It shouldn't be that the heart is as still as water.
It's about having a lot of heart and a lack of energy.
I thought, but I don’t have the ability anymore.
"Mo Xiaobei, what's wrong with you today? You look so weird!" Sister Jiujiu saw something was wrong with me and snorted at me.
"fine!"
I didn't have the nerve to say that I couldn't do it anymore, and I was even more afraid that she would notice something, so I hurriedly changed the subject and asked: "Sister Jiujiu, why are you so anxious to find me back?"
"Nothing! Zheng Yi wants to ask you out. You can come with me to my house later!" Sister Jiujiu said as if nothing had happened.
But my heart tightened.
Zheng Yi wants to date me?
If you ask me out at this time, isn't it just Chi Guoguo slapping me in the face?
Excite me?
Plus he suddenly asked me out, what was his purpose?
When Sister Jiujiu saw me looking at her, she walked out of the bar and pouted: "Why are you looking at me? I'm not asking you, I'm just sending you a message. If you don't want to go, don't go."
"Then I won't go." I refused directly.
"Yeah!" Sister Jiujiu nodded: "If you don't go, I will have to suffer by myself. Anyway, I am just one of your employees, so it doesn't matter."
Listening to her poignant words, I knew she wanted me to go.
Women are weird sometimes.
Obviously want to...
Can't you just say that?
In the midst of passion, when you feel so comfortable, even though you think so, you always like to shout, no...no...no...
Sister Jiujiu must be like this too.
Watch her go into the changing room to change clothes.
I glanced upstairs and wanted to go up to find the master.
As soon as I looked up, I saw the master coming down from a box. She had just finished massaging a customer, and she was so tired that she was covered in sweat. It made me feel distressed.
"Master!"
I called out and faced her.
The master looked around and immediately glared at me resentfully: "You brat, if you're willing to come here, look at me."
I smiled ashamedly.
Master saw that there was no one in the hall, opened his hand and rushed towards me.
Stand on top and hug me.
The full body pressed against me.
I hurriedly held on to the handrail of the stairs to stabilize myself so I didn't fall.
"Xiao Bei, Master misses you so much!" She kissed me shyly.
I smiled awkwardly: "Master, I think so too, but..."
"But what?" Master looked at me with wide eyes.
I don't know how to explain this, and I don't know how to tell her about her feelings for Master. Apart from the relationship between master and disciple, she can be so gentle, lively and without any pretensions to me.
Being able to be like a little girl and act coquettishly towards me and say she misses me is entirely due to my pride as a man.
Not anymore.
Lost my pride.
I'm afraid that Master will become the same cruel and indifferent person to me again.
The gentler she is, the more scared I am.
However, sex is the foundation of human beings.
I can.
You can ask them not to cheat or be with other men.
No more.
There is really no reason to restrict people from pursuing their own happiness.
"Master, I can't do it anymore."
When I saw that there was no one around, I simply confessed to the master.
"What?"
Master was stunned and looked at me with blinking eyes.
I lowered my head and said, "Master, I have become a eunuch, not a man anymore."
"ah…"
Master was startled, took a step back, and looked at me with big frightened eyes.
Seeing her expression, I turned around and walked down the stairs in despair.
When Master saw my lonely look, he came to his senses. Knowing that her exaggerated expression hurt my heart, he hurriedly caught up with me and hugged me from behind: "Xiaobei, what are you doing?"
"Master, I can no longer give you happiness. You can find whoever you want in the future!" I said with a sad face.
"fool!"
Master snorted, let go of me, turned me around, and asked me to look at her: "Xiao Bei, you are my disciple, no matter what kind of person you become, you are still my disciple. If it doesn't work anymore, isn't it the same? ?”
I stared at her in shock and said nothing.
"What's wrong? In your eyes, has Master turned into that kind of wanton woman? Is she the kind of woman who can only do things but can't love?" Master snorted angrily and beat me on the chest. For a moment.
I was stunned and asked in surprise: "Isn't it?"
Master immediately rolled his eyes at me: "Fool, I am willing to be with you. Do you really think I am just coveting the happiness in bed? I love you."
One look at Master's blushing face.
My heart instantly became more desperate.
They love me.
I want them to stay alone in an empty house and live as widows. Isn't this too selfish?
"Xiao Bei, I know you misunderstood Master and thought I was that kind of woman. I was cruel to you before because I wanted to teach you and establish your dignity. From the first time you dared to do anything to me."
"At that moment I actually opened my heart to you."
"It's just that I couldn't get over the hurdle in my heart. The first time I had sex with you, I was scared and annoyed. But you opened my heart and allowed Master to gain the happiness of being a woman."
"I love you, Xiaobei!"
"Master!" I looked at Master with emotion.
The master muttered: "Don't call me master."
"Xiao'e." I shouted softly.
"Oh, you're so embarrassed, are you still Xiao'e?" While the two of us were chatting with each other, Sister Jiujiu came out after changing clothes at some point, and started ridiculing Master.
Master stopped blushing and looked back at Sister Jiujiu and said sarcastically: "Why am I ashamed? Yang Guo can still be with Xiao Longnu. Since ancient times, there have been many good stories about the love between master and disciple. It's not like someone who dares to love but doesn't dare." Word."
"I also have to go back and be tortured every night. Typically, I can't eat the grapes, and they say the grapes are sour."
Obviously, this period of time together.
Still can't change the feelings between Master and Sister Jiujiu.
Master's words have always been harsh.
Sister Jiujiu is no match.
Seeing Sister Jiujiu's furious look, I was really afraid that she would say that she could eat the grapes, and then come up and hug me directly.
If that's the case.
I must have been excited before, but now that I can't, it's turned into fear.
Obviously I was overthinking it.
Sister Jiujiu was not so casual. She just snorted at the master, shook her head and walked out the door.
He didn't even pay attention to the master.
Didn't look at me either.
I looked at her back, feeling inexplicably sour in my heart.
Master saw my expression, grabbed my hand and said, "Why are you standing there in a daze? Chase me!"
"Chase?"
I was stunned.
The master pursed his lips and smiled softly and said: "Xiao Bei, although she and I don't want to deal with each other, I understand your feelings for her, so hurry up and pursue her."
"Master, I..." When I think about things that I can't do, I don't have the courage.
"It's okay, Xiaobei, women are not as complicated as you think. I can see that Xiujiujiu has feelings for you. Only if you chase her can you have hope. Besides, you may get better one day?"
Master smiled sweetly at me.
I looked at her but felt uncomfortable in my heart, and asked: "Master, do you really not mind that I can't do it?"
"Hurry up!" Master glared at me and pushed me out of the door.
I saw that she really didn't care, thinking that Sister Jiujiu wanted me to go, so I took a deep breath, waved to Master, and caught up with Sister Jiujiu.
As soon as I leave.
The master walked to the sofa in the hall and sat down weakly.
No more.
Why is everything so good?
