When Ye Qing asked that question, the entire audience fell into a strange silence.
Xiao's eternal youth and ageless appearance are the open secrets of this world, and she herself is almost the most beautiful woman in the world, and she is also one of the three saints of mankind.
No one can blame such a powerful and beautiful woman for being willing to be beautiful forever, but if Xiao uses such drugs to do this, such immortality will be a bit hazy.
Just Xiao lowered his head and smiled, and replied calmly: "Yes, as a producer, it is natural to try your own medicine."
"It's just that I didn't know at that time that the elixir I made still had such drawbacks that couldn't be eliminated."
Ye Qing looked at the other party: "But Rodriguez knows, right?"
"Yes, he knows." Xiao nodded: "Of course he also took the longevity medicine like me, but unlike me, that man was born obsessed with death and believed that only death is the eternal destination of human beings. Life and death are just like each other. Long snakes swallowing each other by their tails, only if they exist at the same time can the great harmony of all things be achieved."
"From the first time he saw me, he wanted to see me die, to die forever young, but to live like a living person, so he was willing to work with me to create this kind of thing that was originally impossible. The elixir of existence in order to make me into the most outstanding work of art of my life.”
"In other words." Ye Qing asked: "Just like in the legend, Rodriguez deceived and bewitched you, so he was killed by you in anger after you found out?"
"No." Xiao objected directly: "He didn't confuse me, because when I met him for the first time he told me that he wanted to see me die with his own eyes, but he wanted to see me willing and beautiful. Rather than being forcibly killed by any violence, he will use all means to achieve his goal."
Ye Qing looked back at the translucent girl: "Look, even if your teacher is perfect, he is still a complete pervert, right?"
Shi Li did not respond directly to Ye Qing, but looked at Xiao quietly.
She is the last remnant soul from Shi Li. She did not even inherit the memory and power completely, but only peeled off a relatively "clean" soul to store. However, at this time, the girl's eyes were calm and distant.
"So he was still frantically trying to kill you until his death?"
Xiao shook his head.
"I can't tell you the details before Rodriguez died, but he died very satisfied, grateful that I gave him a glorious death and allowed him to see a greater realm. He had a chance to survive. But he turned down the opportunity."
"So he died."
"As for the Dragon Bone Lich who fled to the northern snowfield, it was a copy of his soul that he made a long time ago. You should know that I have been to Tianlan City a long time ago and left behind the prophecy of the Heavenly Bell's Bones of Disaster, and I looked at him from a distance. At that time, I only needed one look to kill him, but I didn't do that."
"Not wanting to interfere with destiny is only one aspect. More importantly, his obsession will create a greater existence."
"As I said before, Heavenly Bell is not a scornful name for you, but it symbolizes the awe of us cowards who have succumbed to fate and are unwilling to change. I know what you have experienced, and every I know all the details clearly, but the light of hope that breaks through fate in such despair has a spirit that makes us all look at it."
"You are qualified to ask for your reward from the world, and we agree with your request, but the web of fate we saw finally extended to this moment, and we saw you and me looking at each other at this moment. You don't know what this means. What, but I can tell you that you have also opened a new window for this world, injecting unparalleled new power into an unchanging, rigid and hopeless world."
Shi Li listened quietly, then shook his head: "I don't understand."
Xiao smiled: "You don't need to understand, kid, you just need to understand that when you come here, there are countless people in this world who will change their lives because of you."
Saying this, Xiao looked at Ye Qing again: "Everything has been explained to you clearly. Now I can tell you the whole story about what happened today."
"I hope to create a being who is born as a god so that I can see the farthest scenery."
Xiao's voice was calm and distant.
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In the darkness, Xingxi's story continued.
"Killing and being killed are not things I like. I don't want to kill, but I definitely don't like being killed."
"For a long time, I had the power to choose not to kill but also to ensure that I would not be killed, until one day this power was broken."
"A very simple paradox, although I did not kill someone, someone was killed because they could not kill me."
"So, is his death the same as being caused by me?"
"And, will there be a situation like this one day - a being stronger than me stands in front of me, and I will die if I don't kill him, so am I killed by my own weakness? Or? Killed by his strength."
"Because I don't want to die yet."
"Also, if only one of two people can survive, why wouldn't I want to trade myself for someone else's life?"
"In the end, I don't want to die, right?"
"Since I don't want to die, I can only ask others to die. In this case, there is no need for unnecessary thinking."
"When you stop thinking, the world becomes much simpler."
"As long as you follow orders, you can survive. You no longer need to consider whether you like killing or not. The only question left is whether to kill or not."
The girl's voice was soft and cold, without a trace of emotion. Although she was describing her own affairs, there was no unnecessary emotion from beginning to end.
Her memory is surprisingly good, and she can easily describe every detail and repeat what everyone said, even if those things have been years, ten, or decades.
Qian Mo suddenly understood that this ability had actually become the source of her pain.
She memorized everything.
"But such weapons still have flaws after all, right?" Qian Mo said.
"Yes." Xingxi nodded: "It's a big flaw."
"The premise of my willingness to obey orders is that if I don't obey, I will die, and I don't want to die. I don't want to die."
"But I'm not afraid of death, I just don't want to die meaninglessly."
"When the day comes that I encounter something more important than death, orders will no longer bind me."
"I've always understood this, but if no one asks, I don't have to say it."
"It's just that I don't know it, and they also understand it."
"The essence of a weapon is a tool, a tool for killing people. Since it is a tool, it should not have the ability to think independently." Xing Xi told her story calmly. Qian Mo did not expect that she could think so thoroughly.
