"Fourth Young Master, what's wrong with you?" Ren Lingling saw me crying profusely and was very puzzled.
"Junior brother, why are you crying? You don't shed tears easily." Li Huhu was also confused. Among the junior brothers, he understands me best, and he has the best relationship between us. He has seen me cry, but rarely. This was the first time I cried in front of so many people.
As for Geng Biaobiao and Zhang Xiaosi, they acted as mutes and stared at me blankly.
I covered my forehead directly and cried weakly and dejectedly. After all, I still didn’t want people to see me in such a miserable state. Seeing that there was no one in the office opposite, I rushed in, locked the door, sat on the ground and tried hard with my hands. He grabbed his hair and hit the wall twice with the back of his head. People outside heard the thumping sound and slammed the door in fright.
"Junior brother, are you okay? No matter what happens, you can't harm yourself!"
"Xuansheng is right, Yangsheng, what problem can't be solved? Mr. Ren praised you just now. You have been suppressing Zha Zu to ask questions. You are a person with a strong heart. How did you become like this?"
"Fourth Young Master, don't scare me. Nothing can happen to you. What should we do if something happens?"
"Zhang Ruoxu, I am Zhang Xiaosi. Listen to me. I am very grateful to you for helping the police handle the case. But if you really encounter any difficulties, you might as well tell me. We will do our best for good citizens who cooperate with the police. The solution is to help if you can, just open the door."
People outside said something to me and said some words of concern for me. They were all very nice and kind, and they were all willing to help me. However, none of them could help me, so I had to face it alone.
At this moment, my emotions were completely out of control, and I was shouting outside the office, "Get out of here, you all, none of you can help me, none of you can help me... I want to be alone, I want to calm down alone, Calm down for a while...get out of here, you all, get out of here and leave me the fuck alone."
After a hysterical curse, my mood improved a little, and my tears were still flowing. I, Zhang Ruoxu, was only 32 years old, and I was about to die before I got married and started a family. I just had my own love, and I haven't really enjoyed it yet. I've only been in charge of the Yakuza for a few months, and I'm about to pass away.
What Zha Zu said, your Yintang is really dark, like a sharp blade piercing my heart. I regret so much why I signed a life contract with Zuo Zhonghu. Zuo Pang will not let his son If you die so easily, you will definitely get in the way, but as for me, after the master left, I completely lost my support.
I had runny nose and tears again, and suddenly I felt that I was so stupid. Why should I be so smart? I had to sign a life contract. If I didn’t do it, I wouldn’t die. If I did this time, I would really die.
Devastated, I slowly stood up, walked to the desk, pulled out the chair, sat down, took out a piece of A4 paper, held the pen, and started writing a suicide note.
"Wanwan, I'm sorry, I can't take care of you anymore. I originally thought I would have a wonderful future with you, but I am seeking death..."
After only writing about twenty words, I crumpled the paper into a ball and threw it on the ground. Then I took out another piece of paper and started whirling.
"Tian Sheng, Di Sheng, Xuan Sheng and Huang Sheng, I'm sorry brothers, the master handed over the Tianshi Pavilion to me, but I didn't do a good job as a leader, and..."
As I wrote this, I started sobbing again, crumpled the paper into a ball and threw it away again, covered my face with my hands to calm down for a moment, and then wrote a suicide note for the third time.
"Lingling, I'm sorry, please let me call you this. We met through Deng Wanwan, and it was also my master's request. We have experienced so many lives and deaths together. You are willing to sacrifice your life to save me. I am very grateful, but I am still alive." It won’t be long, that moment of spring night with you is worth tens of thousands of dollars. If I knew you earlier than Deng Wanwan, then I would fall in love with you without hesitation. Now, it’s too late, I can only say, I’m sorry, I love you... …”
Hey, I tore the third suicide note in half, crumpled it into a ball again and threw it on the ground. Why do I lose control every time I express my feelings? I'm almost dead, and I still...
I am really speechless at this moment. I am not willing to die like this. After all, I am only 32 years old. I don’t want life to be so short. What should I do?
What to do specifically? Come to fight with Zuo Pang? Go to Southeast Asia to find Keba and Wu Nai and fight them to the death? Or seize the last moment to enjoy it?
I closed my eyes and stopped thinking about anything else. My mind was filled with the past of my life. What had I left behind after all these years of exterminating demons and defending the Tao? A kind of thought of breaking the pot occupied my brain, and my thoughts turned around 180 degrees. It would be great to be a scumbag, and I would be merciful without having to pay for it; it would be great to be an old scoundrel, the one who owes money in this world is the uncle. It is the grandson who collects debts; it is great to be a scoundrel. If you don’t want tomorrow if you have today, otherwise life will be very tiring.
In the end, I made a choice. Since my life is not long, let me enjoy my last life.
I sat up, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, turned on the camera function of my phone, turned the camera, straightened my hair in front of the screen, sniffed hard, then walked to the door and opened it.
Outside the door, two Taoist priests, a businesswoman and a group of police officers were looking at me. I was still the focus of everyone's hearts.
"Fourth Young Master, are you okay?" Ren Lingling asked with symbolic concern after seeing me come out.
I curled my lips and said, "I'm fine, very fine."
"Senior brother, your Yintang..." Geng Biaobiao was interrupted by me before he could finish his words, "I'm fine. I just haven't had enough sleep recently. I'm in great shape. I want to go wild and have fun."
Then, he turned his attention to Ren Lingling. I don't know if this woman has much else, but she has so much money that you can't imagine.
"Mr. Ren, hehe, Lingling, can you lend me one hundred thousand yuan?"
Several of them were very surprised. I had never been like this before. Now my temperament has changed drastically, and they all can't understand it.
