His Highness' face became more and more ugly. She knew that Ah Piao stopped her and didn't want her to continue thinking about it. It was all for her own good. He didn't want her to be upset and she didn't want her to continue to recall the unhappy and unhappy things in her childhood. The thing is, she got this love.
But after so many years, her escape and silence did not make her forget those things in the past. Although she had briefly sealed them, this kidnapping incident once again brought back the things she least wanted to think about. Those things and memories all flooded into her mind, causing her more pain than before.
So, she figured it out. If she could choose, she still wanted to talk about those things when she was a child. Although these scars had passed for a long time, they were not healed. It would definitely be painful to open them up. It hurts deeply, but His Highness believes that if you want to truly untie the knot in your heart and truly heal, you have to be cruel to yourself.
"I understand what you mean, but there are some things that I still want to talk about. Maybe if I tell them, I can really feel relieved." His Highness looked at A Piao and then at Hei Lu'er, "You understand me Do you mean it?"
"I understand!" Ah Piao nodded gently, "If His Highness doesn't say it, he won't be happy in his heart, right?"
"That's what happened."
“If you believe us, tell us!”
Ah Piao looked at the young highness. If the other party was willing to talk, she would be very willing to listen. After all, she also wanted to inquire about the young highness's past, so that she could tell General Shen all about it later. After all, the news that Wanyanping has died and His Highness has taken power in her stead is nothing short of shocking news to anyone. All the actions previously deployed against Wanyanping will have to be readjusted, although the scale of the adjustment is not large. Big, but the details determine the final result.
She sighed softly. Under such circumstances, what she had to collect was His Highness's experiences from childhood to adulthood, not the experiences she had before when she replaced Wan Yanping. They have to make the final plan based on what happened and the experiences that His Royal Highness had when he was a child. Only then can they truly know themselves and their enemies and be able to fight through a hundred battles.
Hei Luer glanced at Ah Piao. Although there was no special change in her expression, he could more or less guess what the other person was thinking. They were both in the same situation now, and their previous plans were all According to Wanyanping, now that Wanyanping is gone and the young highness is in charge, they have to think about what to do.
Your Highness didn't know what these two people were thinking. She was immersed in the sadness of being betrayed by her dearest person. No, it shouldn't be betrayal, it should be a calculation from beginning to end, just like A Piao had speculated before. In that way, not only herself, but also her mother and her aunt were all in her aunt's calculations. However, only her aunt knew the purpose of doing this, and no one else knew.
Thinking of this, His Highness couldn't help but sneered. He didn't expect that his aunt was so deep and scheming. She was really stupid and naive before, so why did she believe her so much!
She decided not to continue thinking about it. The more she thought about it, the bigger the fire in her heart became. It was likely that it would explode soon. She took a deep breath and managed to stabilize her emotions to ensure that she did not He would suddenly lose his composure and then slowly speak, telling these two people stories about his childhood.
"You don't know that when I was young, when I first started to remember, my only impression was that my mother was very strict, but my aunt was very kind to me and very loving."
"Why is the little madam so strict?"
"I wasn't very clear about it before." His Highness sighed softly, "When I was a child...how should I put it? The kind that my father didn't love and my mother didn't love. Of course, this is a description. Dad has always been I have never seen her, she has never appeared in my life, and my mother really neither loves nor loves me. I... was about ten months old, and I already lived alone by myself, with only a few maids around me. , these little maids and an older mother are responsible for daily food and drink. The first time I met my mother was on my first birthday. The little maid next to me later followed I said that my mother left after less than a cup of tea. She didn’t say a word to me, she just looked at me for a while, put down the gift she gave me, and left quickly.”
"First birthday?" Ah Piao frowned slightly, "Shouldn't we stay and celebrate with His Highness? Have a meal together or something? Isn't this the most basic thing?"
"Celebrate? Eat?" His Highness waved his hand, "These are all very luxurious for me. From the time I was born to the death of my mother, we never had a meal together, even when I was kidnapped and rescued when I was a child. After coming back, although her attitude has softened and she is no longer so indifferent to me, she still won't get close to me and will still keep a certain distance."
"Why?"
"When I was young, about five or six years old, I asked this question countless times, but no one could answer me. The little maids around me were hesitant to speak. They would only say, Miss, don't think too much. , how could Madam not like or love you? And the fact is, she really doesn’t like or love me. Later, I understood why she resisted me so much, not because I am not her biological child, but because I am not her biological child. ..." Seeing Ah Piao's slightly furrowed eyebrows, His Highness asked, "Did I say something wrong somewhere?"
"Your Highness, have you ever doubted that you are not the little lady's child?"
"Isn't this normal?" His Highness smiled bitterly, "Anyone who is treated like this by his mother will have such doubts, right? Especially, I have seen her look at enemies with that kind of eyes. Looking at me, that kind of resentment, that kind of hatred that wanted to tear me into pieces, I can't forget until she died, and even now. I occasionally have nightmares from my childhood, and I can also be affected by the malice revealed by these eyes. I woke up with a fright." She sighed softly, "Later, I learned from my aunt that it turned out that I was not a child worth looking forward to. My mother accidentally gave birth to her biggest enemy, and that The biggest enemy..." she sighed again, "is the bastard who killed my aunt."
"What my aunt said is true."
"The facts are correct, but what do you think she had in mind when she said such words to a three or four-year-old child?"
