As soon as she said these words, everything around her shattered like a mirror.
…
In the crowded and narrow staircase, Qi Yue looked coldly at the short and thin mother in front of her. At this time, she was wiping her tears and kept talking about her difficulties.
"Zhengnan, just listen to your mother. She's all for your own good. Girls don't need to read so many books. Look at that beautiful girl who studied for so many years and still didn't get married. You shouldn't go to high school. Mom, please. Mom is really tired of studying for you!"
That’s the thing again!
Qi Yueguang felt sick just by hearing her voice, but she still remembered how she replied to her at that time, "Mom, I can earn my own money to study, I don't need your support."
"Where did you get the money?"
"Mother" suddenly raised her voice and said, "Don't imitate those ungrateful people when you are young. Do you want to think that your mother is not embarrassed enough now? Your father dislikes me, and even you dislike me." Me?"
"Don't you deserve to be disliked?"
She yelled, and Qi Yue also yelled, "Can I kill you if you don't have a son? You don't rely on him to support you. You found out that he cheated on you. Why are you still holding back from getting a divorce? Don't say it's because Me, you never thought about me."
"Qi Zhengnan!"
As the woman lost control, a slap hit Qi Yue's face.
Slap her back, slap her back, why should she hit you? She just deserves it! Deserve it!
However, another voice was advising her at this time, just bear with it, she is your mother, she gave birth to you after all. If you hit her, that would be unfilial!
But why!
She was never the one who made her feel wronged, but every time she got angry at that man, she would get it back from him even harder, and she was not her punching bag.
Why!
Qi Yue is not Qi Zhengnan, and even the original Qi Zhengnan would go crazy if he was forced to panic!
"Snapped"
"You deserve to be unloved by your husband and unloved by your daughter in this life. You deserve to lie alone in a hospital bed in your later years, with no one paying attention to you."
Qi Yue's slap in the face made the "mother" opposite her stunned. However, she was stunned for only a moment before she started beating Qi Yue like crazy.
At that time, Qi Yue had just turned fifteen, and her strength could not compare with that of an adult who had been working all year round. After being severely beaten, "mother" sat on the ground and cried loudly:
"It's unreasonable. After saying a few words to her, she actually hit me. What evil have I done in my life? I raised such a white-eyed wolf like you!"
"... Even raising a dog would be better for me than raising you. No, you have no conscience than that beast. How can my life be so miserable?"
The neighbors were attracted by her noisy movements and looked at Qi Yue with a bruised nose and swollen face, and then at her "mother" sitting on the ground looking like a shrew cursing.
A group of people pointed at them, many of them scolded Qi Yue for being ignorant, but some were saying that "mother" was useless. Her husband couldn't control people, and neither could her daughter. It was her own problem to live like this.
"Mother" heard what was said to her, immediately stood up and cursed back.
But he was quickly poked at by others, "You are useless. I couldn't give your man a baby, and I can't control my daughter. Your man won't divorce you, but he keeps you here for the Chinese New Year!"
"you……"
"Mother" was so angry that she almost pouted, but as soon as she turned her head, she looked at Qi Yue, reached out and grabbed her arm and pinched her, "It's all you, it's all you, disobedient, you have read all the books that you have read for several years." It’s in the dog’s belly. I’m your mother, you should listen to me!”
"enough!"
Qi Yue had endured enough, and she didn't know where she got the strength to push her away, "What kind of mother are you? I'm only fifteen and you're going to sell me to an old man. Do you think I don't know anything?
You have known for a long time that your husband has someone else and he also has a son. In order to have a son of your own, you lost all face and used money to help your husband raise a mistress and raise an illegitimate child. You also wanted to sell your own daughter to marry the illegitimate child.
Whose mother is as important as you? Are you a human being? Your own daughter has no money to study, but you treat someone else's son like a treasure. who do you think You Are? She has her own mother. If you are so shameless, who would want you to be their mother?
Whoever found a mother like you is really unlucky for eight lifetimes. "
These were words Qi Yue had never said in her previous life. She hated the "mother" in front of her so much.
Just because she is a daughter, she has been indoctrinating her with the ideas that "daughters are useless" and "daughters are losers" since she was a child, so that before she went to school, she really had such low self-esteem that she couldn't hold her head up.
Later, when I went to school and met many classmates, my introverted temperament was gradually influenced by them and became cheerful.
However, the family of origin discovered that Qi Yue was beginning to become disobedient, and they kept trying to pressure Qi Yue by "generating kindness and cultivating kindness" to make her return to her former obedient self.
Of course Qi Yue didn't want to be their puppet, so the parents thought that after they had a "son", they thought it was useless for their daughter to spend money on studying.
It is better to go to work early to make money to reduce the burden on the family, and then find someone to marry when you are old, and then you can use the betrothal gift as a betrothal gift for your "son".
vomit!
Thinking of this, Qi Yue was so sick that she almost vomited.
