Pepper girl rejected Aizhar.
Even she herself didn't know how she refused. At that time, her mind went blank and her heart was beating loudly and painfully. In short, she refused the prophet's request.
After Lomea stepped onto the carriage in a daze, and after the wheels rolled for a while, she woke up from a dream and realized that she had indeed rejected the request of the prophetess Aizhar, and she was still following Chen Yin. Instead of studying and practicing with the prophet.
Lomea raised her shoulders and exhaled forcefully. She raised the sacred beads in her hand and stared at the verses on them.
She put down the song beads and looked at Chen Yin cautiously.
"First, sir."
"What's wrong?" Chen Yin turned his face, and Luo Mea couldn't see much emotion on his face.
She tried to catch Chen Yin's eyes and confirm his thoughts.
Chen Yin's eyes were extremely calm, and Luo Mei could not see anything.
However, in the Shengyi Lecture Hall, his disappointed eyes were not fake. At that time, he was almost more disappointed in himself.
Lomea thought about this, and couldn't help but raise his hand to caress his chest, and then lowered his head.
Miss Pepper was silent and said nothing.
She hoped that Chen Yin could see her depression and tolerate her cowardice. She estimated what Chen Yin was going to say, whether it was angry or gentle, and accepted it with the utmost weakness.
Luomea lowered her pale brown eyes, waiting for Chen Yin to forgive her with a kiss. Oh, sir, don't put silence on my shoulders anymore. It's as heavy as a mountain. The memory of the past shows that I love you and will always love you.
There was a storm in her heart, and she was fully prepared, waiting for Chen Yin to break through the clouds and bring down the thunder. She swore that she would kiss him and give him the storm, which was beyond his expectation.
Now, sir, why not forgive your lover with a kiss?
Chen Yin did not take any action.
He didn't seem to notice Lomea's waiting, his eyes only stopped for a few seconds, and then moved away silently.
Lomea waited for a long time, but could not wait for her lover to press a kiss on her forehead or lips.
She raised her forehead in surprise, and suddenly felt a sense of despair. She was like a hen flopping in the muddy water. No matter how hard she struggled, she couldn't attract the farmer's attention.
Miss Pepper turned her head away as if she had lost her soul, and couldn't help but recall her every move in the Shengyi Lecture School.
When I heard Aizhar's oracle, I felt so excited. If he really became the head of God, all the previous waverings he had had would no longer exist.
That was beyond my imagination.
However, now Lomea thought back and belatedly realized how hurtful her thoughts were.
How could I think that...he in the Lecture Hall would agree with the judgment of our King of Kings?
When had I ever seen the calm words of "I do" from him?
Luomea opened her mouth. In such a difficult decision, she actually stood on the opposite side of her lover, and mistakenly put her own position on her lover.
Miss Pepper realized that at that time, she was harshly criticizing him from her own position in her heart and placing expectations on him that were harmful to him.
But within the divinity, he can see everything.
The wheels continued to roll on the road, and the carriage quickly returned to Josko's mansion.
The journey back didn't take long.
The half-elf dead soul simply opened the door and turned around to leave.
Back at the mansion, Chen Yin handed the sea chart to Qin Duyin'er for safekeeping, and the latter had already won his trust.
"Go back and rest." Chen Yin said to Qin Duyin'er and Luomea.
Then, he turned around and walked back to the guest bedroom upstairs.
Luomea realized that Chen Yin had nothing else to say and opened her mouth. She was about to persuade him to stay, but she didn't know where to start. When Chen Yin's footsteps disappeared into the stairwell, Luomea's heart ached again.
After Qin Duyin'er glanced at her, he also walked back to the other guest bedroom.
Luomea was the only one left standing in the hall. She didn't know what Qin Duyin's eyes looked like, but she only knew that it was definitely not good. Raising his face, Lomea saw the icons and paintings deep in the hall. They were symbols of two gods, two faiths, and two roads. From where he stood, they were visually staggered. , although there are intersections, they are not unified.
Lomea twitched his shoulders in silence, grabbed the handrail of the stairs in a daze, and slowly walked back to the room.
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As dinner approached, warm firewood was burning in the fireplace in the bedroom, and Chen Yin lowered his head to organize his thoughts on the paper.
With his bare feet stepping on the velvet carpet, Chen Yin could not help but admire the softness and comfort of the carpet.
After Chen Yin roughly sorted out his thoughts on paper, he attached some of his own thoughts. There were many things involved, but after sorting them out, many messy places became much clearer.
Stretching his arms, Chen Yin stood up, pushed in his chair, and prepared to go downstairs to enjoy a simple dinner.
Dongdong.
In the quiet environment, the sound of knocking on the door was very sudden.
Chen Yin could guess who it was.
When she opened the door, she saw Lomea standing at the door. Her legs were trembling, and she walked to her door. It took a lot of effort.
