In the end, we won. The monster that almost melted Su Kuangfeng and I just now is completely dead. I looked at the corpses on the ground and the surviving villagers, and finally relaxed.
Suddenly, I felt dizzy. It seemed that I had exceeded the limits of my body and exhausted all my strength. Now, I couldn't hold it any longer. I closed my eyes and fainted as soon as my eyes went dark.
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I don’t know how long it took, but I opened my eyes and found myself lying in a farmyard.
"Yangsheng...keep him healthy...he's awake." Li Huhu said with great excitement.
"I...why did I faint suddenly?" I asked doubtfully.
Xu Chengcheng said: "It's not like you're weak, your body is too worn out. When you were wrapped in the poisonous cocoon of that black poisonous spider, you used your own power to maintain the barrier. The loss rate was already high and you stood up. Well, you went on a killing spree again, but your body has been overdrawn for a long time, don’t you know?"
"Really? I killed many people?" I then recalled that I killed most of the bandits who robbed the village.
When I went out, I saw that it was indeed the case. There were many corpses of gangsters lying on the cypress trees outside. They were all heinous criminals.
"Senior Brother Yangsheng, you haven't had a good rest yet, go and take a rest!" Li Huhu said.
I waved my hand to him, indicating that I was okay, then looked at the dead people on the ground and asked, "Was I really cruel just now? Did I kill these people?"
"You didn't kill it alone. Each of us took action. Each of our five brothers had a life in hand. Don't you remember? Junior brother, we are doing harm to the people." Su Feng said crazily.
Looking at the corpses here, I felt like I was waking up from a dream. I never thought that one of me would become a murderous maniac.
Look at myself, I have become a bad person, my hands are stained with blood, and now I also have evil thoughts, then wouldn’t I become one of the sources of power for the demons?
I was stunned, sitting on the ground, looking around, looking at my own hands without knowing why, and constantly denying myself.
Geng Biaobiao said: "Brother, don't think so much. Although we killed people, we killed all bad people. They were all bandits who followed that monster to rob this village. Look, they still killed They killed a lot of people, and their monster boss was even more cruel. He even sucked a woman into a mummy..."
Geng Biaobiao faced me and pointed at the female corpse that had been sucked into a human body and said: "Brother, there is no need to blame yourself. You and we all killed these gangsters to save others."
"Really? You and I are killing people to save people." At this time, I was dumbfounded. I really couldn't accept myself like this. This was the first time that my hands were stained with human blood.
Although these gangsters deserved their death, I am not a law enforcer after all, and they should be punished by law.
Stunned, I sat on the forest floor and looked helplessly into the distance. At this time, a child appeared in front of me, holding a red apple in his hand. Looking at his innocent eyes, I wonder what he would think of those of us who kill and save others!
The innocent child was walking towards us, but was stopped by a woman in blue, saying: "Son, you can't go there, they are too scary. They went crazy killing people just now, if you go there , there will be danger.”
"Yes, brother, if you go up like this, you are in danger of being killed." Another older girl came over and said.
After that, the two of them took the boy in their arms and walked into the house.
Could it be that this is the person we protect? We went on a killing spree to protect these unarmed villagers. We killed so many people and were misunderstood by them. As long as you kill someone, will you be simply misunderstood?
Not only them, but also other surviving people in the village looked at us with fearful eyes, as if we were no different from the robbers who robbed them, and we were all murderers who killed without batting an eye.
However, someone still clarified for us, "You can't treat them like this. They are good people, not murderers. Have you forgotten? They saved me and my grandfather, and all of you! If they hadn't killed If the monster is dead and the robbers who robbed us are killed, can we still live?”
After listening to this boy's words, I felt somewhat relieved. I was misunderstood by most people just now and was considered a cruel and murderous person. After listening to his words, I felt that what we did was worth it. .
Otherwise, I really thought I had evil intentions and simply killed many people. In fact, I really have no intention of killing anyone. Even if the other person is a heinous person, I have no intention of killing him, but there is really no way we can kill someone.
Xu Chengcheng still wanted to explain to them, but he was stopped by me. I said: "Second Senior Brother, let's not stop. No matter what the purpose is, we really killed people. Let's go to the police and surrender. It's fair and easy." People’s hearts, and the country also has laws, I think the law will give us a fair verdict. Let’s go.”
When I was done, I took everyone away, but at this moment, our senior brother Su Kuangfeng suddenly turned to face everyone, knelt on the ground, kowtowed to them three times, and then said: "Fellow folks, I know that you We are afraid, afraid of the five of us brothers. Although we killed these robbers to save you all. But after all, we have killed people to make you so afraid. As a senior brother, I am here I want to apologize to everyone, I’m sorry, fellow citizens.”
Su Fengfeng's heartfelt words made the rescued people shed tears. It is true that we saved them, but it is also true that we killed many people so cruelly. Fortunately, these rescued villagers still accepted us.
