If it were in front of others, I could still tolerate it and pretend.
Facing my cousin-in-law.
When I thought about it, I completely collapsed.
"Cousin!"
I shouted, hugged her, lay on her shoulder and cried loudly: "Cousin, am I not good enough?"
"To make you intemperate."
My cousin-in-law snorted and didn't sympathize with me at all. Instead, she pushed me away and sighed helplessly: "Alas! Xiaobei, actually I was still thinking about giving it to you tonight, but it's a pity that you can't survive and can't be a man." ”
"Then I can only be sorry, I can't be with you in the future."
When I heard her words, I cried even harder.
There was an unprecedented sense of despair in my heart.
What does it mean to be a man!
Vigorous and high-spirited.
Carrying a gun and roaming the battlefield is a real man.
No more.
Still a man?
That's the father-in-law, the eunuch...
I saw my cousin-in-law muttering and staring at me with a look of disgust on her face. She smiled sadly and said, "Cousin-in-law, I'm sorry, I'm incompetent. It's my fault. I will leave. I won't stay here to be an eyesore."
"Xiao Bei, you're not thinking of committing suicide, are you?" My cousin looked at me in horror.
"suicide?"
I was startled and shook my head: "No, my parents are still alive."
suicide!
I did think about it for a moment, but I haven't repaid my parents for their upbringing.
Even if he is not a man anymore.
Still can't commit suicide.
If you want to die, at least you have to wait until your parents have passed away.
I returned to my house dejected.
It has always been my pride to be able to bring unprecedented happiness to every woman and make them feel the joy of being a woman.
God has taken away the thing I am most proud of.
This caused me more pain and a greater blow than when I was blind before.
I'd rather be blind again.
I also hope to regain my peak combat power.
I went back to my house lonely, lying there quietly weeping, thinking about how to say goodbye to my women.
Master, what will happen if she knows that I am dying?
Will you still love me?
Sister Jiujiu, not to mention, she wouldn’t give it to me when I was at my peak. If it’s no longer possible, how could she do it?
And my first woman, Sister Jasmine.
She is such a woman that she likes to be. If I can’t do it anymore, if she will definitely leave, which man will she fall into the arms of in the future?
Yang Xuejiao, Sister Xuejiao?
I haven't brought her happiness yet, but I can't. What qualifications do I have to love others?
Aunt Hui…
She has suffered for so long, been a widow for so long, and stayed with me regardless of the eyes of the world and the suffering in her heart. What should she do now? Should she suffer alone and stay alone in the boudoir?
And poor Yunxi...
She gave me her first time and only experienced the joy of being a woman. I couldn't do it. Am I worthy of her deep love for me?
Zhang Li?
Will she treat me the way she did before?
Sister Huahua...
She is also the woman who gave me her first time.
And Sister Ling, Xiaoxue, Xiaonan...
The more I thought about it, the sadder I became, and the more I cried, the harder I cried. I didn’t even notice that my cousin-in-law was secretly laughing outside the living room.
"You brat, I made you greedy, made you torment in front of me, made you ignore my feelings, let this be your punishment!" Cousin-in-law smiled, returned to her room, and took off her nightgown. .
She slid her fingers over her voluptuous body.
Extremely perfect curves, no flaws can be found on her body.
She couldn't help but pinch her breasts.
Uh-huh...
The cousin-in-law's delicate body trembled, she snorted, and complained: "You brat, you were almost ready, but you were greedy and jumped on a woman when you saw her, and now you have to make me wait again."
She muttered and hummed, her legs tightening involuntarily.
This kind of suffering is really uncomfortable.
That...it was like the bite of thousands of ants.
The cousin pursed her lips and knelt in front of the mirror, looking at her perfect body. She hated God, why did she have to protect herself from this torment, and why did she have to give herself a unique physique.
Isn’t it good to be an ordinary woman?
Wouldn't it be bad not to embark on that path?
Cousin, she thought about it.
Really Want…
She even has a morbid desire to be ravaged and whipped...
Suffered for a long time.
She finally recovered, got dressed and left.
I was still lying there, staring at the ceiling blankly, unable to accept the reality that I was not good enough for a long time.
This is my pride.
Lie down until Lin Jinzhu comes back.
When Lin Jinzhu came back and saw me lying down, she smiled charmingly: "Xiao Bei, are you at home today?"
"Yeah!" I responded.
I didn't even know how to talk to Lin Jinzhu about this matter.
Until she finished taking a shower.
Seeing her shyly crawling onto the bed and lying next to me, she took the initiative to reach out and hug me.
You know you can't hide it.
I smiled with a sad face, turned around and hugged Lin Jinzhu and said, "Sister Moli, am I going to die?"
"No more?"
Lin Jinzhu frowned slightly, still unable to understand what I meant.
I smiled bitterly, hugged her, and let her feel her movements.
like a statue!
Lin Jinzhu frowned: "Why not?"
"I'm sorry, Sister Jasmine." I smiled faintly, let go of the hand holding her, and said to her: "Sister Jasmine, I can no longer make you feel comfortable or be your man. You go! Go pursue it. Be happy for yourself!”
When Lin Jinzhu heard what I said, she frowned and said angrily: "Xiao Bei, what do you think I am?"
Seeing that she was angry, I was stunned for a moment, and said with a bitter smile: "Sister Moli, of course I regard you as my sister, my woman, and you are my first woman, my..."
The words were not finished.
Lin Jinzhu came over and took the initiative to kiss me.
That won't work!
When you kiss her, the feeling is quite sensual.
Especially the tip of Lin Jinzhu's small tongue is wrapped around like a water snake, which feels refreshing and exciting.
In the past, I would have pounced on her without hesitation.
Conquer her!
For a moment, he remained motionless, letting her kiss him. He didn't even have the courage to hug her, and he couldn't respond to Lin Jinzhu's passionate kiss.
Lin Jinzhu kissed me. Seeing that I didn't respond, she bit my lips gently and said close to my face: "Xiao Bei, I admit that I am conquered by you. I am completely conquered by you. You let me love you." Fucked you."
"Even if you don't survive, I will always love you and be loyal to you."
"Why bother?" I looked at Lin Jinzhu feeling guilty and moved.
"Xiao Bei, you don't understand women!" Lin Jinzhu let go of me, looked at the ceiling and blinked: "And Xiao Bei, if you ask me to look for you again, where can I find a man like you? Scared."
"From the time I moved in with you, from Yu Fei's betrayal, to your comfort to me, I have entrusted my life to you, Xiaobei, sister loves you..."