It's not that she has no emotions, it's just that she has the ability to hide all her emotions in the deepest part of her memory, and even has the ability to never recall them.
"I used to think that it was enough to simply obey, but later on, emotions were not allowed."
"When I became proficient in killing people, our first period of training came to an end, and I was the last student. It was not until that time that I saw those children who could truly be called companions."
"Yes, those children who killed each other before were not my companions at all. The only purpose of their selection was to die, so that I could learn to kill. I believe the same is true for others."
"After the initial training, most of them became silent and alert, and only a few were still lively and cheerful. I told myself to be careful about them, but the second stage of training was far less difficult than I imagined. "
"After you learn how to kill your own kind without any scruples, you have to just start learning the skills of killing."
"There is no better teacher than the beast."
"They are sharper, faster, stronger, and know how to choose. Perhaps humans were the same existence as them a long time ago, but now, they are the only animals that rely on killing to survive. Each of us is assigned a dagger , and then rely on this dagger to fight against beasts that are far larger than you. No language or writing is needed, as long as you learn to survive alone."
"In those most boring years, I learned the most things in life."
"For example, it is stupid to get injured. For example, the only person you can trust is yourself. For example, what are the uses of the materials on a wolf? Or the dead one is the best."
"Anyway, I grew up very quickly and quickly became the best seed in the program, and then I stayed there until the end."
"The most important period of memory formation is between the ages of four and seven. During this time we all spend time with wild beasts, learn from them how to kill each other, and then forget everything we have ever remembered."
"No one knows that I still remember it, and I finally learned to be smarter and told myself to forget it."
"Even if you won't forget it, not wanting it is the same as forgetting it."
"After it was confirmed that we have all been completely erased from the past, teachers finally began to teach us all the necessary knowledge. The process of returning from wildness to rationality is long, but it is also a warm and comfortable memory. My mentor's name His name is Xinghe, and he is an ordinary tribesman who has lived in the City of Stars all his life. He did not even know that he was part of the weapons project. He was only told that the tribe had adopted a group of children who were wandering outside, hoping to help train them. "
"I have never met my father because he died before I was born. Although I have met my mother, I only have images of her smiling and committing suicide in front of me."
"But I have always believed that if my father is still alive, he will probably be the teacher of the galaxy."
"I used to think that my suffering was over because I was the most powerful and obedient child among us, but I was still young and didn't know who was the most powerful and the most obedient."
"A lot of times it's not a good thing."
"Teacher Xinghe is a very ordinary tribesman. He once had a girl he liked very much, but he didn't get married due to various reasons, so he was the only one who took me into his home. We call him master and apprentice. In fact, he is like father and daughter."
"Although I had my initial enlightenment education in the palace of Ste, I have forgotten all that, so I can only start from scratch, learn bit by bit, and grow."
"I kept the existence of the weapons plan in mind and never made any excuses to Teacher Xinghe, thinking that in this way I would have a chance to avoid the possible nightmare. However, I later learned that Teacher Xinghe, like those children, was destined to Fuck the dead stuff.”
"During those five years, I never said a single unnecessary word to Teacher Xinghe. I kept a careful distance from him, fearing that he would die because of my unknown status."
"But the order five years later still comes as promised."
"Kill your mentor, or choose to be killed by your mentor."
"Many of the companions I am familiar with died at this moment. Some of them made mistakes during their actions and were killed by their mentors. Some even committed suicide to resist."
"That was the first time I disobeyed an order, took advantage of a loophole to find my mentor, and said unnecessary words to him for the first time."
"I thought he was a member of Dark Star in disguise, but I finally believed him, a family member I have been with day and night for five years."
"If I still deserve to have a family."
"Teacher Xinghe told me that he already knew about it about three years ago."
"It was precisely because of my estrangement and indifference towards him that he keenly realized that I was not just an ordinary orphan picked up from the outside as they said. For this reason, he took the risk and made a lot of investigations, and got part of the truth."
"That includes the rule that all students must kill their teachers."
Qian Mo laughed to himself when he heard this: "Is this the ordinary member of the Hidden Clan you are talking about? Is he capable of getting such top-secret materials from Dark Star alive?"
"Yes." But Xingxi nodded seriously: "I haven't prayed to any gods since I was born, but at that moment I was a little shaken."
"I know that I have a chance. If Teacher Xinghe can help me, I can probably escape from here. With what I have learned in the past twelve years, I believe that I have the ability to survive in any world."
"But you didn't." Qian Mo said.
"Yes, I didn't." Xingxi said, "At the moment when I was about to break through my emotions, Teacher Xinghe silently made a gesture to me."
"It was a silencing gesture, simple and subtle."
"In fact, that is the gesture I am accustomed to using. Because I don't like to talk on weekdays, I use many gestures to assist when communicating with him at home, and this gesture is what I use when I want him to calm down. in use."
"Now he's doing it to me."
"When I gave up telling him about my plans, he smiled and spoke."
"Do you remember? There is no one in this world worthy of your trust, including me."
"The so-called existence of the two as one has been an eternal proposition since its birth."
"Everyone has their own secrets, including me."
"I hope I can leave with my secret, just like a normal existence."
Xingxi repeated what her teacher said at that time word for word. Qian Mo believed that there was not a single syllable error, which showed that the girl had a deep memory of him.
"Then he attacked me and out of instinct, I killed him immediately."
"I was supposed to die when I was four years old, but I survived."
"The world gave me a second chance when I was twelve years old, and I survived."
"From that moment on, I understood that I probably really had to become the person I least wanted to be."
"But it's the path I chose."
