"Actually, it's nothing, as you all know. I went to the art troupe and was successfully admitted because I could play the piano. Then every day I just went to work, got off work and lost weight."
Ye Ning said easily. Now that he thinks back on all the hard work in the past, it has become a beautiful memory.
"What about before?"
Gu Feng's question made Ye Ning stunned for a moment.
"You said before joining the art troupe?"
Wasn't that when she first became "Yen Ning".
"Haha. Did you do it on purpose?"
At that time, she was just counting on Gu Feng to live her life.
If Gu Feng didn't come home, she wouldn't even be able to eat.
Then she went to the army to make trouble. Gu Feng was afraid of her. If she didn't come back, he would ask others to bring food back from the army.
It is probably unique in the entire military region to send meals home to my wife from the army.
"I want to know how you made up your mind to change?" Gu Feng asked seriously.
Ye Ning looked at him blankly, "You really want to know?"
"Um."
Naturally, the truth cannot be told, otherwise she will be regarded as a monster in the next second and taken away for research.
But she didn't really want to lie to Gu Feng.
"The me before was very excessive, and I did many even more extreme things. There was only one thing in my world, and that was you. I wanted to be favored by you, and I wanted to be able to do whatever I wanted because of your identity, and then I also got I will get the retribution I deserve." Ye Ning still feels so embarrassed when she thinks of those ridiculous things in her memory.
"Then suddenly one day I was alone in an empty room, surrounded by messy garbage. No one wanted to say a word to me. I was like a rat crossing the street and everyone was afraid to avoid it. That It was then that I realized that if I continued like this, the rest of my life would be completely ruined.”
Ye Ning's expression became much more serious at the end.
At that time, her situation was really embarrassing. She even sold her hair in order to make ends meet.
If she didn't want to rely on others to live her life, she wouldn't have gone to the Red Sea.
But even the toughest days have come to an end.
"I'm sorry." Gu Feng's voice was deep, and some mixed emotions floated under his lowered eyes.
Ye Ning shrugged indifferently, "It's not your fault what happened back then."
He just reacted as any normal person would.
"You must have suffered a lot to lose weight, right?"
Gu Feng suppressed the regret and pity in his heart, and admired her perseverance in persisting in the end.
When it came to losing weight, Ye Ning opened up the conversation, "Every morning, I have to go out for a run. Whenever I have some free time, I have to exercise. If I can stand, I must not sit. The sweat I shed is more than the water in the bath." . And the most difficult thing is to keep your mouth shut. In fact, I am still a person who likes to eat. I didn’t even touch meat or fish in the year after I decided to lose weight.”
Beauty comes at a price, and it's the same for everyone.
Gu Feng looked at her relaxed look and clenched his hands into fists.
In that case, she could obviously resent his indifference and ruthlessness, but she didn't do that. When her father was seriously ill and needed money to save his life, she sent the money back without hesitation.
She should have been singing in the Red Sea by that time, otherwise how could she have come up with such a large sum of money all at once.
Perhaps it was because of this that she chose to go to the Red Sea.
If he had cared more about her and insisted on asking about the origin of the money, she might have told him the truth, and she would not be threatened by Mu Wenhao now.
Thinking of this, Gu Feng really wanted to slap himself.
"Thanks."
In the end, he owed her everything in their marriage.
His apology just now surprised Ye Ning, and now his "thank you" made Ye Ning even more confused.
"Thank you for what?"
Aren't they talking about her weight loss?
Gu Feng showed a bitter smile and said, "Thank you for everything."
Ye Ning raised an eyebrow, but still didn't quite understand.
However, she noticed that something seemed not right about Gu Feng's mood.
"What’s wrong with you?"
"I'm fine. Xiao Ning, I finally understand why you rejected me."
Gu Feng didn't really feel relieved until this moment. He really didn't deserve her love.
In this marriage, he did not do what a husband should do at all.
And in the relationship he wanted, he was not the one who really gave it.
He understood it all now, but it seemed it was too late.
Ye Ning's breath was stagnant. Although she didn't know what he understood, it was definitely not what she was thinking.
"Gu Feng, you are also very good."
However, she is a coward and is not mentally prepared to become a real military wife.
She is selfish and only wants this now.
If you have a stable marriage, you can help each other, but you won't lose yourself because of one man.
Gu Feng didn't know how to describe his mood at this moment, so he reached out and touched Ye Ning's head.
"What a silly girl."
The really good person is her.
Ye Ning did not resist Gu Feng's proactive contact, and she didn't know if it was her imagination, but she always felt that Gu Feng looked a little...sad?
sad?
How could a man like Gu Feng have such emotions.
She must have made a mistake.
"Brother, can you buy a flower for your beautiful sister?"
The little girl carrying a flower basket came to the two of them and looked at Gu Feng expectantly with careful eyes.
The flowers in the flower basket are colorful and various, obviously picked by the girl herself from the ground.
Ye Ning looked at the girl's patched clothes and her dirty and uneasy little face. Even if Gu Feng didn't plan to buy it, she still wanted to buy it.
But the next second, Gu Feng carefully selected from the flower basket.
Ye Ning originally thought that Gu Feng would either only pick one flower or buy the entire basket. But what she didn't expect was that Gu Feng was actually in the mood to put the selected flowers into a small bouquet.
Ye Ning looked at the beautiful bouquet composed of various wild flowers, and couldn't help but sigh that a tough guy like Gu Feng could have such a good appreciation of flowers.
The girl's flower basket was mostly empty at once, and she smiled and rolled her eyes as she took the money from Gu Feng.
After the girl left, Gu Feng handed the arranged bouquet to Ye Ning.
"For you."
Ye Ning was obviously stunned.
Although she knew that Gu Feng bought these flowers to help the little girl, but now that he was giving them so seriously, she felt that he wanted to buy them just to give them to her.
"Thanks."
After regaining consciousness, I took the bouquet and even thought about putting the first bouquet of spring flowers in a vase and placing it somewhere at home.
"It's funny to say that this is the first time you have given me something since we got married."
Ye Ning played with the bouquet fondly and teased her casually.
Now they are becoming more and more like a couple.
