's not easy to trust people, and you always think of the worst. It's not your fault, it's their fault, it's all their fault."
"That's right, if it were me, I would probably go a little further!" Song Jue agreed, "Xiaocha, don't take it to heart, this is not your fault, this is caused by them, because of their evil deeds, That’s why you are so cautious.”
"Well, my brother told me the same thing later, so I didn't worry about it anymore. After this incident passed, they discovered that I actually slept more than I was awake."
"If you had been like this, he wouldn't have dared to be so bold and take you out to play secretly."
"You can't blame me for this, I have a share. Think about it, lying in bed almost every day is still very boring. As far as I'm concerned, I really want to go out to play and relax. . If I insist on not going out, my brother will not force me, and nothing will happen later." Shen Cha turned his head and looked at Shen Haolin, smiled, and said, "But if I don't go out, then I missed the only opportunity to go out alone, and I should regret it very much."
"Me too." Shen Haolin smiled, saw Song Jue's confused eyes, and said, "Actually, that was the only time the two of us could go out alone without anyone following us. Since then, every time we go out, There are always seven or eight people around me, overtly or covertly, and if I want to find a chance to go out alone, I will never have it again."
"Xiaojue, please don't listen to their nonsense. Why didn't you? I remember they sneaked out once, not in Jiaping Pass, but in Xijing. It was the first time Xiaocha went to Beijing." Xue Ruitian looked at her. Shen Haolin looked at Shen Cha again, "You two sneaked out to visit the night market in the middle of the night. Don't think we don't know that there are people following you!"
"I know!" Shen Haolin raised his eyebrows, "We felt it as soon as we left home, so it can't be considered as going out alone."
"I also know this feeling!" Song Jue looked like he felt the same, "Isn't it the same for me? I just slipped out of the palace and would be found soon. I couldn't play well, and I couldn't eat. I can’t eat well, and it’s no fun at all.” He looked at Shen Haolin and then at Shen Cha, “I thought you were quite free, but I didn’t expect you were the same as me. By the way, it’s not that Haolin was punished later. Three days? What happened? "
"Have you seen the big warehouse behind the Duke's Mansion?" Seeing Song Jue nodding, Xue Ruitian chuckled, "There is a Shrine of Heroes there, you know, right?"
"I know, they are the relics of all the soldiers of the Shen family who died on the battlefield. If there are no relics, there is a memorial tablet. My aunt, uncle and father told me before that my father appreciated it very much and even wrote a plaque to hang inside, right? ?”
"Yes, that's right there!" Xue Ruitian nodded, "When we were young, we were punished to kneel there without food or drink when we made mistakes. So, Haolin knelt there for three days without eating or drinking."
"What my father and mother wanted at that time was when Cha'er would wake up and when would I come out of the ancestral hall." Shen Haolin turned his head and looked at Shen Cha, "Fortunately, Cha'er woke up in three days, otherwise, I might not be able to kneel well. A little longer.”