"What's wrong?" Chen Yin asked.
Miss Pepper suddenly raised her face and asked in a trembling voice: "Are you going to abandon me?"
"oh?"
She took a step forward as she spoke, completely lost in thought, her eyes tired and her shoulders twitching.
Luomea walked in completely and Chen Yin closed the door.
"Are you going to abandon me?" she asked again, her tone low, "because I disappointed you again at that time, are you disappointed?"
"Yes." Chen Yin said.
Miss Pepper was trembling and panicked. She didn't know which answer Chen Yin was answering, the former one, the latter one, or both...
She was about to cry, and the corners of her eyes were sore.
"I shouldn't have let you down...I shouldn't have..." Pepper Girl was a little incoherent.
She didn't know how to explain it. She knew that she couldn't cover up her mistake at that time. She could only try to beautify it. However, she saw the look in Chen Yin's eyes.
Chen Yin looked directly at her.
Miss Pepper was frightened and frightened again. Was there a test for herself in his eyes like this? Is he reviewing his next words and actions to determine whether he will leave behind the final disappointment?
She pursed her lips, and cold sweat broke out on her neck and wrists. She was afraid that if she spoke out, nothing would be undone.
The firewood in the silver-grained fireplace burns coldly, and the crackling sound is not warm, but deeply ruthless. The physical warmth cannot touch the blood, but the mental cold can freeze the bone marrow to crack.
Lomea was silent, and at the same time, she hated her silence... But what could be silent without silence?
She could only keep her lips slightly open... as if she was about to say the words but had not yet blurted them out. This seemed to be an attitude between silence and non-silence.
Just like physical death and spiritual death do not agree.
It was like slaughtering a ewe, only to see the lamb squatting where the mother had been lying the next day, waiting for feeding, with its mouth open to suck in the air and the non-existent goat's milk.
However, no matter what, sooner or later physical death will coincide with spiritual death, and sooner or later the lamb will realize that the mother is not there. This is only a matter of time.
This attitude cannot be maintained for too long, and it will eventually slip into one of silence and non-silence.
"I love you."
Time reached the limit, and Lomea could only utter this sentence.
Then she waited blankly for a response.
"Which kind of love?" Chen Yin asked.
Luomea was stunned, and then he responded to himself.
Although she was still trembling, she understood that Chen Yin was not completely disappointed in her.
"...What...I don't know which kind...how many kinds of love are there?" Lomea said a little confused.
"Three kinds of love, Luo Mei," Chen Yin approached her and asked with a pout, "Which one do you love me for?"
Lomea's breathing quickened, her spirit slowly recovered from the freezing state, and she whispered: "...I don't know...I only know that I love you, so I...so I didn't follow the prophet. Aizhar, I am afraid...I am afraid that you will abandon me."
"oh?"
The raised voice of her lover made Miss Pepper feel nervous, and she quickly said: "Tell me, sir, which way should I love you? I will do it, because I love you."
Chen Yin's face was still cold, and he just said: "Three kinds of love, physical love, spiritual love and faith love. They must be unified."
Lomea's breathing was stagnant, and she looked up at him.
From Chen Yin's eyes, she knew that she wanted to love him with all her heart.
Whether it's physical, spiritual, or religious.
Lomea understood from his eyes that this was his last request for himself.
"Sir... I don't know what to do..." Lomea was saying. Seeing a slight change in his eyes, he made a hasty decision and said hurriedly: "But I will do it for you. !I love you."
Chen Yin confirmed her words from her eyes.
"I love you too, but this is the last time." Chen Yin said, stepping back slowly.
Lomea saw him retreat to the bed facing the fireplace, clenched his fists, and felt great courage in his aching chest.
"Then...I'll offer you the first one." She bit out the words and said.
Chen Yin was stunned for a moment, smiled softly, stretched out his hand to pull Pepper Girl into his arms, put his fingers on her collar, and her slender neck was trembling.
Miss Pepper tilted her head and kissed Chen Yin's collarbone under his clothes, the veins on his neck, his face, and his lips. She took the initiative to give him a deep kiss.
She tried hard to make up for it and please her.
Chen Yin opened his spiritual eyes, and pure gold flames rose.
His High Holy Spirit Pepper Girl trembled.
Pepper Girl was trembling both outside and inside her body. She endured the boiling feeling and did not stop him. She buried her head in the kiss and held his hand.
The legend of the spirit messenger that has been passed down for thousands of years records a long and arduous return.
At that time, Lomea, who has experienced the disaster, will understand that the journey of return will be an immortal motif for future generations, and all future heroic journeys can be attributed to it.
Then she would think back to tonight.
Tonight's thoughts will never be passed down to posterity.
And she only had one idea.
He loves me like thunder, and I send him storms.
