Once a girl has a man she likes in her heart, she will always pay attention to him. Even an accidental passing by him can make her heart flutter, and she will always look forward to meeting him again. For a moment.
Meng Ji has felt this way since she was a child.
It's just that this feeling, only now do I understand that it is not love, but a habit. I am used to looking out the window quietly alone on a lonely night.
That kind of loneliness, that kind of loneliness, helplessness, and hesitation.
Meng Ji grew up slowly bit by bit in that helplessness and hesitation.
In her heart, she had been looking forward to one day meeting the man who made her heart beat. Unfortunately, Meng Ji didn't know much about love at that time. Only one day Yu'er came to her with a betrothal gift. It was only then that she suddenly realized.
It turns out that I already have someone in my heart.
Perhaps, she was destined to have a fate with him, but even so, Meng Ji still hoped that a miracle would happen between them.
The first time Meng Ji and Wu Jie met was in the back garden of Meng Mansion.
At that time, Meng Ji was admiring flowers in the back garden, and Wu Jie happened to come to visit Meng Rong. After a brief conversation with Wu Jie, Meng Rong invited him to the back garden to chat with Meng Ji.
The two met in the back garden. Meng Ji was stunned for a moment when she saw Wu Jie. Meng Ji did not expect that Wu Jie was so elegant.
In Mengji's heart, Wu Jie is a silly man, but during this period of observation, Mengji found that although Wu Jie seems a bit simple and honest, he is very smart, very meticulous, and good at observing others, and his every move is influenced by others. Mengji's heart.
The two of them walked among the flowers, Meng Ji's mind was wandering, and scenes flashed in her mind.
Wu Jie looked at Meng Ji and smiled: "The flowers here are blooming very beautifully,"
Meng Ji: "Although the flowers are beautiful, there is no one to accompany them."
Wu Jie smiled and said, "I am the one who will accompany you throughout your life."
Hearing Wu Jie's words, Meng Ji's heart palpitated. She knew that she would never be able to escape Wu Jie in this life. Meng Ji's face turned red when she thought of this. She said nothing more and the two of them continued walking.
"Let's go sit in the pavilion for a while." Meng Ji pointed to a lake and said.
Wu Jie nodded: "Okay."
The two of them walked into the pavilion and sat down.
The pavilion is surrounded by a rockery, with dragons and phoenixes carved on it.
Meng Ji looked at the lake and said: "This lake seems clear, but in fact it is turbulent. Some people drown in this lake, and some people float in this lake and will never be able to struggle."
Wu Jie looked at Meng Ji and said nothing.
Meng Ji continued: "Have you ever thought that one day, I will sink at the bottom of the lake like this lake?"
Wu Jie smiled and said: "The surface of the lake looks calm, but in fact it is full of undercurrents. But on the other side of the lake, it is calm. It is full of warmth and hope. Do you long for that hope?"
Meng Ji smiled and said: "I long for it, but I don't dare to ask for it."
Wu Jie: "You don't have to worry about anything, because I won't let anyone hurt you."
Meng Ji looked at Wu Jie and smiled: "Thank you, but there is already someone living in my heart."
Wu Jie said: "Who is that person?"
Meng Ji said: "I can only tell you that he is very important to me and I can't lose him."
Wu Jie looked at Meng Ji, feeling a little sad in his heart. He could tell that Meng Ji really liked that person.
He looked into Meng Ji's eyes: "How do I compare with him?"
Meng Ji smiled and said: "Actually, I only got along with him when we were children. When he grows up, he may have become a different person."
Meng Ji looked at Wu Jie with a hint of confusion in her eyes.
In Meng Ji's heart, she might only regard that person as her lifelong obsession, but she felt that it was wrong for her to do so.
Meng Ji's eyes dimmed: "Actually, I can't remember what he looked like back then. Maybe he has forgotten me now, or maybe I will never find him."
Wu Jie looked at Meng Ji, and he found that there was a hint of sadness in Meng Ji's eyes. Wu Jie felt a little strange about her like this.
He looked at Meng Ji and said, "Actually, you just feel a little regretful."
Meng Ji looked at Wu Jie doubtfully.
Wu Jie: "He was just a good playmate of yours when you were a child, but he left in a hurry... As time went by, this friendship gradually turned into a regret."
Meng Ji looked at the lake: "Maybe."
Wu Jie: "Actually, people's feelings are very easy to change. Maybe it's an accidental encounter, maybe it's a few years of companionship, maybe it's love at first sight, and seeing you again many years later, maybe it's acquaintance and love, maybe it's respecting each other as guests, maybe it's , is the love that grows over time..."
After hearing Wu Jie's words, Meng Ji suddenly smiled and said, "Then when you saw me, did it fall in love at first sight?"
Wu Jie: "It's hard to say when two people meet or encounter each other. Maybe it's a coincidence, maybe it's an arrangement from God."
Meng Ji: "Meeting or seeing each other is just fate. If this fate is a bad fate, I think I should give up."
Wu Jie looked at Meng Ji and felt a strange feeling in his heart. He raised his head and looked at the sky. The sun was shining on him, and he felt like he was sunburned.
Meng Ji: "Actually, I am also very entangled in my heart. I don't know if I really should let him go. If I don't let go, I will sink deeper and deeper, and I will become more and more reluctant to leave him."
Wu Jie: "Nothing in this world is smooth sailing."
Meng Ji: "I know, this is my own choice, so I don't blame anyone, nor you."
Wu Jie looked into Meng Ji's eyes, and he saw sincerity in Meng Ji's eyes.
Wu Jie looked at Meng Ji: "Look at the sun in the sky, it will wipe out all the haze, and when you look at people, you will also look at it carefully. Maybe you will find that when you look at people , he will also look at you."
Listening to Wu Jie's words, Meng Ji was startled.
The person she remembered. She could no longer remember the person's appearance. The person in front of her might or might not be the person she had been thinking about.
"maybe."
Meng Ji sighed.
"I think maybe I'm too persistent. If I had met you, things might have been different."
Wu Jie: "Can you tell me what kind of person he is?"
Meng Ji sighed: "It was a rainy night when I met him..."
Meng Ji's tone became longer and her eyes closed slightly, as if recalling the scene at that time.
