January 16th, it’s now 11:57pm on the second day, remember.
Today is not much different from yesterday. I stayed up from early in the morning until five or six o'clock this morning, and then fell asleep until after one o'clock.
The only thing that was different was that it was snowing outside early this morning. At first I listened to the sound of dripping outside the window. I thought it was raining, but I didn’t want to go out to see it. Mainly because I was lazy and it was so cold. Who wants to go out when it's so warm, right?
But the more I thought about it, the more something was wrong. I was worried that there would be something in the yard that I hadn’t had time to clean up, because it was snowing in the early morning. Although I remembered that my parents should have read the weather forecast and said it would snow tonight, they still didn’t feel reassured, so I still went out, got up and put on my clothes. Sure enough, there were still some things outside that needed to be packed away. The air-dried chicken I made the day before yesterday was still hanging under the stairs. It was tied to a bamboo pole with an iron wire, and the bamboo pole was stuck at a relatively high position. Keep it up to prevent being caught by wild cats and dogs.
There is a lot of snow tonight, not the kind of thin snow, but the kind that feels very thick.
I put it away and took it to the house. I put it directly on the cutting board and then went back to the house to prepare for bed. To be honest, I couldn't fall asleep. If you said I could fall asleep, I wouldn't go out. I would go back to the house and continue playing games. Listening to music, I felt very energetic after staying up late this time. The more I played, the more energetic I became. When I stayed up until about three o'clock, my eyes and mouth really felt very dry. I finally drank some water. I didn't brush my teeth at this time. , because of laziness, the time came to around five o'clock, well, I couldn't stand it any longer. I fell asleep as soon as the phone screen was turned off, and woke up almost one o'clock. Breakfast was taken as a matter of course, but I skipped it.
When it comes to lunch, I used to be in the kitchen. Lunch would always be at around one or two o'clock, sometimes at three o'clock. The main meal time was when we were cooking for others.
Now I write my diary every other day, which is a bit unaccustomed to me. I am afraid that I will forget it one day. But if it does not end today, is the diary still considered complete? All in all, I’m quite confused. I’ve chosen this method now. It was actually not bad to write like that in the past. When I first started writing my diary, I chose to write it by hand. I would write this diary every night or the next morning. Generally, Said it would take about thirty minutes.
What day is it now? I have been posting my diary here for almost five days. I used to write it in memos, but now there are things I haven’t written down in my memos for several days, and they are mainly posted online.
One of the biggest lessons I learned from writing a diary is that I never learn from it. No matter how much I write in the diary to encourage myself, I am still so lazy. Instead, this diary became something like a confession for me. I feel much better.
It seems like this person, like me, can only change through some major changes.
So what's for lunch? I kind of forgot. I just remember that I ate all the remaining ingredients for the cold pig ears. There were only some shredded green onions and garlic sprouts left on the plate. I just had the lettuce and poured some chili sauce. I eat chili these days. I ate a bit too much and my stomach couldn’t handle it, so I had to eat less and eat more light food. Well, what did I eat at night? I also forgot everything, but one thing is that at noon, my dad asked me to pick up the express delivery. Yesterday, I said that the gloves had arrived, and they were plastic gloves, but my dad did not pick them up. He said that he was busy today, so he asked me to pick them up. , I said yes, the snow had almost melted in the afternoon, and there was still some residual snow on the paths behind our village, with many footprints and wheel marks on them.
Every day when I'm not working is very empty. Well, I haven't done any exercise in the past few days. I just lie down in the room and play games. When I'm tired, I sleep. When I'm thirsty, I drink water. When I'm hungry, I eat. Must be like a pig.
I have really changed a lot in the past few years. I used to be able to keep my promise, saying that I would climb mountains tomorrow, and I would actually climb mountains, and I would actually run if I said I would run tomorrow, but now I am increasingly inconsistent with my promises. .
If you say you will climb a mountain tomorrow, I may not be able to climb a mountain. If you say you will run tomorrow, I may not run at all.
I thought about when I used to work, I would do whatever my boss asked me to do instead. I would become very lazy when doing things for myself, just because the boss gave me a salary?
I think doing things for yourself is more complicated. Fundamentally speaking, doing things for yourself is a matter of course, but it can also be omitted. Many things can be omitted, such as exercise and travel. You can omit them. See It doesn't seem to be a very important thing. Probably this kind of dedication is relatively long-term, in order to have a better body and live a healthier life in the future, but it requires persistence every day and it is difficult to indulge in it.
On the other hand, on the virtual network, the novels are good to read, the games are fun, and the music is good, and it is easy to get addicted.
No wonder the old saying goes, it is easy to go from frugality to luxury, but it is difficult to go from luxury to frugality.
If I had never been exposed to the Internet, I think I must be a very hard-working person, but also a relatively ignorant person.
It feels like everything is changing slowly, and sometimes a major turning point may suddenly occur, but in fact this turning point has been laid a long time ago.
When the time comes in the evening, the live broadcast will be as usual, live broadcast at 8:30. Today, I originally wanted to place a list from a previous account owner. At that time, it was too difficult to play the classic national server of Clash Royale. I never got up, so I discussed with him. , I said wait for two days. It happened that yesterday he said he was free tomorrow, I said OK, but after the live broadcast today, he asked how to register. I asked what the login was last time, and he said it seemed to be open. He used his mobile phone to scan the QR code because he couldn't scan it directly, so this time he didn't have a computer, so he had to give up and say let's do it another day. I said okay, so I played a few more rounds of the ultimate challenge in the international server. Usually, I use the deck I am good at at the beginning, and then I play with the decks that the audience points to. After two or three games, I just sent it. The first time I won six games, and the second time I used it. Unicorn Ball is also an old viewer. He loves watching this deck because it was created by him.
I used his self-created deck to win seven games, and I met a relatively powerful opponent at the beginning. Since I don’t usually play this deck, I lost to him.
I think practice makes perfect in many things. Perseverance will always yield rewards. But if you don’t persist, there will definitely be no gains. Persistence is the key to everything. So I have nothing to say today. I can no longer go to bed early and get up early. I attribute my laziness to staying up late every day. Staying up until five or six o'clock in the morning before going to bed every day will lead to a very low energy level the next day. Poor, I don’t want to do anything, so I have to go to bed early and get up early. It’s best to go to bed before ten o’clock every night. I persisted for a while, that is, last summer, during those two months, I went to bed at ten o’clock every night. I went to bed half a month ago, and my overall mental state was indeed very good, and I even felt a little too energetic.
Speaking of which, I haven't slept at night for a long time. I go to bed before ten o'clock, go to bed early and get up early, and keep exercising. These things do not take long and are good for the body. Being addicted to games and staying up late hurts the body. These are bad for the body. Yes, I should develop good habits and abandon bad habits.
Everything you do has a price, but what if you can't do it? Are you going to give yourself a punishment? For example, for example?
In ancient times, there were still conical cantilever beams that were bone-piercing. Can I do it myself?
Well, there’s not much to say today. Oh, yes, I was still chatting in a QQ group and a book club in the Mengzi Building at night. I made a voice call for a while, and in the middle of it, a group friend asked how to develop a good voice. , and also added me as a friend, and I sent him some tutorials that I used before. I think the main thing is to practice three basic Mandarin, starting with tongue twisters, and insisting on reading tongue twisters every day.
On the premise that the pronunciation must be accurate, the speed must also be gradually increased.
That's what I did at that time. I shared my experience with him, and he was indeed practicing with results. I don't know how.
Good night