"One hundred thousand yuan? Yes, yes, but can you tell me what you want it for?" Ren Lingling still asked worriedly.
"Hey, don't worry about it. Can you borrow it? I, Zhang Ruoxu, have helped you a lot. Isn't it even worth 100,000 yuan?"
At this point, she was too embarrassed to say anything else, so she took out her phone, opened mobile banking, and transferred 100,000 yuan to my card.
The text message prompts, "You have a new payment, please check it carefully."
I walked out as if I didn't recognize my relatives, like a suspect who was let go due to lack of evidence, lawless.
Li Huhu was afraid that something would happen to me, so he shouted at me: "Where are you going? There are still things to do!"
"I'm going to be free and unrestrained. The main thing is to enjoy myself. Get out of here if you do anything else!"
In this way, I walked out of the city police station arrogantly and began my dissolute life.
…
It’s fun to spend money. First I went to Lethai Mall to buy some outfit. A pair of straight jeans, a short-sleeved T-shirt and a pair of white leather sneakers cost 6,000 yuan. This 6,000 yuan would last me two months. overhead.
Then, I went to a Tissot store and bought a Le Locle mechanical watch priced at 5,200 yuan. Why should I buy such a luxurious watch? Because watches are a symbol of status, and I am also a rich person now.
When I arrived at the hotel, I went directly to the Zuijiaodong Restaurant on the seventh floor and ordered a set menu for 9,980 yuan per person, including bird's nest, shark's fin, Australian lobster, king crab, top-quality sea cucumber, and puffer fish. Each item was a first-class delicacy. The waiter They were all shocked to see me so arrogant, but I didn't cherish the food. I just picked up two chopsticks for each dish and left.
Before leaving, he also gave them a tip of 3,000 yuan, and they truly experienced the feeling of being an uncle.
Night was approaching, and in less than ten hours, I had squandered half of the 100,000 yuan. Walking on the street, looking at the beautiful women in scantily clad clothes, my heart was full of love, and my eyes were fixed on the highest consumption place in Shihou City - Qi Carat Mansion.
Speaking of this place, it is really a club for rich people. The minimum spending for people who come here to spend a night starts from 10,000 yuan. With my 50,000 yuan, I can only be considered a medium-level consumer when I go in. However, after thinking about it, Better go in! Let me also experience the pleasure of being served by a beautiful woman.
As soon as he entered the door, there were about a hundred men and women in the hall, shaking their heads, twisting their bodies, and swaying among the dazzling lights and cool music.
They are all people who have no worries or have forgotten their worries. Now they only know to get high, to indulge, to experience the splendor of life...
These people are like canaries in a big cage, squirming wildly and spreading their passion. I went to the front desk to order a cocktail, and after drinking it in one breath, I felt a steam rush straight to my head, and I felt a kind of I feel inexplicably excited. I don’t know if I drank some stimulant drugs, but it feels really good...
I also twisted my body, joined their ranks, and swayed to my heart's content. At this moment, I forgot my worries and fears. I only knew that I was sweating and youthful freely. This is human life.
After shaking for a long time, I got tired and found a nearby sofa chair to sit down. More than ten young girls came to the center of the stage. Under the dazzling lights, they jumped up and danced vigorously on a large scale.
I enjoyed watching it very much. No wonder some people would rather go bankrupt to come here to have fun. This is simply a paradise for human beings to indulge their desires.
"Zhang Ruoxu?"
I don’t know who called me, so I instinctively looked around in the dimly lit disco. Before I could find him, a woman wearing a light purple halter top sat next to me. She had shawl hair and applied bright lipstick. Her eye makeup is really charming.
"Did you call me? Are you..." I was a little dizzy. I thought this woman looked familiar, but I couldn't pronounce his name.
"What? Don't you know me? I'm Li Rong, Deng Wanwan's best friend." She smiled seductively, and then I remembered her name, and said dizzily: "Oh, Li Rong, Li Rong. "
"Are you alone? I didn't expect that a silly boy like you would come to such a romantic place. Are you afraid that Deng Wanwan will know about it?"
I burped and said, "Hey, it doesn't matter if she knows it or not! I don't have a few days to live, so why not just have fun in time and let me die happily."
"Hahahaha..." Li Rong burst into laughter, a bit sinister, which gave me a bad feeling.
"Then won't you buy me a drink?" She stood up, pushed me to the side, and squeezed me into a sofa chair. She held my head with both hands and touched it with her large cup. Touch me, at this moment, my heart is full of love, and I have another unspeakable impulse.
"Okay, please, please!" I raised my head and shouted, "Waiter, a bottle of Royal Salute."
The wine was brought up, and Li Rong and I moved from one glass to the next. Soon I was so drunk that I felt dizzy and about to lose consciousness.
"Hey, the film was cut off so quickly, Zhang Ruoxu...am I beautiful?" Li Rong looked at me with a strange look in her eyes and teased me with a very seductive voice.
"Beautiful, it's really beautiful. Nothing is too good to be true. Uh..." I let out a wine burp and was about to die.
"Haha, then come with me!"
After saying that, she lifted me up and walked to the elevator. I didn't expect that a frail woman like her could have such great strength, supporting a man weighing more than 150 pounds without any difficulty.
After following her into the room, she threw me on the bed, then took off all her clothes. She looked so beautiful against the night...
"Zhang Ruoxu, am I more beautiful than Deng Wanwan?"
"Beautiful, you are the most beautiful. Wherever you should be plump, you are plump, not too much at all; where you should be thin, you are thin enough, not too much at all. The clouds are like your clothes and the flowers are like your appearance..."
I couldn't hold it any longer and fell into a deep sleep. The night in this place was really alluring...
Some people died, but not completely...