Then they thanked each other with kind words. I saw everyone crying, and I was so excited that I started to cry too. I said, "Thank you, fellow villagers. We are doing our best in saving people." However, we have indeed violated the national law and should be punished by law. However, I have a merciless request here, that is, I hope that you can testify to the five of us and tell the truth. Tell us what happened today. Tell the police exactly what happened, don’t commit perjury, and hope we can get a lighter sentence, so that we can feel at ease.”
An older man came out and said: "Taoist priest, don't worry! We all know that, and we will keep your kindness in mind. This group of thieves has robbed homes in several nearby villages. We all hate them to the core. , you killed someone, but our hearts are open and clear. Don’t worry, we will not only tell the truth and testify for you, but we will also write a joint letter to you to plead for mercy."
Everyone else stepped forward to agree, yes, we can talk endlessly.
With everyone's expectations and promises, we drove to the nearest public security organ. This is the ups and downs of life. One second I was a Taoist disciple who only knew how to kill demons without harming people. The next second I became a murderous executioner. When I was killing people, I seemed to have forgotten who I was and only knew one word, That is killing. It felt like I was like the killer, the black whirlwind Li Kui, in "Water Margin" written by Mr. Shi Naian.
Especially today, I kill without feeling guilty at all, as if I am a bloodthirsty demon who loves to kill.
I am really scared and worried that one day I will really become a heinous person. After all, I have started killing now. When it really comes to that point, can I still be able to bear the reputation of the Yakuza sect? Can I still call myself a Feng Shui Onmyoji who eliminates demons and protects the Tao? After my death, can I still enter the family tree of the head of the Yakuza sect in a fair and open manner?
After asking myself three questions in a row, I didn't dare to think about it any more. I was afraid because I was making trouble for myself and even myself was disgusted. What I fear most is that I will be used by the enemy demons, and I will give my evil thoughts to the demons and become a part of the enemy demons' powerful force to harm the world.
So, I...I'm really scared and helpless.
Before we knew it, we had arrived at the county police station in Liandi and told us everything about the massacre of the gangsters. The local police were not polite and put handcuffs on us as a matter of course. They went through the detention procedures that night and put us all in the detention center.
The police were also very surprised, especially since there was a policeman among the five of us. He knew the law and broke the law when he committed murder! However, I don’t know what happened to them, but these policemen did not give us any trouble, but instead gave us delicious food and drinks.
Because the five of us were co-defendants, we could not be detained together, but were detained separately.
After entering the cell, other detainees in the same cell stayed away from me because I was a murderer. And like a zombie, I looked at my hands, walked to the sink blankly, turned on the faucet, washed my hands, and said to myself: "Damn, damn, I Why can’t I clean the blood on my hands? It’s so disgusting and sad!”
The more I washed, the more crazy I became. The people in the same cell with me were frightened by my appearance and thought I had a mental problem...
I don’t know how long I sucked, but I was really tired and couldn’t wash anymore, so I sat down against the corner, dazed.
A young man came over, tremblingly handed me a towel and said: "Big...brother...Here you are, towel..."
I glanced at him, then looked at the towel in his hand, took it, and said, "Thank you!"
He took the towel, wiped it casually, threw it to Lin, and continued to sit in a daze.
I am still thinking about my Deng Wanwan in my heart. I wonder how she is doing. What will she think of me if she knows that I have killed someone? Will you still accept my husband who has killed Rao?
At this time, an older man with a rough face walked over. It seemed that he had been detained in the detention center for a long time! Even his skin is very good, and he is obviously someone who rarely moves outside.
"Hey, newcomer, you don't have to be like this. Since you're here, we are a family. None of us can go out, so don't act so unsocial."
I looked at him angrily and said, "What are you doing? I don't fit in with others?"
His words touched my skin, and I suddenly jumped up, grabbed his neck and pressed him to the ground, and then scolded him fiercely: "You are so fucking unsociable. Just because ...I killed people because I was doing harm to the people, which made everyone afraid of me. When they saw me, they felt like they had encountered the god of plague, and they were afraid to avoid me. I'm really sorry, I don't care what others think. I, but, I’m so damn unhappy!”
After that, I let go of him. I had used too much force just now and almost choked him to death. After I lost my temper, no one dared to come near me. They just looked sideways out of the window.
Now, my heart is hurting more than anyone else. I didn't want to kill people, but I broke the precept by saving people. Now I am still being held here like a prisoner. I have suffered a terrible fall.
I really wish that nothing happened today. After I wake up from sleep, I forget all the unhappiness. How great it would be if all this was just a dream!
What I fear most now is facing Deng Wanwan. What should I do if I see her? I don't know if she can accept me now. What if I really will be sentenced to death? I really don’t have the shame to see my Deng Wanwan again, and I don’t have the shame to see my parents again.
But, will I really live to see the death sentence? No, at some point, I will kill myself...
