The voice was very soft, and Han Youzhen looked at Li Enzhu who had his back turned to her, her expression stagnant.
She didn't expect the other party to speak so straightforwardly.
After hesitating for a moment, she took a deep breath and looked seriously:
"We should be on our own."
"You can't rely on others."
"Do you know him?"
"do you know who he is?"
"Have you forgotten what happened to those girls in school?"
Clenching her fists, she looked at her companions walking along the way. She really didn't want them to make the wrong decision.
"Believe me."
"We can survive on our own, and I will protect everyone!"
"Just like we always have, we'll survive!"
In silence.
The girl on the side moved a few steps cautiously, and couldn't help but want to follow Han Youzhen and persuade her companions.
"Eunzhu, there is nothing wrong with what Youzhen said..."
"Maybe we should rely on ourselves..."
"enough!!"
Li Enzhu suddenly turned around, staring directly at Han Youzhen, trembling all over.
She held her head high and her eyes were a little red.
"On their own!?"
"How can we rely on ourselves?!"
"Like the day before yesterday?"
"In order to bring back a piece of bread, a companion died!?"
"Or almost died for a bottle of water!?"
"Who is irrational? Who is irrational!?"
"Han Youzhen, do you really think you can protect everyone?!"
"Twenty people escaped from the academy, how many more are there now! Tell me!!"
As she spoke, she wiped away the tears of excitement in her eyes with the back of her trembling hand, and her voice had a hint of crying.
Among the dead companions was her best friend.
Ignoring the stunned Han Youzhen, she still raised her head and looked straight at him:
"Own?"
"Where can I find myself?"
"You think I didn't think about what would happen?"
"No, I think clearly!"
"In addition to preaching from a high position and as if pity, what else will you do?"
"Have you ever thought about it? If you can say it with great dignity, it's because you are an awakened person!"
"And me?"
"I'm just an ordinary person! I don't want to be eaten by zombies! I've had enough of being afraid every day!"
The smile was miserable.
After Li Enzhu paused for a moment, his slightly trembling fingers pushed aside the tips of his hair that were scattered due to excitement.
She didn't hide the resentment in her eyes.
"Han Youzhen, let me tell you."
"I've actually always hated you."
"Of course, you can also think that I am jealous of you."
"You are good-looking, your family is better off than mine, and your studies are better."
"How perfect, everyone likes you."
"Before the end, your life will be smooth sailing, and there will always be someone to protect you from the wind and rain."
"Even after the end of the world, you have become an awakened person and are stronger than many boys."
"But."
"And me?!"
As if to vent his emotions, Li Enzhu sneered.
The voice seemed to be squeezed out of the throat, and every word was filled with unwillingness.
"I."
"In order to raise the tuition for Pusan National University, before the end, I worked three jobs a day and hung out with those old men."
"I go to school and study during the day, work part-time at night, and take care of my mother when I get home."
"While working."
"I not only want to make money from those old men's pockets, but I also want to protect myself."
"Otherwise, if I get dirty, it won't be worth anything."
"I want to sell, and I want to sell myself at a good price!"
"You are the daughter of a rich family, of course you think this is shameful."
"Because you haven't experienced this at all!!"
"I need money! I live in Gamcheon, the poorest district in Busan! My mother raised me alone, and my father is an alcoholic! I want to get out of that damn environment, I want to get out of there!"
Chest heaving, Li Enzhu gasped emotionally.
A flash of darkness flashed in her eyes, and she continued talking to herself.
"I'm scared every day after the apocalypse."
"What if I'm afraid you'll die?"
"I'm afraid of waking up every day and seeing ugly zombies eating away at my body."
"You said you had to rely on yourself."
"But aren't we relying on you?"
"Can you be relied on?"
"If you're not lucky in many cases, wouldn't it be difficult for you to protect yourself?"
There was a mocking look on his lips.
Li Enzhu ignored the captain's stunned look and turned around, trying to rearrange his appearance.
"He's strong, really strong."
"I've thought about it for a long time. I also have dignity."
"Do you think I won't feel uncomfortable after I put it on you shamelessly?"
"No, that's all I can do."
"What's face? What's dignity? Will it keep me alive?"
Looking at herself in the mirror, Li Enzhu murmured to herself.
"My body is my only capital..."
After rearranging her messy hair, Li Enzhu reapplied her makeup in a daze to cover up the tears in the corners of her eyes.
Force yourself to smile.
She didn't want Lin An to notice anything when she saw him later.
After bending down to put on the exquisite high-heeled shoes, Li Eun-joo carefully sprayed some perfume on her body.
Her curves are perfect and her well-matched clothes show off the advantages of her figure to the fullest.
Looking back, Han Youzhen was at a loss and froze on the spot.
At this time, Li Enzhu seemed to have regained his composure.
She looked at the crystal chandelier above her head obsessively, and her fingertips touched the water-stained dressing table.
"see it..."
"Han Youzhen."
"Look where we are, look around you."
"this..."
"That's the life I want."
"As long as he shows a little, a little bit of mercy in his hands for me."
"I still have hope..."
After that, she turned and left the room.
Before leaving, Li Enzhu gave her one last look with a complicated expression and said something silently.
"Click"
Doors open and close.
The sound of crisp footsteps echoed and gradually disappeared in the long corridor.
....
In the room, Han Youzhen raised her head in despair, a flash of confusion in her eyes.
She subconsciously looked back at the psychic equipment on the table.
White equipment, psychic submachine gun.
She originally planned to go find Lin An later and return the weapon to him.
Although, the other party has no intention of taking it back.
Although at that moment, she hesitated.
The other party didn't care about it, it was like junk equipment.
For her, it is precious equipment that is hard to obtain even if she works hard.
That's a little bit...
Mercy?
He smiled bitterly in his heart.
Li Enzhu's silent words before leaving echoed in her mind like a swinging bell.
"I already..."
"There's nothing to lose..."
