Something I wish for?
Xi Che fell into hesitation for a while.
If we simply talk about hope, then there is no doubt that Xiche hopes that Xingxi can accompany him all the way.
Who doesn't want that?
Xingxi is an almost perfect tool that people can’t put down.
She is so strong and obedient that when you face despair, she still has the strength and courage to fight.
Having such people as your teammates and your backing.
Who doesn't want that?
But what does Xingxi herself think?
At that time, she told herself that she could help her stay behind and let her escape.
She told herself that no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't be a good child.
She was born to be the baddest, baddest child in the world.
She is obviously so young, why would she say something like that.
When she stood in front of the Crystal Salamander with a long sword in her hand, she probably never thought about coming back alive.
She seems to be willing to think that if she dies and Xi Che survives, this is something she is very happy to accept.
This is simply a very extreme self-destructive tendency.
But why is all this happening?
Is what she wants really good for her?
This mission actually dealt a huge blow to Xi Che.
Because he has discovered that everything is not what he imagined.
"Xingxi." Xiche looked at the little girl in front of him and gently hugged her in his arms.
"What's wrong?" Xingxi felt a little uneasy in Xiche's arms.
The girl in her arms is small, delicate and warm, just like holding a small cat.
The initial encounter between him and the other party was just by chance, but now, when Xing Xi trusts him and likes him so much, Xi Che is a little surprised at first, and then realizes.
In Xingxi's world, it seemed that besides him, there was no one else she could trust or like.
"Why are you like this?" Xi Che asked.
"What does it look like?" Xingxi replied in Xiche's arms.
"I have always known that you are not an ordinary child, but you are more extraordinary than I thought. Why do you say you are a bad boy? You obviously didn't do any bad things, why do you want to die so much?" Xiche asked softly.
"You ask questions like this, making it difficult for me to answer them one by one." Everyone, but everyone doesn’t like me after all.”
"If I were not born in this world, then the world would definitely be a better place, but if I died in vain, someone would be sad for me."
"You see, how selfish I am. I hope someone will shed tears for me when I die, and I hope I can die a little more valuable."
"If my death can help someone else even a little bit, I feel good."
"What are you talking about?" Xi Che was a little stunned.
"You are still so young. Why would you say such a thing? You should not remember anything. Why do you seem to remember everything?"
Xingxi raised her head in Xiche's arms and looked at each other. The girl's expression was very gentle: "It's because I have remembered everything since I was born, so I know how bad a person I am. child."
"Brother Xiche really likes me, so I have to work hard to become more useful so that I can be worthy of brother Xiche's love."
"So, even if I ask you to do something you don't like to do, you will do it to please me, right?" Xi Che said seriously.
No surprises.
Xing Xi nodded quietly.
Xiche sighed heavily: "No one in this world should live for others, do you know?"
"Even if you like me again, I am not your whole world. Life is very long. Even I may leave you. Only I can always be with you."
"If you say what I hope, then what I hope for is that you can be happy doing what you like."
"If you are willing to stay here, then we can experience more things together. I can find a way to make you stronger, Xingxi, and at the same time, I will work hard to become stronger so that you will no longer have to fight alone. "
"We will find new friends, we will have new adventures, we will gain greater strength, and we will have better control over our own destiny."
"Of course, I will work hard and will not let you easily enter such dangers again. I will be more cautious, prepare and think more in advance."
"If you stay here, the same disadvantage is that you will encounter more dangers, and you may die like just now."
"Whether you want to go or stay, you should decide all this, not whether I want it or not."
Xingxi's answer was quicker than Xiche expected.
"Then I hope to stay here with brother Xiche."
"May I?"
The girl said with a pleading question.
…
…
Xingxi returned to Wanshou Palace.
Accompanied by Xi Che.
She was not allowed to go out freely, except when accompanied by Xi Che.
Wanshou Palace is still so big.
Our ancestors are still so busy.
Xingxi finally returned to her room.
Compared with Xi Che's room, her room is larger and the layout is more exquisite and warm.
Because all this was done by the ancestors personally.
That mother-in-law almost gave Xing Xi the most favor. If the girl was not a girl, some people even suspected that Xing Xi would be the next emperor.
After all, the only person who can really determine the candidate for the throne of the St Empire is the ancestor.
But everyone understood that Xingxi was an impossible candidate, not only because she was a girl, but also because of the impure blood in her body.
The purpose of intermarriage within the Ste royal family for generations is to ensure the purity of blood. Mixed blood is the bottom of the natural contempt chain, so when Xingxi walks out of the Longevity Palace, any cat or dog can laugh at her, because in essence, she is here In this huge imperial city, he is the most humble and filthy existence.
If not for the favor of the ancestors.
But why would our ancestors love such a child so much?
This is probably something only the ancestors can know.
Xingxi lay back on her bed.
A soft golden bed filled with the lightest and softest velvet.
Then she covered her chest and spit out the first mouthful of bright red blood.
The first bite was followed by the second, and she seemed to be vomiting endless blood until the golden bed was completely dyed red.
It wasn't until she almost vomited all the blood in her body that she slowly calmed down.
The girl looked at the golden ceiling, where the most gorgeous and exquisite dome paintings were painted.
"I'm sorry, brother Xiche." Xingxi said to herself.
"I'm really going to die."
