"Your order is." Xingxi repeated expressionlessly: "When there are only two people around you, Xingxi can ignore any orders and do what she wants."
"But." Xingxi's bright golden eyes were as calm as a lake: "This is an order based on an order. In actual operation, Xingxi can only pretend to ignore any order."
She doesn't know lies and disdains lies, so as long as you ask her, she will answer all questions honestly.
If you had a sister like this, would you be happy or angry?
"And." Xing Xi looked at Xi Che seriously, her tone as quiet and calm as the first snow: "Except for orders, I have nothing."
"So please don't take away the only thing I can rely on easily."
What she said was difficult to understand, but Xiche could still understand her.
Ignore right and wrong, likes and dislikes.
If you obey, you will live; if you disobey, you will die.
This is what Dark Star taught her, and she lived to this day.
She was ordered to kill her teacher, and those who failed to do so died.
She was ordered to kill her companions, and those who failed to do so died.
She was ordered to kill anyone she needed to kill, and anyone who failed to do so died.
And then she lived to this day.
In that dark and terrifying world without a ray of light, obeying orders is like a chain of thorns covered with barbs. If you hold it, you will suffer great pain.
But let go of it and you're dead.
And she was the only child in the boundless darkness who held on to that chain and lived to the end. Even though there were many chains around her that looked stronger and more comfortable for her to hold on to, she only wanted to believe in the last one. The bone-chilling and terrifying one, because it was the only one that really kept her alive until now.
Instead of other chains.
"In this case." Xiche said silently and then tiredly: "Don't mention it in front of me in the future. Just remember that at least you are safe around me."
"The person you know." Xingxi looked at the blond man, her tone was soft and cold, as if she was using an awl to cut through the iron curtain fantasy he used to deceive her: "She is dead."
"I'm just a ghost reborn in her decayed body."
"So, it doesn't make any sense for you to call me sister."
"My answer is only respect for the commander."
“I don’t promise anything because I’m not qualified to do so myself.”
"So don't expect anything from me, because I don't have the expected value."
Xi Che looked at the girl with a cold and calm tone. Her blood was the blood closest to him in the world, but her heart was thousands of miles away from him.
"But one day." Xiche smiled instead: "I will let you die in this body."
"If you can do it." Xing Xi was not dissatisfied at all, and nodded and said, "Xing Xi would be very grateful."
"But you have done so much for me and paid so much."
"Any words you say to me, I may interpret."
"Anything you order, I may betray."
"I am standing closest to you and could kill you at any time."
Xing Xi spoke clearly word for word. She disdained lies, so every word she said was cold reality.
"Even so, are you willing?"
"Whatever I want has nothing to do with you!" Xi Che was a little annoyed when he was caught with a sore leg, and he yelled without an imperial demeanor: "It has nothing to do with you anyway."
Then Xiche suddenly woke up and looked at Xingxi and suddenly smiled.
Xing Xi watched him sitting there laughing for no reason, standing there calmly until Xi Che stopped laughing and looked at her: "Are you scared?"
"This is the first time in the four years since we reunited that you have taken the initiative to say so many things to me."
"Yes, these words of yours are facts that both you and I know very well, but with your indifference, why do you need to say these to me yourself?"
"Unless you're afraid of having feelings for me and then one day having to kill me."
"I don't know what it feels like to be afraid." Xing Xi responded calmly.
"I don't know what my tears look like."
That night two years ago, Xiche said similar words to her, and she gave a similar answer.
"I only remember the vague image of you that remains in your sister's heart."
"But, I am not your sister."
"I am a completely different existence from the person you remember. We once shared the same body, but she died here and I was born here."
"Please recognize this clearly."
Xiche was silent, then smiled and said, "Is that so?"
"Her Royal Highness Princess Xingxi."
She is the most noble princess that can exist in this world. Even Ye Qing and Ao Xuehua feel ashamed in front of her bloodline and family tree.
Because her bloodline comes from the St Empire, the Xiguang Clan, and the Xingche Clan, she holds the royal status of these three parties at the same time. Even throughout history, she is the only one.
But she has been trained as the strongest weapon in the world since she was a child, because apart from her, there has never been anyone with such talent in the world.