Therefore, why he couldn't let her study because he had no money, it was just because he was afraid that Qi Yue's wings would become stiff and he would be disobedient in the future, so he wanted to cut off her retreat in advance.
What's even more outrageous is that his mother really ignored her biological daughter who was ten months pregnant just for the sake of an "illegitimate child".
Damn it, I'm afraid she's not seriously ill!
After learning that her husband was having an affair, she didn't dare to question her or make a fuss. Instead, she was deceived by the man's bullshit saying, "My son will provide for you when he's grown up."
I spent the rest of my life tormenting Qi Yue for such bullshit.
Why did she give her old age in the first place? She should have been left alone in a hospital bed, then kicked out and left dead on the street.
She wondered who else would deal with such a lunatic like her except for the environmental protection workers.
"...Go out and make money. As long as you are sincerely good to your brother, you will have someone to help you when you get married."
"Mom and dad are doing this for your own good. Why can't you understand what your parents say?"
"Comrade police, we are her parents, can we still harm her?"
"That's enough! Get out of here, all of you! Get out!"
Qi Yue is not the Qi Zhengnan from her previous life. These parents are simply a joke in her eyes.
An ignorant feudal man who had little money in his life but wanted a son to continue the family line. Unfortunately, his son died after him and did not even attend his funeral.
Even Qi Yue only received an urn from him in the end and threw it into the river.
The other was selfish and as stupid as a pig. Living in the world, he only wasted air and tortured Qi Yue in his previous life. In the end, he deserved to be sick in his old age and finally died on the hospital bed.
Qi Yue was also stupid in her last life. Just for the sake of giving birth, she still wasted so much time to make money to treat her when she was old.
She deserves no one to care about her, and she deserves to be trampled in the mud for the rest of her life!
The raging fire burned everything, and Qi Yue watched coldly as everything in the illusion was shattered again. She heard the curses of men and women before they died, and the low whispers around them, but she could no longer make any waves.
It's in the past!
Qi Yue in this life will no longer be as useless and aggrieved as Qi Zhengnan in her previous life!
"Qi Zhengnan, you shouldn't have wasted so much time saving her. You should have let her die of illness. If she died of illness earlier, you might not be so miserable in your life."
Standing opposite Qi Yue, in the end, only "Qi Zhengnan" was left who looked embarrassed and exhausted.
This "Qi Zhengnan" has an ordinary appearance, and her eyebrows show maturity and fatigue that are beyond her age.
Hearing this, she just smiled and said, "It's all over for you, isn't it?"
"I can't make it." Qi Yue said coldly.
She was still angry, but this time she was only angry at herself.
How could she be so stupid? She should have escaped from that family long ago. In this way, no matter how miserable and tired she was in her previous life, it would still be better than being stuck in one place all her life!
"Actually, you are still blaming yourself."
"Qi Zhengnan" lowered her eyes slightly, then raised her head, and said softly, "Because you know that your mother will become like that in the end, and you are partly responsible for it.
She used to be kind to you, but she was trapped by the old ideas of the previous generation. But you, obviously read a book and learned new ideas, but you saw her trapped by those old ideas and struggled all her life.
But you couldn't save her, and you felt useless. "
Hearing this, Qi Yue sneered, "Even if this kind of person suffers so much, she may not be able to wake up. Who has thought of saving her?"
Maybe "Qi Zhengnan" had thought about it before, but now Qi Yue would not think so. No one could save a person who was already "terminally ill" except herself.
Pulling her up is like going into the water to save someone or "pulling a drowning person". If you are not careful, you will be dragged down.
"... No matter what happened, she was the one who raised you after all. Cause and effect, she gave you life, and you gave her a peaceful death. You two owe nothing to each other."
"Qi Zhengnan" seemed to have not heard what she said and continued to finish what she wanted to say.
And just as she said these words, something in Qi Yue's heart relaxed.
"We don't owe each other anything. I always thought she owed me."
However, as soon as these words passed, her mind flashed back to the story of "Qi Zhengnan" who was almost caught in an alley and raped in her previous life. It was her mother who saw it and hit someone with a stone without hesitation, and then beat the person. Half dead.
And in the hospital, she also felt guilty that she had treated her like that, and even told the "illegitimate son" who came to see her that the house at home would only be reserved for "Qi Zhengnan" in the future, so "Qi Zhengnan" did not sleep on the street in the end. You can also enjoy your retirement in the community.
There were also some odds and ends, she scolded her, hit her, cursed her, but she also loved her inadvertently.
It turns out that they really don’t owe each other anything!
So Qi Yue, there is no need for you to dwell on what happened in your previous life. Please live your life well!
"Qi Zhengnan" looked at Qi Yue's stunned look with relief, and his figure slowly dissipated like a bubble.
I just read a few bad reviews and almost cried to death, but when I saw that Mo Shang's misty rain had voted ten more recommendation votes, I was OK again! Thank you baby for your strong support! ! ! Love you so much!
In fact, I have always felt that writing this matter means the most to me, which is to reconcile with my family of origin and myself! ! !
(End of chapter)
