"But...but I..."
The more Lin Jinzhu said this, the more guilty I felt. Looking at her, my tears fell down again.
My understanding of love has always been that love is made with things.
If we can't do it now, will there still be love?
Lin Jinzhu understood what I meant, and immediately put a finger on my lips and hissed: "Xiao Bei, sometimes love doesn't come from somewhere, it comes from the heart."
I grabbed her little hand, took it away and looked at her and said, "But Sister Moli, from now on..."
"It's fine."
Lin Jinzhu shook his head: "Xiao Bei, as long as I can be with you, I can quit."
"Can I quit?"
I looked confused.
It’s not that I can’t do it now, I feel like I’m so depressed that I haven’t had a woman or had sex for a day. After all, it feels so good.
In memory.
My impression of Lin Jinzhu is that she is also a woman with strong desires.
Can I quit?
Seeing me like this, Lin Jinzhu glanced at me shyly: "Xiao Bei, just...even if you can't quit, you...don't you still have hands and a mouth?"
I was stunned!
"Xiao Bei, I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask like this." Lin Jinzhu saw that I was stunned, and was afraid of irritating me, so she hurriedly comforted: "I just thought that I couldn't bear the pain anymore, you can help me, of course you can If you don’t want to, I won’t force it.”
"Sister, I am willing..."
Hearing Lin Jinzhu's words, I was greatly moved.
Lose all pride.
At that moment, not for my parents, I really had no motivation to live.
With Lin Jinzhu's confession to me.
It also gave me some motivation again.
In a state of not doing anything.
On the contrary, it made Lin Jinzhu and I feel closer to each other.
Lin Jinzhu said a lot of things that I had never heard before. For example, when she first met me, she was attracted to me.
Just fell in love with me.
The reason why she used harsh methods to deal with Fatty was to attract my attention.
When I heard what she said, I stared, scratched my hair and said, "Sister Moli, so my brother Fatty was injured because of me."
"Otherwise?" Lin Jinzhu gave me a charming look.
I really didn’t expect Fatty to be hurt because of me, and I felt so upset. Fortunately, it lasted long enough. I saw Lin Jinzhu lying in my arms. I hugged her tenderly and said, "Sister Moli, we didn’t seem to be so good in the past." We talked about it.”
"How could we talk before? If we hold each other, we just keep doing it. We keep doing it." Lin Jinzhu glanced at me shyly.
Indeed, I saw them doing it before.
Keep doing it.
They are all panting from exhaustion, their bodies are limp, they are floating in the sky, where can they talk about these things.
Not anymore.
Instead, it allowed me and Lin Jinzhu to have a good chat.
Lin Jinzhu also told me the truth. She did have a strong desire, but it was much better than mine. Only after not having sex for a long time would she be unable to bear it.
She gave an approximate time, once a month would be enough.
Of course, if you have more, you will be more happy.
I just don’t usually think about it that way.
"Sister, I'm sorry!" I apologized to her again.
Lin Jinzhu touched my head affectionately: "Fool, haven't we already made it clear? I love you and I can endure it for you."
"Um!"
Having said this, I stopped being pretentious and said to her frankly: "Sister, if you really can't hold it in anymore, or if you think about it, just tell me and I will help with my hands and mouth. you."
"Yeah!" Lin Jinzhu blushed and nodded.
Seeing that she didn't blame me at all, I was so moved that I hugged her tightly.
Hug each other.
Let me experience love beyond sex.
This love is very similar to the love I have for Mo Xiaonan.
I love her.
Every time I see her, I can react, but I am reluctant to touch her. It is the kind of love that surges from the bottom of my heart.
In an instant.
I seem to understand the meaning of love more deeply.
Love is not just something you make.
It is possible to sacrifice for the other party.
Obviously, this is the kind of love my cousin-in-law has for me.
But she didn't tell me clearly.
It was midnight.
Lin Jinzhu and I were hiding under the covers, talking about love, while we were having sex with each other.
boom…
The cousin's sister reached out and pushed open the door roughly.
Lin Jinzhu and I were both shocked when we hid under the quilt.
I was still there, tenderly pressed against Lin Jinzhu’s chest, eating...
ah…
Lin Jinzhu was so frightened that she screamed, stood up and hurriedly arranged her clothes, and glared at her cousin-in-law complainingly: "Xiaoqing, what are you doing!"
"Jinzhu, Xiaobei can't do it, why are you hiding under the quilt?" My cousin said, and she looked at me with gloating.
It was in sharp contrast to Lin Jinzhu's attitude towards me.
Seeing her attitude, I couldn't help but snorted angrily: "Yes, I can't do it anymore, can't I talk back? Don't you also know how powerful my mouth is."
Just listen to my words.
My cousin's sister-in-law immediately blushed as she thought of the last time I helped her.
A charming look.
Seeing this made my heart skip a beat.
Then there was another inexplicable feeling of distress.
Not working anymore?
She will be lost forever.
Cousin-in-law.
I love her.
But in her memory, her needs were stronger than Lin Jinzhu's.
we can even say.
In my impression, she is sexy...
A very coquettish woman.
This also led to the fact that every time I saw her, apart from the fact that she was sexy and beautiful, and because I couldn’t get her, I thought she was sexy and wanted to conquer her.
When he sees her with other men, he becomes inexplicably jealous and worried.
It won’t work now, and I’m even more afraid.
There was also a deep helplessness, looking at her charming body and beautiful red lips, thinking about what kind of man would kiss her red lips and get her body in the future?
Pictures of her being humiliated by Xu Yunchuan when Xu Yunchuan was alive appeared in her mind day and night.
My heart hurts like a knife.
"What are you looking at?" When my cousin saw me staring at her, she pursed her lips and said arrogantly: "Is it useful to look at it? Can you still eat me now?"
Listen to her excitement.
I couldn't bear it, I really wanted to rush up and strip her naked and let her taste my tenderness.
As soon as he stood up.
Thinking that I am dying, I feel weak again.
"Giggle...giggle..." My cousin-in-law smiled heartily, and then shouted to Lin Jinzhu: "Jinzhu, come out for a midnight snack!"
She turned around and gave me a provocative look.
Twisting her delicate body, swaying and swaying, her whole body exuded a seductive aura, but she couldn't do it.
I clenched my fists in anger.
"Xiao Bei, don't be angry. Didn't I just say that it might be fine?" Lin Jinzhu hurriedly comforted me.
"Yeah!" I nodded and said to her: "Sister Moli, just go out for a late-night snack first. Don't worry about me. I'll just calm down."
Lin Jinzhu glanced at me worriedly.
I said everything I knew I needed to say.
There are some things that I still need to calm down slowly.
After she went out, she complained to her cousin: "Xiaoqing, why are you irritating Xiaobei! He is so sad."
"Deserve it!"
The cousin-in-law cursed, and then shouted loudly: "What's wrong? I can't do it anymore. I don't even want to eat? I still don't have the courage to come out and eat."