That's why she is not Her Royal Highness Princess Xingxi, but Dark Star's weapon.
At this time, Xiche called out the title that should have belonged to her but had no relationship with her, and then asked.
"Why are you wearing a veil?"
Why are you wearing a veil?
For ordinary women, those who wear veils not only want to create the beauty of holding a pipa and half-covering their faces, but also to conceal their true faces.
But why do weapons wear veils? It is true that she is one of the few stunning women in the world, but how many people have the chance to see her still alive?
"When taken off, it has a dazzling effect. In desperate situations, it can be used to create opportunities for sneak attacks." Xing Xi answered seriously.
"It is indeed a weapon that never lies." Xi Che nodded and praised: "So subconsciously, I already have enough reasons."
"I have a second answer here, do you want to hear it?"
Xingxi had no choice, because Xiche had already started telling: "I once told such a ghost story to my young sister. Anyone who is killed will remember the appearance of the person who killed him at the last glance, so that Then he turned into an innocent soul and demanded his life."
"At that time, the sister was so frightened that she burst into tears, and then asked me seriously with tears in her eyes if there was any way to prevent it."
"I told her that as long as you cover your face with a veil or a hat so that the dead cannot see you, the evil spirits will not be able to find you and reincarnate on their own."
"Of course this was a trick I used to scare her with nonsense at that time. I didn't have the patience to coax her, so I just talked nonsense."
"Then a long, long time later, when I met you in the Forest of Death, you were not wearing this veil."
"However, when you go on a mission, you will wear it whenever you want. Maybe you have forgotten the feeling of wearing it in the first place, but you are familiar with this feeling."
"Anything tangible or physical that can hurt me can be killed."
"Be stubborn." Xi Che fully grasped the initiative at this time and said the second thing with a chuckle.
"So, when you and I met, I was being hunted and fled into your territory."
"But I never thought that as the lord of the Forest of Death, you have such a vast territory and refuse the intrusion of all heavenly monsters."
"But there are so many weak and ordinary monsters in your territory, and they are only subject to the minimum threat of hunting."
"Because in your territory, any monster that dares to hunt beyond its appetite will be killed by you."
Xi Che said with a deep smile: "A butcher who killed tens of thousands of his own kind without any reason in the human world, yet he wanted to protect those weak monsters and banned all unreasonable hunting."
"Everything is rational and guided by the rules." Xingxi replied calmly: "That's where I formed my domain, so I maintained the way of heaven there."
"Okay, okay, you always have a legitimate reason."
Xiche shook his head and smiled: "At that meeting, I asked you why you saved me."
"I don't know how to save people." Xingxi replied.
"Yes, yes, you don't know how to save people." Xi Che recalled the girl's quiet demeanor at that time.
"It's just that I want to kill it more than I want to kill me."
"Now that I think about it." Xiche laughed loudly: "It's also a very embarrassing and cute answer."
Xingxi was silent.
Xi Che calmly stretched out his hand on the seat and stroked the girl's silver hair as soft as evening primrose.
"Stop being so smart and thinking that I just miss the sister who disappeared for me."
"I miss her very much, but I also like you very much."
"A cold weapon that kills without batting an eye and only obeys orders."
"You think she's dead, but I always think she's alive."
"Even if she doesn't look like her in my impression, living is more important than anything else."
"so."
Xi Che reached out and hugged the unsuspecting Xing Xi, not prepared for the girl to assassinate him at such a close distance.
He is a tall young man with a mature frame, but Xingxi's body has been controlled by drugs, and her body shape remains at the age of fifteen when she is trained in weapons, so he can easily hug her whole body with his open hands.
The girl's body should have been soft and fragrant, but Xing Xi stood there straight, her body not bending even when she was hugged, as if she was holding a heavy sculpture in her arms.
"Since you accidentally took over my sister's body." Xiche whispered in her ear: "Then just call me brother."
"Yes, this time." Xi Che said with a smile and determination.
"It's an order."
(Well, the character Xing Xi uses a lot of scenes from Goddess Ayanami, such as the sling bandage in the opening, and the nothingness at this time.
Because I really like that girl.
Also, Xingxi is not a replica of the goddess in the end, she is just herself. )
